I don't understand the state of dreaming, being able to lucid dream, aware that you're inside a space where you shouldn't be able to exist within a state of awareness but somehow you do - the excitement can wake you up, but staying calm you can stay within this space for a long period of time if you're experienced and well versed within the act of lucid dreaming. There's a certain feeling within dreams, even when they aren't lucid that I can't shake off when I'm awake because of how specific that feeling is within a dream - that light and floaty feeling, sometimes it's almost like static in a way? It can't really be explained with waking words, but it's almost time for me to sleep as I did my usual nightly routine and I wonder what the dream space will be like tonight, where I'll be, who I'll see. I don't know why I dream so frequently, probably from how much sleep I tend to get but it's always about people I wouldn't expect, people I don't think about anymore - or places from my past, but they feel empty. I know I ramble about dreams a lot but they're something I've been interested in ever since I was a child, for some reason I've always had vivid dreams, lucid dreams, false awakenings, sleep paralysis and the like - it's fascinating to me how we can go through this kind of psychosis when asleep.