Null 🥝 Joshua Moon Megathread

Joshua Moon the owner of Kiwifarms
:story: (for those playing along at home this is after the public failure of infinity next Sneedforo)


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nobody holds my reigns anymore. i am one step in the grave now. i could live like this for the rest of my life. the great thing about open source projects is that you don't have to worry about what happens to it once you're gone. i can't say the same for my other projects. i have a bit of a cult of personality on my forum and nobody really shares the same vision as i do, which has reared it from a community of a few dozen to a few thousand. if i disappeared, it would undoubtedly die and split apart into a bunch of different communities.

i'll admit this month i have been very depressed. i don't talk about personal affects very often because i'm more comfortable being seen as an emotionless psychopath, but for years i have known this young lady and i've spent about a quarter of my life talking to her online as on-and-off friends and even romantic partners in the last 2 years. she is the smartest person i've ever met and i feel truly humbled when i speak to her. she joined the navy as a nuclear engineer and is being assigned an aircraft carrier shortly. i've stopped talking to her because she is emotionally abusive, but i still love her, and i've loved her for years. i'm pretty sure she loves me, but she's so wretched when she wants to be. i cannot allow our arguments to affect me and distract me.

when i decided to stop talking to her i felt fine. it was the right decision and i know it is. but weeks later it's finally struck me, like a wound that doesn't hurt until you see it. with all the drama with isis and the chinese maritime conflicts i worry that in the next decade her vessel will be put to use. a brain full of nuclear secrets would be a valuable asset to the red chinese and they would undoubtedly torture her. isis uses female pows as rape toys and wive, or they just decapitate them. i worry about her and every time i hear something about terrorism or the military i start worrying. she's basically the closest i've ever been with a person.

even if i could stop worrying, the double edge is that by rejecting her i am now in a position where i know i will never find a replacement. i cannot replace someone i've known for 5 years, someone who is extremely attractive and physically and mentally fit. i can only find substitutes, and i think i'd rather be alone than with a second option. i'd rather just work.
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Josh has so many projects i forget what infinity next was lmao. I dont know what service contracts are like but its very probably that she is coming up on the end of hers or could be very soon. Could be Josh's chance to get some.

Speaking of idk if I read it earlier here or somewhere else but isn't there speculation that Josh has a GF now or did and that a lot of his mid stream interruptions was her going to ask him/tell him something. This could also explain why hes staying overseas if he is there and he could be trying to get a Visa for this supposed GF.
 
Japan Enjoyer said:
Josh has so many projects i forget what infinity next was lmao. I dont know what service contracts are like but its very probably that she is coming up on the end of hers or could be very soon. Could be Josh's chance to get some.

Speaking of idk if I read it earlier here or somewhere else but isn't there speculation that Josh has a GF now or did and that a lot of his mid stream interruptions was her going to ask him/tell him something. This could also explain why hes staying overseas if he is there and he could be trying to get a Visa for this supposed GF.
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people have joked about him dating overmom (one of his long-time mods for his old MATI discord and YT channel).
however, im not certain if she is the same rumored german gf.
 
Nektar Geist said:
Sure there, buddy? Sure about you trying to help the mommy fucker? You weren't just trying to exploit him?
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I do think Josh is autistic enough that he would try and help Chris because he does have a weird loyalty to Chris in that Chris is the reason Null is where he is in life.

Think that he also knew the Geno documentary was getting closer and closer to present and wanted to appear charitable/nice. Also there was speculation on 4chan for a bit that GS was Donating a decent amount of cash to KF in some weird arrangement with Null. Also anyone else Think Genos time on the idea guys seemed super short and left Alot out, like ALOT ALOT
 
before american hedgehog gave wct screencaps of me talking about cwcs mental state, when null was in the server with us tryna help cwc he showed me some undiscoevreed lore.
he has made cwc offers before.
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Love how Dyn can just shoot fat loads on Josh's face and Josh has to just take it like a little bitch because he's running out of oldfags to ban, if they haven't left themselves that is. Let's not forget how Zed was banned for mocking Cody Wilson's (convicted pedophile) metrosexual jacket.
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NEET samurai said:
before american hedgehog gave wct screencaps of me talking about cwcs mental state, when null was in the server with us tryna help cwc he showed me some undiscoevreed lore.
he has made cwc offers before.
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This confirms a theory I and a few of my friends have had for awhile.
Now a philosophy question if you try and make secret deals with retards are you yourself a retard?

And as a Side what type of userbase does He want to try and draw in for the fourms? He says he hates the political people, beauty parlor, dsp type alogs, the AF people, Anime avatars. All this really leaves for him is troons or furries
 
Japan Enjoyer said:
All this really leaves for him is troons or furries
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I would say you missed out nonces. But... You can finish the line yourself.

again from the KC thread.
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Got to wonder if this comment is actually a sly dig. Dude mentions a load of stuff which I'm sure joshy doesn't want brought back up.

He forgot to mention when joshy got his mum sacked. And the threats to rape and kill (which let's face it he's still doing today, he's such a thin skinned closeted kid diddler... With an annoying voice.
 
idk, but watching the deal go down was priceless.
Japan Enjoyer said:
This confirms a theory I and a few of my friends have had for awhile.
Now a philosophy question if you try and make secret deals with retards are you yourself a retard?
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Japan Enjoyer said:
And as a Side what type of userbase does He want to try and draw in for the fourms? He says he hates the political people, beauty parlor, dsp type alogs, the AF people, Anime avatars. All this really leaves for him is troons or furries
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the mr enter forum, the yaniv crusade, bits of the dsp board, vordrak, donnie long & eddie dzial, the zoophile investigations, and the ilj board.
outrage pays, but at the same time, the funny pays most in lack of. all of these shitty influences have grown over the years at least before the bloodletting would allow a pressure release valve. but now that type of behavior is a bannable offense.
 
thefrogninja said:
Love how Dyn can just shoot fat loads on Josh's face and Josh has to just take it like a little bitch because he's running out of oldfags to ban, if they haven't left themselves that is. Let's not forget how Zed was banned for mocking Cody Wilson's (convicted pedophile) metrosexual jacket.
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I get it that you like to lick Zed's ass clean after he shits or sharts, but do you have to sniff his farts too?
 
Empresa said:
theres something missing here
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oh wait he disabled the register because someone in a sock upset him , what a surprise.
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Seems like he opened registrations again, time to burn one of my recent socks to spam JDANKS CUNNY at him so he closes them again.
Japan Enjoyer said:
He says he hates [...] beauty parlor, dsp type alogs, the AF people, Anime avatars
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Based, based, based and based
NEET samurai said:
idk, but watching the deal go down was priceless.



the mr enter forum, the yaniv crusade, bits of the dsp board, vordrak, donnie long & eddie dzial, the zoophile investigations, and the ilj board.
outrage pays, but at the same time, the funny pays most in lack of. all of these shitty influences have grown over the years at least before the bloodletting would allow a pressure release valve. but now that type of behavior is a bannable offense.
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No idea why half of those people are "lolcows" let alone why they need their own board.
NEET samurai said:
the funny pays most in lack of
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literally what?
NEET samurai said:
all of these shitty influences have grown over the years at least before the bloodletting would allow a pressure release valve. but now that type of behavior is a bannable offense.
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literally what?
 
NEET samurai said:
when they make it a moral crusade they end up lying and a reason why most squirm is accuracy
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Literally what?
I can't understand this diatribe about "moralfagging"
 
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