Final Statement
Hello, Iโve been considering posting this for a while and today was my last straw.
I have always said that I will temporarily or permanently leave places that donโt speak to me.
When I was 9, my school teacher said to me โyouโve never been part of the herd and these next few years are going to be hard for you.โ
I didnโt know she meant the next 11 years. I have struggled greatly with groups, trends and herd mentality. I have friends everywhere, but Iโm consistently disliked by the popular people, or those with influence & anyone who supports or trusts them. These means it is incredibly easy for entire communities to dog pile me.
Last year my devices were compromised which lead to someone taking images and videos of me and using them to deepfake pornography. Despite the fact most of the images and videos posted were deepfaked, people have held this against me personally, refusing to acknowledge the fact they arenโt legitimate, and more importantly, blaming me for what someone else did.
I am not a sexual person nor actually simp for anyone, but someone used me and my content to attack a website, and there was no effort made by communities to find this person, despite me warning everybody that they were going to cause a โGamergate likeโ event and orchestrate larger attacks against more people, two weeks before the Keffals shit started.
I cannot fight people who refuse to acknowledge the truth. I cannot interact with people who refuse to interact with me as myself, but rather interact with their idea of me, or a reputation based image of me.
The degree of influence that reputation and trends have in this sector absolutely terrifies me. Whether itโs Kiwi Farms, Plate Gang, Lolcow.farm, Onion Farms, people are constantly graded on online reputation and social status.
Lolcows on Kiwi Farms donโt even get to choose their own usernames or pfps, Lolcows on Lolcow.farm get blamed for spams orchestrated by pedophiles that no one even knows, Lolcows around Plate Gang are subjected to consistent swatting, sexual harassment and degradation, and lolcows on Onion Farms have no chance unless theyโre friends with one of the staff members.
I cannot change this. We have a problem. Weโve created a tyranny and social hierarchy and it is too complex and too large for me to be able to counteract. I cannot de-brainwash people and Iโve tried for a while.
I cannot exist around people who donโt question anything, around people who believe others because they have higher reaction scores or smaller digital footprints, around people who believe revenge porn or doctored revenge porn is funny yet call themselves pedophile/groomer hunters.
There are some of you who are absolutely great people, but for the most part I am fighting against a fucking Tsunami and itโs not worth it.
Usually, I am happy to partake in this fight, but I am suffering multiple health issues, and am also pretty stressed/depressed as it is. The dismissal of me, the constant herd mentality, and the lack of itโs recognition, and the fact I have been de credited and called a liar or crazy so many times that Iโm basically censored, has made the Internet no fun anymore.
I am not leaving permanently, but for a very long time. Probably months.
I will still respond to dms, but I am tired of fighting a battle against people who donโt even realise the problem.
I am tired of being made to look crazy for exposing corruption.
What I am seeing here is not very different from what Iโve seen with governments and political corruption and I find it frightening.
People around here always complain about exposed corruption being labelled as conspiracy theories, yet this is what we are doing here.
I do not wish to engage for the time being, because I feel let down.
The decentralised sector was meant to be pro freedom, less of a tyranny and less corrupt yet its been worse than normie social media.
Barely anyone cares about free speech, and any fucking e celebrity that tells you they do, is lying.
They care about their own free speech.
They want freedom for the people they like. They claim to hate government , police and those kind of powers yet are happy to assume comparative positions online.
They hate the things that control society not because they thwart free speech & expression, but because itโs not them in control.
Most people here who claim to hate tyranny, would have no problem with it if they were in power themselves.
I cannot stand it and if I stay for the time being, I will probably wind up pissing off the entirety of the Internet.
I donโt care about anything people say or do to me or about me, but I care about corruption, and censorship.
I cannot fight this issue anymore, and I really hope people wake up and see the problems weโve all created before itโs too late.
I will return eventually, but for now, consider me (Put out to pasture).
Before I leave I would have hoped that thefrogninja would have been able to lick my pussy clean... While my minge still yearns for his touch, I will have to leave without it.
Xoxo,
Trollcow
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