Bear Hammer's blog

[Bear Hammer]

Honestly, my reputation here and on KF is getting so bad that I think I might just have to leave this place, which I really would not like to do since this is the only place I can talk to people other than my family. But it seems like no matter how many times I apologize, change my behavior, try to show I 'changed' and try to make friends it seems like I only just cause people to dislike me more. Which is pretty unfortunate because I actually think a lot of people on kf and here were cool and I wanted to be on friendly terms with them.

Like it really sucks because I really wanted to be liked too. :/

Honestly I am starting to think just asking Ken to make my account inactive and delete the burner email I made for this account, and then trying to forget about this place seems like the most sane thing to do. Because almost every interaction I have on here or KF is negative even when I try to make it not.

 

[Bear Hammer]

I think apart of the main reason I am disliked to just because I speak my mind too much, I can't help it.

If I think someone is acting like a faggot, I will always tell them they are acting like a faggot. Even if it isn't true as long as I think it I will just tell people if they are doing something I think is cringe or I dislike.

 

[Bear Hammer]

I honestly don't really think people really view me as a lolcow, I don't even think dead lion thinks I am.

I think I am just a person they are really mad at and they just want to try to humiliate me.

I am pretty sure people just clown on me because they think I am a really annoying person, not because of me doing anything prolifically lulzy, unlike someone like Tyler Kolbe.

 

[Bear Hammer]

Like if you read my thread on kf, it obviously was clearly rushed, it's filled with different errors and incorrect information, and had so many spelling mistakes that Sara had to edit his thread for him to fix it.

He clearly just quickly made a thread about me simply because he wanted one to just exist, not because he is genuinely interested in having discussions about me. I doubt he will even finish it, I don't see him ever caring enough about me to do extensive research on me and write essays about me. Especially since there really isn't much to talk about when it comes to my time on KF or on here.

 

[Frosty Fetus]

Like it really sucks because I really wanted to be liked too. :/

Why? Most KFers and OFers are faggots. The amount of decent people ive met on these sites can be counted on one hand.

Besides the people giving you the most shit is probably Daniel and Ashley, two shotaphiles who suck off little boys in order to buy rodeo burgers from Burger King.

That and Daniel Lopez is a homeless man probably dying from syphilis and the black plague. At that point its a moral imperative to ease his suffering by smashing him with a rock.

Caved Skull alla Neanderthal

 

[Bear Hammer]

The incels won btw, pretty much all of their e-slang and ideology is mainstream now.

Why? Most KFers and OFers are faggots. The amount of decent people ive met on these sites can be counted on one hand.

I guess it's pretty much the only places I went to for social interaction because I don’t have any friends and people here and there kind of seemed like very interesting people to me. I really prefer to be liked by others and I just wanted to be liked and have a good reputation. But so far I achieved literally the exact opposite lol.

Besides the people giving you the most shit is probably Daniel and Ashley, two shotaphiles who suck off little boys in order to buy rodeo burgers from Burger King.

That and Daniel Lopez is a homeless man probably dying from syphilis and the black plague. At that point its a moral imperative to ease his suffering by smashing him with a rock.

Yeah I don't know what his deal is with me, he's been pretty mean to me before I even knew who he was. Like I remember seeing his cancer sock account on kf when he just made it, and was wondering why this account that joined just a few days ago seemed to immediately hate everything about me.

I think he probably sees parts of himself in me, almost every insult he tries to throw at me 9/10 times can always be applied to him.

>you're an attention who-
you cut a lolcows name in your thigh
>failure to launc-
you're a 40+ year old homeless drug addict felon who spends most of his time on gossip forums

I don't know what it is about me that just makes people so mad, like every criticism they have given me I have tried to make better. I guess maybe I am just not fit for this type of community.

 

[Bear Hammer]

Like I always had this strange ability to make people really dislike me or get mad at me, which is pretty unfortunate.

Like I would prefer to have the ability to make people happy and love being around me, but I guess I just speak my mind too much.

 

[Frosty Fetus]

Like I always had this strange ability to make people really dislike me or get mad at me, which is pretty unfortunate.

Like I would prefer to have the ability to make people happy and love being around me, but I guess I just speak my mind too much.

Your like my long lost brother.

 

[Bear Hammer]

Honestly with all the stories I hear about doordashers fucking with people's food because they weren't satisfied with the tip, I just view tipping as the "please don't spit in my food" fee now.

 

[Bear Hammer]

If you truly love the women in your life, buy her a gun.

Your girlfriend, your sister, your daughter, your mother.

They will protect her more than any gay pink pepper spray bottle she gets from the dollar store, or any stupid "martial arts" you can teach her.

 

[Bear Hammer]

There's a lot of things that I would like to post on here and on KF, but I find that a lot of the time, when I want to post something, the reputational repercussions of even what are basically 'shower thoughts' mean that it's just not worth posting.

I am so used to posting just whatever I want on 4chan that sometimes I forget that there are actual potential consequences to what you can post when they are tied to an identity, which leads to me to spilling my spaghetti or "powerleveling" sometimes.

Persistent identity, even when pseudonymous, still inhibits expression.

It's by far one of the biggest flaws of KF and OF.

 

[Bear Hammer]

It's like on 4chan if I make a post people don't like I can just leave the thread and nothing more will happen.

But on a forum if I make a post people don't like I know have to worry about how people will view me, because if people view me negatively then that's going to directly impact my time on the website now.

 

[IKOL]

I've come here to left one word:

ASS.

 

[Bear Hammer]

 

[Frosty Fetus]

or any stupid "martial arts" you can teach her.

This is the mentality of a homosexual

Real men fight their wives

 

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There's a lot of things that I would like to post on here and on KF, but I find that a lot of the time, when I want to post something, the reputational repercussions of even what are basically 'shower thoughts' mean that it's just not worth posting.

I am so used to posting just whatever I want on 4chan that sometimes I forget that there are actual potential consequences to what you can post when they are tied to an identity, which leads to me to spilling my spaghetti or "powerleveling" sometimes.

Persistent identity, even when pseudonymous, still inhibits expression.

It's by far one of the biggest flaws of KF and OF.

I think I have a remedy to this.

 

[Bear Hammer]

I think I have a remedy to this.

What's your idea, Ken?

I like the idea of an anon button, so that if you want to post a thread or a post, you can have the option to anonymize your post or not.

Maybe make it an option on some boards and disable it on others.

 

[Bear Hammer]

I wonder what would happen if Elon musk somehow got all the Reddit cleansed out of his body and realized he is top five most important and powerful people in the world right now.

 

[Bear Hammer]

The reality is, and the hard truth straight males have to now accept is that now that feminism has essentially dominated most of the world, men need women more than they need us. They need us more in the sense of working and maintaining society, but in terms of their own life and social fulfillment they don't need us. Straight males who don't "get" women alot of them become bitter, emotionally disregulated and struggle to function. Contrasty a virgin woman can be just fine with her vast network of social relationships/friends and ability to talk about her feelings with anyone.

Why do you think the loser/incel label is exclusively used for males? And with the women now earning their own money, they increasingly move towards independence. Most males strive to be successful partly for the promise of a woman, but women strive to be successful purely for themselves and their own social gain and materialism. We need them but they dont need us, they can pick us based on a whimsical want rather than a need.

Only very few males can tolerate or thrive in loneliness and isolation without having women or a woman in their life, most without female attention become dysfunctional, rageful and anti-social.

It's not that women are better at handling loneliness, its more so that they are better at getting social bonds with other women and on average aren't as sex dependent as males.

Then this comes back to most men not caring about one another so alot of guys cant invest in each other emotionally like women can with one another (that would be seen as gay). Its a hardpill to swallow but the "whole cat lady suffering at 30" thing is cope. Most of us are the ones suffering.

I'm pretty thankful that I was motivated enough to read books about how to improve my social skills enough to be able to get laid anytime I want and to have a partner. Because if I didn't I would have probably been in a worse state than I am now.

 

[Bear Hammer]

Women also mog men in all aspects of life (minus physical strength and athleticism which doesn't matter much, especially in modern western societies where you can just buy a gun). They have everything they need to satisfy themselves.

That's part of the reason why the red pill and MGTOW (can't believe that's still a thing) are coping about men not needing women. Everyone knows their Bullshitting. It's just the fact that they themselves can't easily attract women.