Looking through this thread, it really is making me realize what should have dawned on me ages ago.
Like, I've just been shitposting from the sidelines, occasionally posting my drunken armchair psychoanalysis on various cows because I'm too unemployable to be a real therapist.
But man I've really been blind to how much of a raging trashfire was building around me over the years.
Entire boards, a dozen of them, dedicated to a single person, full of screeching, deranged lunatics who can't do anything but think of ways to insult this person who doesn't even know they exist. Like, those types were always there, but I never realized how much that grew, it's virtually the whole site now.
I don't know how I never realized it, I've noticed throughout the years that the boards/threads I wanted to post in got smaller and smaller. I used to post in cow threads, I used to post in A&H threads. But cow threads are just people screaming how much better they are than that cow, constantly trying to find new people to laugh at even if there's nothing funny about them, and A&H of course is just a doomposting cesspit where the sky is perpetually falling. At this point I'm just like "

, I barely even understand this site anymore, so many boards and users I've never even seen."
Like I think I was pretty much just posting in TSIC and Supporters for a long time now, thinking "well a lot of weirdos post on this site but I can still post here to laugh at them", but like, that itself is a little insane when you think about it, huddling in this one corner of a site that's meant to be a single community, being forced into this stupid clique because every other clique is full of retards. Just like, damn, whatever happened to just having fun on the internet for the sake of it? :( Like no wonder I'd constantly take months-long breaks, the site is just unusable now.
It's actually hilarious I got banned just minutes after I thought about signing up here. I wonder what I would have done if I saw these threads and wasn't banned. I'd probably just lose interest in even posting anymore, or maybe go speedrun mode (isn't that what Pink Panther did?)
What I'm trying to say is, women ruin everything.