Cowsphere Katelyn Rose - A Doll's Digital Playground

[kiwifails]

That last one though, man would I love to visit somewhere like that, even the name is pretty "Cosmic Campground." some goals of mine when I'm less of a shut in is to travel, could be fun to see the world. It's no secret that I don't have a job and I like to stay inside, I mean can't really do the things I want to do having no money - but these are things that make me want to push myself to do more with myself.

I'm sure you'll find your time to bloom
I've actually never read anything in your thread so I don't know anything about you.
So this is like meeting somebody new.

 

[DollDoll is verified member.]

I'm sure you'll find your time to bloom
I've actually never read anything in your thread so I don't know anything about you.
So this is like meeting somebody new.

Reading anything posted by anyone but me from this thread would be redundant since people will have their own made up head canons on me based on things I've posted that 90 percent of the time are just shit posts and me not actually being serious, the only place I've really come to be myself is my own blog website, and now this thread. People will always write a narrative about somebody they don't like to paint them to be somebody they aren't, so it's nice to actually be able to just be forthcoming now and let people get to know me directly from the source, the real person. I don't even have anything bad to say about anybody whose commented this thread, even knowing some of the people and who they are behind the accounts I don't feel any resentment because I realize that gossip is just a fun pass time for some people.

 

[Crimson Fucker]

If you don't mind me asking, can I ask for some details? Like what kind of dreams, atmospheres, what happens and so forth? It's just some shit I'm hyper fixated on since it's so interesting to me that when we sleep we can be inside a dream and be aware that our body is outside of ourselves in bed and still be able to roam around a space that shouldn't exist but does.

Sometimes my family will be in them, old houses I lived at and stuff. Places I've been. Friends I know and used to know. Sometimes it's completely different. Sometimes I get sleep paralysis demons, they don't always look the same but one sort of looked like this. Typically I wake up from a nightmare into a sleep paralysis dream in bed and something comes along when I can't move. Other times control it and get powers like flying and telekinesis. And can bring charactes I to my dreams. Even cartoon characters and it looks like who framed Roger rabbit with cartoons and real people.

 

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Sometimes my family will be in them, old houses I lived at and stuff. Places I've been. Friends I know and used to know. Sometimes it's completely different. Sometimes I get sleep paralysis demons, they don't always look the same but one sort of looked like this. Typically I wake up from a nightmare into a sleep paralysis dream in bed and something comes along when I can't move. Other times control it and get powers like flying and telekinesis. And can bring charactes I to my dreams. Even cartoon characters and it looks like who framed Roger rabbit with cartoons and real people.View attachment 82691

This image and it's face is actually somewhat similar to the face I saw yesterday when I had a flu induced sleep paralysis, like not the body, but the face, just hollowed and morphed and not human - but it was like up close, like face to face for several seconds. It's interesting how things like this are universal. I was also sleeping on my back, and for some reason sleeping on your back is also heavily connected to sleep paralysis, which I've never understood. There's times where I'll also have sleep paralysis, and I won't see a figure or anything - but rather my arm or limbs will be contorted in really weird and uncanny ways, like my fingers being longer than they should be and mangled, and I'll just stare at it until I wake up since I can't move. It's so weird how these things work.

 

[Crimson Fucker]

This image and it's face is actually somewhat similar to the face I saw yesterday when I had a flu induced sleep paralysis, like not the body, but the face, just hollowed and morphed and not human - but it was like up close, like face to face for several seconds. It's interesting how things like this are universal. I was also sleeping on my back, and for some reason sleeping on your back is also heavily connected to sleep paralysis, which I've never understood. There's times where I'll also have sleep paralysis, and I won't see a figure or anything - but rather my arm or limbs will be contorted in really weird and uncanny ways, like my fingers being longer than they should be and mangled, and I'll just stare at it until I wake up since I can't move. It's so weird how these things work.

I've also looked in mirrors and transformed into a monster before and also got pulled in by my reflection a few times.

 

[DollDoll is verified member.]

I've also looked in mirrors and transformed into a monster before and also got pulled in by my reflection a few times.

Yeah, mirrors people say you should avoid when dreaming - I've been fine though with mirrors, I had a lucid dream awhile back where I was in the bathroom in front of my mirror, and when I realized I was dreaming I remember touching my face and then testing to see if I could change my eye color, and I'd tell myself that I wanted my eyes to be hot pink for instance, then I'd blink and when I looked in the mirror my eye color actually changed. I did this a few times, before I decided to just start roaming around the dream atmosphere.

 

[Crimson Fucker]

Oh right. Another thing. The dream people get hostile when they notice I figured out I'm dreaming sometimes and start changing too much stuff. I either have to run or fly away if there are too many or fight and go on murder rampages as they try and kill me. Pain is weird too. The environment changes and is often non euclidean so going back to one area is different next time and things always disappear and change. So I loose things and people I'm with.

It's like my dreams are just the backrooms lol

 

[DollDoll is verified member.]

Oh right. Another thing. The dream people get hostile when they notice I figured out I'm dreaming sometimes and start changing too much stuff. I either have to run or fly away if there are too many or fight and go on murder rampages as they try and kill me. Pain is weird too. The environment changes and is often non euclidean so going back to one area is different next time and things always disappear and change. So I loose things and people I'm with.

Bruh, I've never understood this. If dream people are a part of ourselves, our self conscious, then why do they suddenly become hostile when they know that we know we are in a dream? They don't always get hostile for me, in fact sometimes when I lucid dream I like to mess with dream characters by telling them that they are inside a dream and that they aren't real, and they will actually try to argue that they are real - but I also had a lucid nightmare once, where I was in this large dark house, with a woman chasing after me with a knife. I knew I was dreaming, and I kept trying to wake up, but the dream actually locked me in, each time I got "caught" the dream would black out - then I'd just wake up in the same dream in a new part of the same house with the same woman coming after me. Pain in dreams/nightmares are weird. Is it like - a warm pressure for you? I remember in this same dream the woman grabbed me and started hacking at my neck with a knife with a huge uncanny smile. I remember thinking "Wow this is really fucked up" and wanted her to hurry up because it felt like an uncomfortable warm pressure, and then I finally woke up.

 

[Crimson Fucker]

Sort of, sometimes I get a sting but it's not something too intense. One thing I find it hard to get used to is when I learn I can still breathe underwater and in space. Flying sometimes makes me out of breath.

 

[DollDoll is verified member.]

Sort of, sometimes I get a sting but it's not something too intense. One thing I find it hard to get used to is when I learn I can still breathe underwater and in space. Flying sometimes makes me out of breath.

You can also stay in lucid dreams longer by not blinking, in dreams people forget that they don't need to blink or anything since your real eyes are shut and in lucid dreams blinking a lot can make the dream start to shut down if you're trying to stay inside of a lucid dream longer. I don't think I've ever had any under water or space related dreams that caught me by surprise, whenever I have dreams they're also very in line with the backrooms as well, where the spaces are always unnatural, like going down an elevator which leads to an indoor forest that's surrounded by walls and a ceiling, but there's still trees, grass, dirt paths and so forth. I could talk about dream related stuff for so long, it's just so insane how real everything feels when it's happening, then when we wake up it's like talking about a story.

 

[Crimson Fucker]

You can also stay in lucid dreams longer by not blinking, in dreams people forget that they don't need to blink or anything since your real eyes are shut and in lucid dreams blinking a lot can make the dream start to shut down if you're trying to stay inside of a lucid dream longer. I don't think I've ever had any under water or space related dreams that caught me by surprise, whenever I have dreams they're also very in line with the backrooms as well, where the spaces are always unnatural, like going down an elevator which leads to an indoor forest that's surrounded by walls and a ceiling, but there's still trees, grass, dirt paths and so forth. I could talk about dream related stuff for so long, it's just so insane how real everything feels when it's happening, then when we wake up it's like talking about a story.

I would dream of jumping into rivers canals or the ocean and would never drown, sometimes the ocean has sea monsters though and I have to swim away. I just fly up out of the earth orbit to space when I learn I can fly sometimes and even did it to get away from hostile dream entities. I go to other planets and even stars without getting hurt.

 

[Fedbuster]

So what exactly does any of this random schizophrenic ranting have to do with Katelyn Rose?

 

[kiwifails]

So what exactly does any of this random schizophrenic ranting have to do with Katelyn Rose?

@Doll is Katelyn Rose
This her own thread as such she has freedom and control over the topic.

 

[Fedbuster]

@Doll is Katelyn Rose
This her own thread as such she has freedom and control over the topic.

How do you know that?

 

[kiwifails]

How do you know that?

She said so and @Yandere_Theory
Confirmed it
https://www.onionfarms.com/threads/katelyn-rose-a-dolls-playground.4092/post-152345

 

[DollDoll is verified member.]

So what exactly does any of this random schizophrenic ranting have to do with Katelyn Rose?

I wouldn't say that talking about dreams and lucid dreaming is "random schizophrenic ranting" more so it's a conversation that is actually interesting rather than the garbled shit people have been posting to this thread for the past year about me.

How do you know that?

Also, if anyone has any doubts - they can message me on my Facebook or any other social platform and I'll confirm through those accounts of mine that this is my account here on onion. I've been a moderator here since nearly the beginning of my thread and just revealed it since I don't have anything to hide anymore, but also thought that it was pretty funny being under everyone's nose this whole time. This thread never actually bothered me, thought the shenanigan's was pretty funny.

 

[Fedbuster]

I wouldn't say that talking about dreams and lucid dreaming is "random schizophrenic ranting" more so it's a conversation that is actually interesting rather than the garbled shit people have been posting to this thread for the past year about me.

Yeah that previous stuff does seem random and not really lul worthy.

Lucid dreams are nice and its also awesome to be able to wake up and resume them sometimes if you go back to sleep fast enough when sleeping in.

Also, if anyone has any doubts - they can message me on my Facebook or any other social platform and I'll confirm through those accounts of mine that this is my account here on onion. I've been a moderator here since nearly the beginning of my thread and just revealed it since I don't have anything to hide anymore, but also thought that it was pretty funny being under everyone's nose this whole time. This thread never actually bothered me, thought the shenanigan's was pretty funny.

Good to know. Cowtipping generally just ruins the thread with random moralfags who aren't any better than the cows they're mocking.

 

[Yandere_Theory]

I can't believe my ex is going to roleplay with her melons out as a character from High School DXD if I subscribe to her only fans. She even flashed me them today and we just started talking again. I'm so excited. Even Rose can vouch for that, she was there and she left the voice call abruptly.

 

[DollDoll is verified member.]

Yeah that previous stuff does seem random and not really lul worthy.

Lucid dreams are nice and its also awesome to be able to wake up and resume them sometimes if you go back to sleep fast enough when sleeping in.


Good to know. Cowtipping generally just ruins the thread with random moralfags who aren't any better than the cows they're mocking.

The idea that I was even made out to be a cow in the first place was funny to me considering how self aware I am, but also the fact that it's not like I ever did anything lol cow worthy but was more of the cookie cutter e-girl back in the day when I wasn't pursuing better things I enjoy like art, "game developing", fashion and so forth. It was pretty entertaining watching people who could be summed up as way more schizophrenic than I rub off as trying to as you put it "moral fag" me, and then the following messages from those same people would be talking about wanting to rape me and other weird shit, which didn't phase or bother me but the hypocrisy was a laugh.

 

[Fedbuster]

The idea that I was even made out to be a cow in the first place was funny to me considering how self aware I am

Please tell us more.

Gamedev is always a fun topic. What are you working on?

but also the fact that it's not like I ever did anything lol cow worthy but was more of the cookie cutter e-girl back in the day when I wasn't pursuing better things I enjoy like art, "game developing", fashion and so forth. It was pretty entertaining watching people who could be summed up as way more schizophrenic than I rub off as trying to as you put it "moral fag" me, and then the following messages from those same people would be talking about wanting to rape me and other weird shit, which didn't phase or bother me but the hypocrisy was a laugh.

No idea what you mean since im not going back and reading 60 pages of the thread but it clearly seems to have bothered you since you brought it up. Why didn't you report any of it? You are also a local broom here too and could have handled it yourself.