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I’ll give some genuine advice rather than haha funny troll advice if it helps

1. STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM THE SHARTY I can tell you use it, that shit is poison for a repper

2. Get as close to “male” as you can without transitioning. Dress masculine, do masculine activities, “talk” masculine. But you’re still a girl.

3. What is your ideal transitioned self? Just… be that. Nothings stopping you from being that as a girl unless your ideal transitioned self is you with an 8 inch cock

4. I’m seeing all this shaman Buddha stuff, have you ever just seen… a therapist?

 

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1. STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM THE SHARTY I can tell you use it, that shit is poison for a repper

I'm still banned and they didn't touch my appeal but I don't see what the problem with it is.

2. Get as close to “male” as you can without transitioning. Dress masculine, do masculine activities, “talk” masculine. But you’re still a girl.

I can see this working for some people but I think my AAP is ultimately about male sexuality and anatomy which means doing guy stuff doesn't help at all. Not that having male sexuality or anatomy would help long-term either. It's kind of hard to explain. It feels like an addiction that feeds an entity I have.

3. What is your ideal transitioned self? Just… be that. Nothings stopping you from being that as a girl unless your ideal transitioned self is you with an 8 inch cock

My "ideal" "male" self is one who is a deep thinker and feeler and has Aspergers Syndrome. But honestly, the driving force of the AAP is the sexuality aspect and anything else is an extension of that to make it appear more legitimate.

4. I’m seeing all this shaman Buddha stuff, have you ever just seen… a therapist?

Many, none have made a dent in healing. My mom and I found that the one who I felt the most rapport with died January of this year unfortunately.

Thanks for the advice doe, I appreciate it!

 

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Even if a woman wanted a penis there is no way to just remove the entire system to transplant it onto said woman and still be functional. We are talking dick balls and prostate, the full package. Pun intended. The best you could do is just the penis to make it look less like a flesh empanada or Squidward's nose after they remove your arm or leg flesh to make a non functional useless lump. This is also assuming the body doesn't reject it.

 

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Even if a woman wanted a penis there is no way to just remove the entire system to transplant it onto said woman and still be functional. We are talking dick balls and prostate, the full package. Pun intended. The best you could do is just the penis to make it look less like a flesh empanada or Squidward's nose after they remove your arm or leg flesh to make a non functional useless lump. This is also assuming the body doesn't reject it.

Ya I think this is also a good thing to keep in mind, that it’s sorta impossible.

I'm still banned and they didn't touch my appeal but I don't see what the problem with it is.

There is a story by Edgar Allen Poe by the name of “The Telltale Heart”. It’s a story of a man who murders someone, and hides their parts (including their heart) under his floorboards. The police come to investigate his house and make small talk, but as they do the man can hear the still beating heart of his victim under the floorboards. It eventually drives him mad, and he shows the cop the hidden remains. Being a repper on the sharty is similar. They’re transphobic, and I don’t mean the fake definition of it, no they ACTUALLY hate trans people. And you’re, by most definitions, a trans person. To hang around people who actually want you dead will cause a Telltale Heart effect, where the pressure will get too much and you’ll snap.

My "ideal" "male" self is one who is a deep thinker and feeler and has Aspergers Syndrome. But honestly, the driving force of the AAP is the sexuality aspect and anything else is an extension of that to make it appear more legitimate.

Yo, hear me out. Honestly? This may be because of your time on the sharty (or adjacent spaces). “Deep thinker with Aspergers” sounds like what every soyteen aspires to be, philosophical smartass with some quirky trendy disease. May I ask, have your desires gotten better since you left the sharty or worse? Are you still in adjacent spaces? Do you still hold sharty adjacent views?

Many, none have made a dent in healing. My mom and I found that the one who I felt the most rapport with died January of this year unfortunately.

Thanks for the advice doe, I appreciate it!

I’m so sorry about that. And of course, anytime.

 

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There is a story by Edgar Allen Poe by the name of “The Telltale Heart”. It’s a story of a man who murders someone, and hides their parts (including their heart) under his floorboards. The police come to investigate his house and make small talk, but as they do the man can hear the still beating heart of his victim under the floorboards. It eventually drives him mad, and he shows the cop the hidden remains. Being a repper on the sharty is similar. They’re transphobic, and I don’t mean the fake definition of it, no they ACTUALLY hate trans people. And you’re, by most definitions, a trans person. To hang around people who actually want you dead will cause a Telltale Heart effect, where the pressure will get too much and you’ll snap.

Interesting metaphor. I don't see myself as trans though, I see myself as an AAP searching for a cure. If people can't tell the difference, that's their problem.

Yo, hear me out. Honestly? This may be because of your time on the sharty (or adjacent spaces). “Deep thinker with Aspergers” sounds like what every soyteen aspires to be, philosophical smartass with some quirky trendy disease.

I don't think so. It's moreso a consequence of THESIS being sent "to the back of the bus" so to speak (I talk about what this means in the psychological expeditions document on page 3 of this thread)

May I ask, have your desires gotten better since you left the sharty or worse?

I still lurk on the soysphere at times but being on it has helped a lot, I would say actually. I almost never consider transition in reality anymore unless I have a bad day + a trigger. But all the frens I've made have helped me with direction to reorient myself against gender ideology. Knowing that it's literally just an out of control sexuality helps a lot and it's reinforced when nobody genuinely sees me as a man. It's also reinforced when I see the contrast between myself and masculine thinking. It's also reinforced when I have guys who like me for being a woman; I used to interact a lot with 4cuck types who were rather genuinely misogynistic and bitter. I think the soysphere is rarely *bitter* per se, like yeah, there's a lot of angry people (clittycels is our term) but it feels weaponized against their targets, who aren't just women doing their own thing.