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Same. Iām gonna look for a vending machine with some energy drinksI'm okay.
That's all I have to say right now.
I need a handful of caffeine right now, though...
That wouldnāt fix shit you would still be a bumI guess Iāll start out, pretty fuckin bad. These past few days have been stressful for reasons I genuinely canāt pinpoint, it just feels like everythingās been moving way too fast. All I wanna do is stay in bed and sulk, but I canāt, cause responsibilities or whatever.
Whole week would be fixed if I could just have one good sulk session in bed.
R you brownIām going through one of those āI donāt trust youā moments with my best friend again. Not like, she did anything wrong, I just often feel like she secretly dosent like me but just isnāt telling me cause she dosent wanna upset me. Iām not sure why I feel this way, itās not like she did anything, nor does she even act weird around me. Itās just this strange fear I have in the back of my head all the time, itās a fear Iāve had with all my close friends really. Usually why they leave eventually, kek. Friendships canāt really be built on that distrust, especially since it can feel accusatory, even if I donāt mean it that way. More so I feel like Iām doing something wrong but I donāt know what, and they wonāt tell me.
Part of me also keeps thinking back to that train incident. I mean, sheās white. Does she see me that way? I wouldnāt blame her. Not that itās about me of course. Ugh, I think I just have to get out of my own head. Clear my thoughts.
The most frustrating thing about these moments is I canāt talk to her about them. Not cause I think sheāll blow me off or tell me to fuck off, the direct opposite, I know sheāll listen. Thatās why I donāt want to tell her, I donāt want her to have to coddle me and manage my feelings just cause Iām insecure, itās not fair to her. Issue is I never know how to manage my feelings on my own, truth be told, my emotions are usually tied to her. If sheās happy, Iām happy, if sheās sad, Iām sad, etc.
Weāve known eachother since childhood and I still pull this shit, how does she not get sick of me? Sweet glory.
Iām going to sleep too soon. Itās been such a tiring day, I cant wait to just nap till ten.I sleep.
No who uses this site is āfineāLets see....
I have no debt.
My income is alright.
No one I cares about is dead.
So i guess its fine
Doll, we have to know your opinion on thisEven @Gore Chan probably has more meaningful life than you lol
Is Doll gore ChanDoll, we have to know your opinion on this
What happenedI'm recovering from psychosis that ruined my entire summer.
noIs Doll gore Chan