Here's what bothers me the most about this dude:
He gives off tremendous "I got bullied in high school so I want to be anybody but myself" energy. He's not man enough to control his narrative, so he just created this weird little lord of the flies jerk fest that he's the god of online.
He just wants to be someone else so bad, anybody but himself. You can see it seeping through everything in his faux narcissistic personality. You're not mad and pissed off that your parents circumcised you, you just want a creepy pee pee because the other boys on Reddit have foreskins. Anything that's gonna make you not you is what you want. I'm betting there are sexual fantasies of gender reassignment, but like all chicken shit cowards he doesn't have the balls to control his narrative and become the woman he's so desperately craves to be.
Because a woman would be the opposite of him and that's what he desires. To just not be himself. After he blows his miniscule load and is using a sock to clean it off his stomach, he probably has feelings of remorse and tremendous shame while the tranny porn is still playing, especially since he got off to pretending that he was the tranny.
Imagine being so fucking starved for a modicum of power or to have a voice that you achieve it by running a little website online. That might have been an acceptable outlet in the 90s, but in the 2020s that shit is PATHETIC as fuck.
Ken strikes me as the type of dude who's like "yeah this motherfucker could go belly up at any moment I'm gonna ride it until the wheels fall off" not so with little dick energy Null. If his website got shut down or something happened in his life where he had to give it up, I'm wagering he takes the shotgun mouthwash route within 60 days.
This is the type of dude that before dipshits could buy websites would kill small animals or molest children. Not because he was attracted to the children but he would do it for the power. In the 70s this dude DEFINITELY would have been a serial killer with a shoebox full of left titties.
TL;DR: Null is pathetic as hell and desperately wants to be anything other than Joshua. The one person he hates the most in the world he can never get away from for even a second, because he's stuck being himself. The only thing sadder than a narcissist is someone who's pretending to be a narcissist online.