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I've also looked in mirrors and transformed into a monster before and also got pulled in by my reflection a few times.
Yeah, mirrors people say you should avoid when dreaming - I've been fine though with mirrors, I had a lucid dream awhile back where I was in the bathroom in front of my mirror, and when I realized I was dreaming I remember touching my face and then testing to see if I could change my eye color, and I'd tell myself that I wanted my eyes to be hot pink for instance, then I'd blink and when I looked in the mirror my eye color actually changed. I did this a few times, before I decided to just start roaming around the dream atmosphere.
Bruh, I've never understood this. If dream people are a part of ourselves, our self conscious, then why do they suddenly become hostile when they know that we know we are in a dream? They don't always get hostile for me, in fact sometimes when I lucid dream I like to mess with dream characters by telling them that they are inside a dream and that they aren't real, and they will actually try to argue that they are real - but I also had a lucid nightmare once, where I was in this large dark house, with a woman chasing after me with a knife. I knew I was dreaming, and I kept trying to wake up, but the dream actually locked me in, each time I got "caught" the dream would black out - then I'd just wake up in the same dream in a new part of the same house with the same woman coming after me. Pain in dreams/nightmares are weird. Is it like - a warm pressure for you? I remember in this same dream the woman grabbed me and started hacking at my neck with a knife with a huge uncanny smile. I remember thinking "Wow this is really fucked up" and wanted her to hurry up because it felt like an uncomfortable warm pressure, and then I finally woke up.
You can also stay in lucid dreams longer by not blinking, in dreams people forget that they don't need to blink or anything since your real eyes are shut and in lucid dreams blinking a lot can make the dream start to shut down if you're trying to stay inside of a lucid dream longer. I don't think I've ever had any under water or space related dreams that caught me by surprise, whenever I have dreams they're also very in line with the backrooms as well, where the spaces are always unnatural, like going down an elevator which leads to an indoor forest that's surrounded by walls and a ceiling, but there's still trees, grass, dirt paths and so forth. I could talk about dream related stuff for so long, it's just so insane how real everything feels when it's happening, then when we wake up it's like talking about a story.
I would dream of jumping into rivers canals or the ocean and would never drown, sometimes the ocean has sea monsters though and I have to swim away. I just fly up out of the earth orbit to space when I learn I can fly sometimes and even did it to get away from hostile dream entities. I go to other planets and even stars without getting hurt.
How do you know that?
She said so and @Yandere_Theory
I wouldn't say that talking about dreams and lucid dreaming is "random schizophrenic ranting" more so it's a conversation that is actually interesting rather than the garbled shit people have been posting to this thread for the past year about me.
Also, if anyone has any doubts - they can message me on my Facebook or any other social platform and I'll confirm through those accounts of mine that this is my account here on onion. I've been a moderator here since nearly the beginning of my thread and just revealed it since I don't have anything to hide anymore, but also thought that it was pretty funny being under everyone's nose this whole time. This thread never actually bothered me, thought the shenanigan's was pretty funny.
Yeah that previous stuff does seem random and not really lul worthy.
Good to know. Cowtipping generally just ruins the thread with random moralfags who aren't any better than the cows they're mocking.
The idea that I was even made out to be a cow in the first place was funny to me considering how self aware I am, but also the fact that it's not like I ever did anything lol cow worthy but was more of the cookie cutter e-girl back in the day when I wasn't pursuing better things I enjoy like art, "game developing", fashion and so forth. It was pretty entertaining watching people who could be summed up as way more schizophrenic than I rub off as trying to as you put it "moral fag" me, and then the following messages from those same people would be talking about wanting to rape me and other weird shit, which didn't phase or bother me but the hypocrisy was a laugh.
Please tell us more.
No idea what you mean since im not going back and reading 60 pages of the thread but it clearly seems to have bothered you since you brought it up. Why didn't you report any of it? You are also a local broom here too and could have handled it yourself.
Eh? I'm saying it doesn't bother me, and didn't so that anyone whose commented in the past knows that I'm still open to having casual conversations with them. Why would I care to report a thread like this when it was really a nothing burger to me? There's nothing that needs to be cleaned up, and it's just interesting to me where it ended up going. I don't really know where this thread is going to go now besides me using it to just discuss my hobbies and interests with anyone who wants to have a conversation with me but I did want to say, again, that I don't hold anything against anyone regardless and even those who have said some pretty interesting things in the past on this thread about me I'm more than willing to still have a conversation with. Is that a common response from people, to feel the need to report and hide threads made about them? Seems silly to me.
Fair enough, if it doesn’t bother you, that’s cool. I think some people report stuff when they feel like it’s getting out of hand, but I get why you wouldn’t want to. Anyway, if you’re up for chatting about gamedev or other stuff, I’m all for it.
I put the term "gamedev" for myself loosely since I'm just making a visual novel, nothing too special but really just a passion project of mine and something I've wanted to do for awhile now. I've been dabbling with Python which has been a pretty fun and easy language, I've been interested in coding since I was younger - even back in the day I was always decorating my social platforms with html, css, javascript and so forth so I guess that kind of followed me into my adult years and now I'm trying to challenge myself to actually create something tangible for the art.
