Bear Hammer's blog

[Bear Hammer]

Honestly, my reputation here and on KF is getting so bad that I think I might just have to leave this place, which I really would not like to do since this is the only place I can talk to people other than my family. But it seems like no matter how many times I apologize, change my behavior, try to show I 'changed' and try to make friends it seems like I only just cause people to dislike me more. Which is pretty unfortunate because I actually think a lot of people on kf and here were cool and I wanted to be on friendly terms with them.

Like it really sucks because I really wanted to be liked too. :/

Honestly I am starting to think just asking Ken to make my account inactive and delete the burner email I made for this account, and then trying to forget about this place seems like the most sane thing to do. Because almost every interaction I have on here or KF is negative even when I try to make it not.

 

[Bear Hammer]

I think apart of the main reason I am disliked to just because I speak my mind too much, I can't help it.

If I think someone is acting like a faggot, I will always tell them they are acting like a faggot. Even if it isn't true as long as I think it I will just tell people if they are doing something I think is cringe or I dislike.

 

[Bear Hammer]

I honestly don't really think people really view me as a lolcow, I don't even think dead lion thinks I am.

I think I am just a person they are really mad at and they just want to try to humiliate me.

I am pretty sure people just clown on me because they think I am a really annoying person, not because of me doing anything prolifically lulzy, unlike someone like Tyler Kolbe.

 

[Bear Hammer]

Like if you read my thread on kf, it obviously was clearly rushed, it's filled with different errors and incorrect information, and had so many spelling mistakes that Sara had to edit his thread for him to fix it.

He clearly just quickly made a thread about me simply because he wanted one to just exist, not because he is genuinely interested in having discussions about me. I doubt he will even finish it, I don't see him ever caring enough about me to do extensive research on me and write essays about me. Especially since there really isn't much to talk about when it comes to my time on KF or on here.

 

[Frosty Fetus]

Like it really sucks because I really wanted to be liked too. :/

Why? Most KFers and OFers are faggots. The amount of decent people ive met on these sites can be counted on one hand.

Besides the people giving you the most shit is probably Daniel and Ashley, two shotaphiles who suck off little boys in order to buy rodeo burgers from Burger King.

That and Daniel Lopez is a homeless man probably dying from syphilis and the black plague. At that point its a moral imperative to ease his suffering by smashing him with a rock.

Caved Skull alla Neanderthal

 

[Bear Hammer]

The incels won btw, pretty much all of their e-slang and ideology is mainstream now.

Why? Most KFers and OFers are faggots. The amount of decent people ive met on these sites can be counted on one hand.

I guess it's pretty much the only places I went to for social interaction because I don’t have any friends and people here and there kind of seemed like very interesting people to me. I really prefer to be liked by others and I just wanted to be liked and have a good reputation. But so far I achieved literally the exact opposite lol.

Besides the people giving you the most shit is probably Daniel and Ashley, two shotaphiles who suck off little boys in order to buy rodeo burgers from Burger King.

That and Daniel Lopez is a homeless man probably dying from syphilis and the black plague. At that point its a moral imperative to ease his suffering by smashing him with a rock.

Yeah I don't know what his deal is with me, he's been pretty mean to me before I even knew who he was. Like I remember seeing his cancer sock account on kf when he just made it, and was wondering why this account that joined just a few days ago seemed to immediately hate everything about me.

I think he probably sees parts of himself in me, almost every insult he tries to throw at me 9/10 times can always be applied to him.

>you're an attention who-
you cut a lolcows name in your thigh
>failure to launc-
you're a 40+ year old homeless drug addict felon who spends most of his time on gossip forums

I don't know what it is about me that just makes people so mad, like every criticism they have given me I have tried to make better. I guess maybe I am just not fit for this type of community.

 

[Bear Hammer]

Like I always had this strange ability to make people really dislike me or get mad at me, which is pretty unfortunate.

Like I would prefer to have the ability to make people happy and love being around me, but I guess I just speak my mind too much.