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I've been also regretting many things of my past that have harmed me such as having posted e-whore material in the past, I was always looking for rushes of dopamine online, fast and easy without realizing how much more can be done through art and focusing the self into things that matter for dopamine. There are still people holding decade old lewd content over my head ( some of the photos had been just days after I turned eighteen - which yes, legal, it's still fucking weird to hold onto. ) I am still often toyed with from things of the past though I felt the need to mind vomit about it as I don't understand the point of not allowing for growth.
