Cowsphere Katelyn Rose - A Doll's Digital Playground

[Yandere_Theory]

Fair enough, if it doesn’t bother you, that’s cool. I think some people report stuff when they feel like it’s getting out of hand, but I get why you wouldn’t want to. Anyway, if you’re up for chatting about gamedev or other stuff, I’m all for it.

thanks for understanding on this one

 

[Gore ChanGore Chan is verified member.]

Maybe it's just a woman thing, but I've always enjoyed visual novels, especially the Otome ones ( An otome game is a video game with a romance theme that targets the female audience (乙女ゲーム otome gēmu means Maiden Game ) Weeb shit to be honest, but I wear it on my sleeve. Lately I've been consuming visual novels that are on the darker side, the tip of the iceberg being visual novels like Higurashi When They Cry. It's my first time working on something that's a large project, and besides having a friend of mine whose helping me with the art for the VN, everything else I'm doing completely alone, so it's going to be a bit of a trial and error thing for me until I have something that I'm proud of, then would probably release it on steam and itch.io for free since I don't really want money out of it. For some reason people would assume the visual novel I'm making is never coming out when I've only been working on it for a few months and I've been pretty open that it's my first time working on something this ambitious, but it's still being worked on if there was any doubts about it. I want to actually have a physical copy/case made of the visual novel for myself once it's completed which will be in the same format and style as a old PlayStation 1 game with a guide booklet inside, something that I can actually hold in my hands.

I'm fine with posting a small sneak peak as to what's being worked on, this is being done by a friend of mine whose going to help with the character art I ask for - I was using AI as a placement before, but realized I really don't want to cheap out on this since it's special to me and decided to work with a friend of mine who I'm commissioning, and a pen name they go by will be credited within the VN credits. I just have to do everything else, and I've already gotten a lot of dialog and OST done for many scenes and have something that's playable.

( visual novels like the one above are neat to me. )

/ᐠ - ˕ -マᶻ 𝗓 𐰁

Goodnight onion farms and the people on my computer tomorrow is another day but I might be resting the next few days since I've been unwell from the flu which I'm almost recovered from it was fun chatting with everyone.

 

[Fedbuster]

Here, I was about to archive this @Timepace
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What the fuck is wrong with you?

 

[Yandere_Theory]

As a half Asian billionaire. This is outrageous. Don't you understand, me obsessing about sex has given me ego swings. So I can go and attack women with less privilege, stalk them, make rape threats and then explode when I don't get my way. Damn it feels good to have mommy issues.

 

[Onion NullOnion Null is verified member.]

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As a half Asian billionaire. This is outrageous. Don't you understand, me obsessing about sex has given me ego swings. So I can go and attack women with less privilege, stalk them, make rape threats and then explode when I don't get my way. Damn it feels good to have mommy issues.

I am going to assume that this is hyperbolic rather than genuine fed posting.

 

[Gore ChanGore Chan is verified member.]

I am going to assume that this is hyperbolic rather than genuine fed posting.

LOL he's talking about some fag whose stalked me since I was a minor

I'm usually indifferent about people who follow my social media platforms even if they have shit to say like a lot of what this thread was about before my little plot twist, but this dude specifically that myself and @Yandere_Theory were jabbing at is on a whole different level with how uncomfortable of an incel he is, he could honestly have a whole lol cow page himself with how delusional he is and how he looks up to Elliot Rodger and shit. Like shit posting and gossip is fun and all but when somebody has been obsessed with having sex with you for around thirteen plus years since you were a minor, it's like, "ahaha yeahhh ................"

 

[Yandere_Theory]

@Fedbuster
Chill the fuck out my guy

nvm problem solved

damn

You should do latex suites if you're gonna do that.

 

[Gore ChanGore Chan is verified member.]

I don't know if all women on the internet go through the same things that I do but it's always been interesting to me how if I was a dude literally nobody would give a fuck about anything I say or do but because I have a vagina this whole thread came into existence but the people I've met along the way have either been chill, or a complete dumpster fire full of shit.

This thread being cleaned up is nice,
thanks for all the work put into it, @kiwifails.
also thanks to @Catministrator for the things to come like the official verification tag so people stop questioning if I'm the person of subject lol.
All means a lot.

 

[thefrogninja]

That's nice and all, but let's see that pantsu.

 

[Gore ChanGore Chan is verified member.]

That's nice and all, but let's see that pantsu.
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Usually I post to my blog site when I'm in my head and awake at obscure hours like this, it's 4am currently but I can't sleep and I'm not really sure why or what my thoughts are in the moment, I just feel a weird sense of gratitude towards people who seemed to hate me from the start since if none of this happened I wouldn't be part of a pretty active and overall chill community in the sense that I don't feel much of a need to censor myself here which is how I felt with my own blog site. I figured that if I tried to eventually chat here as myself I'd be dog piled, but the opposite happened where everyone's given me the benefit of the doubt. It's nice being able to have a conversation, to be able to really be myself now on this site and meet different kinds of minds. I still don't know if there's people from this thread who actually resent me, but I'm going to assume that it was all a pass time for those who just wanted to be a part of something - same as me, I guess. I'm going to get some sleep soon, the flu hasn't been doing me any favors, even though it's all but gone now I still feel a little unwell, but there's wellness within sickness, the two go hand in hand like a pair. Goodnight, Onion.

 

[Gore San]

LOL he's talking about some fag whose stalked me since I was a minor

I'm usually indifferent about people who follow my social media platforms even if they have shit to say like a lot of what this thread was about before my little plot twist, but this dude specifically that myself and @Yandere_Theory were jabbing at is on a whole different level with how uncomfortable of an incel he is, he could honestly have a whole lol cow page himself with how delusional he is and how he looks up to Elliot Rodger and shit. Like shit posting and gossip is fun and all but when somebody has been obsessed with having sex with you for around thirteen plus years since you were a minor, it's like, "ahaha yeahhh ................"

I would be interested in a thread like that.

 

[Fedbuster]

@Fedbuster
Chill the fuck out my guy

nvm problem solved

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damn

You should do latex suites if you're gonna do that.

Take your own advice there retard.

 

[WrigleysNotThatExtra]

What the fuck is wrong with you?

mfs cant film themselves showering with their socks on in 2025 anymore without being berated.

 

[Yandere_Theory]

Take your own advice there retard.

 

[Gore ChanGore Chan is verified member.]

Take your own advice there retard.

Why do you seem so antagonistic I'm curious.

The reason for my curiosity is because prior to seizing control over my own thread, weren't you one to also have things to say about me? I could be wrong, but even so @Yandere_Theory is fine, he's not bothering me, but it just seems like you get easily annoyed or something, it's something that I wonder about coming from someone I've never really had a connection or conversation with, to my knowledge that is.

@Crimson Fucker - as for a thread about the one dude I was mentioning, I could, but there's other plans for people like him, I feel like creating a thread about people of this nature would be kind of hard too since they keep to themselves, hide behind sock accounts, and don't have a real life profile or existence on the internet like I do, this dude sits around using anime profile pictures, which I can't really say much about since I use images of dolls and such for my own profile pictures - but there's just very little that could be used against him besides some screen shots of him asking me the same questions every day, like if I want to ERP with him, asking me why I don't have a job yet, asking if I'd enjoy taking his cock inside of me, and just overall cringe shit. The dude has admitted to having well over one hundred accounts on discord, and even made a AI bot based on me to ERP with lmao.

In fact, I'll show a screen shot of the discord bot he made of me because of how cringe it is and the fact that he created a whole ass discord bot that very poorly roleplays as me deserves to be exposed, this shit is just different levels of terminally online and I got second hand embarrassment considering he probably can't get women in real life and has to resort to stuff like this, and he was even open about showing it to me.

If anything I can just use my own thread to document people like him who interact with me since they're pretty heavily involved in my "lore" but to be honest I think he's really the only one whose even noteworthy when it comes to degenerate behavior like this, never met anyone else like this dude whose this far gone in his own delusions and head canons that he's made up about me. His online alias has been stated here before a number of times in the past, "Kaine", and that one image of the Asian Dude that got leaked here was an old picture of him from when he stalked me back when I was like fourteen or fifteen, which I'm not too sure how that photo of him ended up on this thread but I'm going to assume he was in communication with a few people who were originally working on this thread about me.

- I should also note that I'm still in communication with Kaine because even if I blocked him he'd just spend up all of his energy doing whatever he can to get my attention, so I act cordial with him just to milk him for whatever I can get because it's sometimes funny to see how genuinely lost in his delusions he is lol.

 

[kiwifails]

Why do you seem so antagonistic I'm curious.

The reason for my curiosity is because prior to seizing control over my own thread, weren't you one to also have things to say about me? I could be wrong, but even so @Yandere_Theory is fine, he's not bothering me, but it just seems like you get easily annoyed or something, it's something that I wonder about coming from someone I've never really had a connection or conversation with, to my knowledge that is.

@Crimson Fucker - as for a thread about the one dude I was mentioning, I could, but there's other plans for people like him, I feel like creating a thread about people of this nature would be kind of hard too since they keep to themselves, hide behind sock accounts, and don't have a real life profile or existence on the internet like I do, this dude sits around using anime profile pictures, which I can't really say much about since I use images of dolls and such for my own profile pictures - but there's just very little that could be used against him besides some screen shots of him asking me the same questions every day, like if I want to ERP with him, asking me why I don't have a job yet, asking if I'd enjoy taking his cock inside of me, and just overall cringe shit. The dude has admitted to having well over one hundred accounts on discord, and even made a AI bot based on me to ERP with lmao.

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In fact, I'll show a screen shot of the discord bot he made of me because of how cringe it is and the fact that he created a whole ass discord bot that very poorly roleplays as me deserves to be exposed, this shit is just different levels of terminally online and I got second hand embarrassment considering he probably can't get women in real life and has to resort to stuff like this, and he was even open about showing it to me.

If anything I can just use my own thread to document people like him who interact with me since they're pretty heavily involved in my "lore" but to be honest I think he's really the only one whose even noteworthy when it comes to degenerate behavior like this, never met anyone else like this dude whose this far gone in his own delusions and head canons that he's made up about me. His online alias has been stated here before a number of times in the past, "Kaine", and that one image of the Asian Dude that got leaked here was an old picture of him from when he stalked me back when I was like fourteen or fifteen, which I'm not too sure how that photo of him ended up on this thread but I'm going to assume he was in communication with a few people who were originally working on this thread about me.

I made that album cover, and I believe 3 or 4 of the songs are absolute bangers. I used @Yandere_Theory's love notes.

 

[Gore ChanGore Chan is verified member.]

The dreams I had yesterday were more vibrant, vivid and stranger than the usual, which was odd to me because it felt not like earth - then again dreams never do, but there was something especially special about the atmosphere and energy of the experiences I had yesterday when I was taking a nap during the day. It's rare for me to wake up from a dream and then be able to re-enter the same dream when falling back asleep, but it happened and there were things I saw that inspired me for future projects and things I'm currently working on. I also recall a fox in part of the dream, where it attacked me - only for it to eventually come to lick my wounds. The meaning of Fox-related dreams can be both positive and negative. Fox symbol. Represents adaptability, intelligence, and resourcefulness in navigating challenges. Can indicate deception, caution, or a warning to remain vigilant of hidden motives. I thought this was interesting when I looked into it, based on recent events. Throughout the rest of the dream I still had bite wounds and a large growing bruise on my leg, but the fox still followed me after amends were made. I really love to dream, there was so much that occurred that I would never be able to explain in enough detail that would be coherent within our waking world.

I always know I'm going to dream when I fall asleep,
but I never know what the dreams and atmospheres will entail until they're happening before me.
I once watched a dream's beginning and I think sound and audio begins as the starting point to dreams before things come into view.
Every time it's time for me to go asleep I'm excited not knowing where I'll end up.

- off topic but thanks @Catministrator for the verified check mark,
first member to have one.
pretty neat.

 

[kiwifails]

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The dreams I had yesterday were more vibrant, vivid and stranger than the usual, which was odd to me because it felt not like earth - then again dreams never do, but there was something especially special about the atmosphere and energy of the experiences I had yesterday when I was taking a nap during the day. It's rare for me to wake up from a dream and then be able to re-enter the same dream when falling back asleep, but it happened and there were things I saw that inspired me for future projects and things I'm currently working on. I also recall a fox in part of the dream, where it attacked me - only for it to eventually come to lick my wounds. The meaning of Fox-related dreams can be both positive and negative. Fox symbol. Represents adaptability, intelligence, and resourcefulness in navigating challenges. Can indicate deception, caution, or a warning to remain vigilant of hidden motives. I thought this was interesting when I looked into it, based on recent events. Throughout the rest of the dream I still had bite wounds and a large growing bruise on my leg, but the fox still followed me after amends were made. I really love to dream, there was so much that occurred that I would never be able to explain in enough detail that would be coherent within our waking world.

I always know I'm going to dream when I fall asleep,
but I never know what the dreams and atmospheres will entail until they're happening before me.
I once watched a dream's beginning and I think sound and audio begins as the starting point to dreams before things come into view.
Every time it's time for me to go asleep I'm excited not knowing where I'll end up.

- off topic but thanks @Catministrator for the verified check mark,
first member to have one.
pretty neat.

Have you listen to dreamcore?

 

[Gore ChanGore Chan is verified member.]

Have you listen to dreamcore?

I actually love dream core and anything dream/weird/web core related, there's something comforting about it all especially when tying in with liminal spaces. I'll often listen to these types of playlists when going to sleep or white noise since I can't sleep if things are too silent in the room, at that point my mind starts coming up with weird auditory hallucinations to make up for the silence and it bothers me and makes me restless. Before bed, I also like to drink mugwort tea, take valerian root and wormwood capsules - and light incense. It's a relaxing sleep routine.

 

[kiwifails]

I actually love dream core and anything dream/weird/web core related, there's something comforting about it all especially when tying in with liminal spaces.

Try low frequency sound waves with headphones on. The low soft rhythmic bass will melt your brain.

I'll often listen to these types of playlists when going to sleep or white noise since I can't sleep if things are too silent in the room, at that point my mind starts coming up with weird auditory hallucinations to make up for the silence and it bothers me and makes me restless.

I don't need help with this

Before bed, I also like to drink mugwort tea, take valerian root and wormwood capsules - and light incense. It's a relaxing sleep routine.

Why not just take real drugs, like psilocybin Before bed?