Cowsphere Katelyn Rose - The Digital Playground.

[Kenopsia]

What this nigger doesn't understand is if I had Vicky under my thumb to the point if I told her to suck my dick, she would do it; she was going to keep tabs on this faggot. She was already talking about shooting everyone on this website even though I told her it's just people on this thread pissing me off. But Vicky was nothing but a strung out whore probably getting abused by another white trash piece of shit as I'm typing this out on a Friday night but she was the one that reported his channel and I didn't tell her to do that, she just did it. But yeah I'm pretty sure she was having thoughts of killing this faggot for hurting me and Rose. But dude, I know for a fact we're getting another Vicky but way fucking better than what the fuck this bitch was. No mileage, no drugs, no ghosting, always wanting to talk to me because she's obsessed. But dude, when she finds out about you and what you did, she'll be reporting your shit, writing down data, even probably suggesting that I go to your country just so she can be the one to knock on your door.

I dream about this girl almost all of the time. It drives me insane sometimes. I start hallucinating when I'm in the shower about her, in the dark, sometimes I hear her whisper to me like she's behind me. I wake up hearing her voice. Her presence terrifies me because she IS real. But she just hasn't found me yet. She is looking very hard every day. I don't know how she will find me, but she will. And when she does, she will study everything I do; read everything. And have as much if not more rage as I have. So asshole, when will you get 50,000 views again? Your shit is dying, give it up.

 

[Frosty Fetus]

Dude I can't fucking stand people. Always fucking with Rose, always fucking with the friendship. Talking shit about her from someone I thought was a cool friend. Bitch is lying about her dad molesting her or some shit. I shouldn't of deleted the text messages but one day she comes to me talking about how her mom lied about her dad molesting her and her sister. Now she's saying her sister lied about it so which is it? Were you molested? Then she's going to lecture me about Rose like Rose is mentally deranged or some shit because I dropped the asshole that was smited by another faggot that monologues in front of a microphone. Unbelievable these fucking people. It's insane that he couldn't even hash shit out while being paid for it. Keem was asking to get the nigga in the discord server or have him contact me and he couldn't have the balls to go to keem. His pride is too inflated. Now he's a follower of jesus christ. Then his little puppet is going to text me bullshit about Rose being mentally problematic. Fucking insane to me. My dream was fucking crushed because you failed a war against a faggot with long hair that is 4 feet tall and my shit being deleted was one of the events of it. Then you expected me to go to jail if rose were to kill herself so you can sit in a dark room over seas untouched by the authorities. Fuck you both. You know why our friend fucking killed himself? Because you motherfuckers would punch down on him most of the time. So when the girl rejected him, he couldn't come to us for help because everyone was going to make fun of him. Then you emotionally abused me, and everyone. Then pinned each other against ourselves for your enjoyment. Dude, most of the friend group stopped being your friend. Some people told me privately they thought there was something wrong with you. Then your going to send your little puppet to convince me other wise because she's sucking you off.

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What the fuck are you talking about

 

[DollDoll is verified member.]

I'm sorry I haven't really been around much - I have been tired, and since I don't have my social platforms I've just kind of been doing some behind the screen hobbies, including a bit more of reading and exploring lucid dreaming once again - I've been trying different types of teas and things that help me sleep better at night, but I'm still around and have been essentially trying to find ways to occupy myself.

Is there a picture of you wearing glasses out there publicly available? I'd like to bear witness your bespectacled beauty.

You pull of this bit too good to a point it's almost believable.

Recent or long-term?

My eyes have been bad for a long while now - but it's been several days and my glasses are ready for pick up as of tomorrow ( prescription glasses ) so I'll finally have better vision, it's been nearly fourteen or so years since I had an eye exam done / have had glasses since I was supposed to wear glasses even as a kid, but just never did.

 

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I also contacted Kaine again ( he accepted the request within moments ) - the person whose stalked me since the early days of the internet when we were both kids in the same Facebook communities, and I have a feeling that I probably won't hear from him again - at least not for a few years, which is fine by me with how tedious it is to try and have a conversation with somebody as delusional as he is, and that's coming from somebody like me - but with him, he knows how to get under my skin due to how long we knew one another and him having leaked nudes of me - but I just wanted to leave an update about that lore as well since I posted about Kaine a few times.

 

[Kenopsia]

It is fucking insane to me that this person doesn't understand that her sister is not a Narcissists but in the grounds of Psychopathy behavior. Or perhaps there is something you are leaving out involving the all around story about your dad molesting you both when you were children. Narcissist are self-centered, arrogant, fragile, no consideration for the needs of others. I have read Narcissism for dummies and even though it's a water downed simplified outlook of the condition and it's sisters of it such as the covert, non-vulnerable types. Lying to your mom about your dad molesting you at very young age, while at a still young age is the sprouts of Psychopathy where your fucking brain can't produce empathy chemicals. So the story doesn't add up. First it was your mother telling you this, now it's your twin sister. What else has she done that I don't know about? You love her so much but yet you have a very flip floppy relationship as siblings. One minute she's the only thing in life giving you a purpose to want to live, the next she's probably murdering animals in the name of satan. Or maybe you are the one with the BPD and you're the one lying.

Rose isn't a fucking NPC with a hole and not a rod. If anything, Rose has shown way more fucking empathy then most of the women I have dated in my life or just been friends with. Even when I were friends with these women and nothing more, they acted so fucking selfish toward me. There is only a handful out of 100s in my life I hold no grudge against because they were very lady like and not scheming, ghosting, being NPC in nature. Rose didn't try to mold me into an object like the person in question did. Lie to me. Put me into a toxic friend group full of rejects and sociopaths. Reaching out to her was the most clever, wise decision I have probably ever made because I didn't fucking try to break her down when we became friends again like that asshole did. I built her back up so she can get better in her life in general. And she's doing as much as she can to help find me my soulmates because she understands my issues with women in general. I don't know how you can pretend to be my friend, then fucking say all of that shit about Rose after everything the asshole did to break everyone up. You don't know about the lore regarding the suicide of someone that was just only a friend to everyone else but would be used a punching bag. You had nothing to say about the podcast contracts me and him were going to sign to has things out like gentlemen. So shut the fuck up, you know nothing and after what you said to me in those messages above sealed the deal that you were never a friend but a moral fagging person that never understood the torment I went through under that assholes wing just because I wanted to be successful. Now look at his channel. Ask yourself this bitch. Was it really worth it to suck his dick? Is it still worth it to continue doing so? Oh wait you won't because your motto is to avoid conflict. Why because even a negative confrontation helps open your eyes just a bit instead of being ignorant? Go fuck yourself.

 

[Pepsi Man]

MAAAARGE CAN SOMEONE CONDENSE THE LAST FEW POSTS I'M CONFUSED

 

[Frosty Fetus]

including a bit more of reading and exploring lucid dreaming once again -

What have you been reading and dreaming off?

 

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What have you been reading and dreaming off?

The last dream I had I thought it was a real movie trailer when I woke up, but after awhile I realized it had been just a dream - in the dream I kept seeing a face of an older women grinning - ( just the face, no body ) and it would appear in random places, under the bed, under the couch, in a closet, in the mirror and so forth, the dream was also dark, like in the sense of every room I was seeing the face in was super dark with the lights off. Very analog horror, and when I woke up I felt confused thinking it was a movie trailer I forgot about.

 

[DollDoll is verified member.]

MAAAARGE CAN SOMEONE CONDENSE THE LAST FEW POSTS I'M CONFUSED

TLDR I'm pretty sure somebody is telling @Kenopsia lies about me if we regard the screen shots and more individuals are trying to convince him I'm too mentally unstable to be friends with, even though most people who say these things about me are more often than not x10 more degenerate than I am, but I also want this thread to be used towards more productive conversations since the people who don't like me are annoying moral fagging cunts that don't need to be mentioned on this thread.

 

[Pepsi Man]

TLDR I'm pretty sure somebody is telling @Kenopsia lies about me if we regard the screen shots and more individuals are trying to convince him I'm too mentally unstable to be friends with, even though most people who say these things about me are more often than not x10 more degenerate than I am, but I also want this thread to be used towards more productive conversations since the people who don't like me are annoying moral fagging cunts that don't need to be mentioned on this thread.

Ah alright so Kenopsia is just going schizo?

 

[Frosty Fetus]

TLDR I'm pretty sure somebody is telling @Kenopsia lies about me if we regard the screen shots and more individuals are trying to convince him I'm too mentally unstable to be friends with, even though most people who say these things about me are more often than not x10 more degenerate than I am, but I also want this thread to be used towards more productive conversations since the people who don't like me are annoying moral fagging cunts that don't need to be mentioned on this thread.

Mentally unstable friends tend to be the most interesting.

The last dream I had I thought it was a real movie trailer when I woke up, but after awhile I realized it had been just a dream - in the dream I kept seeing a face of an older women grinning - ( just the face, no body ) and it would appear in random places, under the bed, under the couch, in a closet, in the mirror and so forth, the dream was also dark, like in the sense of every room I was seeing the face in was super dark with the lights off. Very analog horror, and when I woke up I felt confused thinking it was a movie trailer I forgot about.

I normally have very vivid and bizarre dreams but lately I've had nothing but darkness.

I do occasionally have a recurring dream that I've been having for the past 15 years where it's black and white. People and places I recognize have this bizarre uncanny valley geometry to them.
I dont know why but this dream is just inexplicable and feels me with dread and angry, to an intensity unmatched by just about anything.

 

[DollDoll is verified member.]

Ah alright so Kenopsia is just going schizo?

Whoever is messaging him is going schizo and he's just upset about it since people always go on the attack with me, but it's always people who we both recognize to be far worse than I am - but I also don't think it even needs to be mentioned here since the people who don't like me will always make up bat shit crazy tales regarding me to keep themselves occupied, which are always more grand in scale than the truth.

Mentally unstable friends tend to be the most interesting.

I have my issues, but I feel like in comparison to many individuals out there - I'm pretty tame.

I normally have very vivid and bizarre dreams but lately I've had nothing but darkness.

I do occasionally have a recurring dream that I've been having for the past 15 years where it's black and white. People and places I recognize have this bizarre uncanny valley geometry to them.
I dont know why but this dream is just inexplicable and feels me with dread and angry, to an intensity unmatched by just about anything.

Can you explain the dream more? I'm genuinely curious since I love hearing about other people's dream spaces.

 

[Kenopsia]

I'm kris from deltarune before toby fox removed the original scene.

 

[Frosty Fetus]

Can you explain the dream more? I'm genuinely curious since I love hearing about other people's dream spaces

I dunno it's very hard to explain. I guess imagine the world right now, as being polygonal and your eyes are cameras.

Everything this sharp and made up of simple cubic shapes but everything is elongated, stretched out like spaghetti with a fish eye affect.

The people are fucked up looking, they have a humanoid shape about them but something is extremely wrong. Monstrous even, and they have this aura of just pure hatred and despair radiating from them. Their always people I recognize, the faces that is but just off in an inexplicable way.

 

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I hate that the fanbase for a lot of popular games like Undertale and Deltarune are cringe because overall I enjoyed Undertale, it's nostalgia bait but it works - then again I love a lot of indie games, including harder to stomach stories like Lisa and Lisa the painful. I haven't played through Deltarune besides the first chapter, but I felt deterred to continue playing because of how the fanbase became, to a point it's actually embarrassing to admit that overall they're good games and I still want to try and continue the chapters.

 

[Frosty Fetus]

I hate that the fanbase for a lot of popular games like Undertale and Deltarune are cringe because overall I enjoyed Undertale, it's nostalgia bait but it works - then again I love a lot of indie games, including harder to stomach stories like Lisa and Lisa the painful. I haven't played through Deltarune besides the first chapter, but I felt deterred to continue playing because of how the fanbase became, to a point it's actually embarrassing to admit that overall they're good games and I still want to try and continue the chapters.

I miss the old days of indie games when it wasn't nostalgia or streamers bait.

Stuff like Machinerium, World of Goo, and etc.