₊˚⊹ ࿔ cyber doll's mind vomit.

[VVV]

grammerpolice'cord woke up

I mean there's a lot read the dictionary there's a lot of words in the english alphabet

do or die nigga either I die here and get permabanned(which I want) or I rizz up the huzz and kill this site too

Have you ever gotten what you want in your entire life? Think fast now!

 

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I need rest, my eyes are heavy everything is dizzying.

 

[Vergilius]

Have you ever gotten what you want in your entire life? Think fast now!

yeah I've gotten stuff like that mostly from gachas

 

[Frosty Fetus]

it's nothing.


Conscious lucid dreaming - wouldn't that just be lucid dreaming? You don't need to add conscious in front of it since that's what the lucid part implies. Pseudo-sleeping, I think is when you've gotten more sleep than you believe - you'd sleep for nine hours and wake up thinking you only slept for two hours, has happened to me quite often. What kind of lucid dreams are you having, if you can recall?

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I've gone into detail about the nature of my dreams on many occasions where before liminal spaces and weird/dream core became an overused aesthetic amongst most of the younger generation currently using the internet I've almost always had dreams with these atmospheres and themes since I was very young, and they've always felt comfortable but tantalizing. I was just watching a video about how those who live a lot of their time within these dream spaces can become trapped, choosing to sleep and experience these spaces rather than face reality - something that I'm guilty of and it could be part of the reason my health is very poor as I'll sometimes sleep up to fifteen hours at a time, often because I want to continue dreaming when I wake up and will allow myself to fall back into an unconscious state just to be able to explore more of these areas, lucid or not though I lucid dream very frequently.

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This image unsettled me because it's almost an exact visual replication of a dream I had a long time ago where I believe I was in a hospital, but when I turned a corner and got inside of an elevator there was a face that was unrealistically large smiling through the cracks of the elevator just as it closed before the dream slowly melted into black, and I woke up - but it was so vivid that I have it written down still in a dream diary I record my dreams in once I wake up.

Dreams remain very interesting spaces to me,
I don't understand how they can exist or rather how we can exist while being aware that our physical bodies are outside of ourselves asleep in a bed - that's a feeling that's always so otherworldly to me once I become aware inside of a dream,
it's always my first instinctive thought before I go on to explore my dream surroundings.

I would love to hear about other's dreams.

I cant recall any at the moment but when I do you will be the first to know

 

[Frosty Fetus]

I need rest, my eyes are heavy everything is dizzying.

Mom's spaghetti

 

[VVV]

yeah I've gotten stuff like that mostly from gachas

Deluding yourself after you’ve received something into thinking that you always wanted it doesn’t count. Got your nose!

 

[Faux90sKid]

I guess we're serial killer role playing now. Holy fuck this faggot shit makes me want to post Hitler memes.

 

[Faux90sKid]

Wanna know what I say to my penis? I say esoteric shit like *100 pubes, hmmm, the numbers they mean something* Or when I shit so hard my leg cramps *hmmmm, the cramp must mean I am of a young* Like super gay shit so when to type to a random women I don't know it sounds threatening. Bro you're not some asian guy in his 30s thinking the imperial japs are coming back. You won't shoot up a school for the shock value with some faggity manifesto about how you hate niggers. Just say you're a transexual living in a place where muslims rape your kind because your country thinks it'll bring jobs and equality. Russia should bomb the shit out of you. Do you walk down the street with church shoes with a suit and tie? Do you write poems while starring at women making them feel uncomfortable at a cafe? Did you sit at the lunch table where depressed suicidal retards talk about their favorite guns? What's that... no?

Okay shut your wanna be martyr ass up nigga. You lock your car when you see blacks, not because they would steal your shit but because you felt threatened and clammed up like a little bitch. Speak to me in poems so I cause you to go shoot up a church. Wait, you won't do it, nvm.

 

[Faux90sKid]

Matter of fact. where them Russian bitches at I need some of that pussy. I know ICE would take you away but damn I know you would fuck me like the skies falling down. Damn Russian women are fucking fine. So fucking tight. Shit, especially in them late 20s. So fucking sexy when they speak with that accent. Gets me so hot and pent up I could jack off.

 

[Faux90sKid]

I remember when I had a russian friend. The dude was alright with me but when I brought up my country he's start insulting me. Then would speak russian and shit. We had a love hate relationship. Then he would say "you have small panis" then speak russian. What a fucker he was. Bro would sweat on TF2. He even said he'd buy some fine vodka if I went to his country, when I told him I don't drink, he would say "then you don't have any balls man" "no balls man".

 

[Faux90sKid]

dudes probably dead now from the war

 

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I decided to drink tonight.

 

[Vergilius]

I decided to drink tonight.

U should overdose and die a painful death, me thinkd

 

[Gore ChanGore Chan is verified member.]

U should overdose and die a painful death, me thinkd

We both already know you don't mean these things,
so what's the point in continuing the charade?

 

[Vergilius]

We both already know you don't mean these things,
so what's the point in continuing the charade?

I do mean it doe
>so what's the point in continuing the charade
I want a definitive ending for me here what was supposed to end in some snca permaban now I'm back haunting this place blah blah just know I want my soul to rest and I need a permaban to solve it onion farms keeps chaining me back just cause it's only the blog site that allows me

 

[Gore ChanGore Chan is verified member.]

I do mean it doe
>so what's the point in continuing the charade
I want a definitive ending for me here what was supposed to end in some snca permaban now I'm back haunting this place blah blah just know I want my soul to rest and I need a permaban to solve it onion farms keeps chaining me back just cause it's only the blog site that allows me

you can always choose to use this space kindly and productively.

 

[Vergilius]

you can always choose to use this space kindly and productively.

I don't want to, know who u are talking to?
the schlog killer himself the meanest person you'll ever see, I'm a boogeyman to some

 

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@VVV help..

 

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I don't want to, know who u are talking to?
the schlog killer himself the meanest person you'll ever see, I'm a boogeyman to some
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no but actually, you don't need to keep up this bit. I'm sure you're very capable of having conversations, these websites could be used for much more productive work and conversation with one another.