Cowsphere Katelyn Rose - A Doll's Digital Playground

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how is he blacker than a black person

my little domain

I'm glad people seem to be chill with me regardless of all the tomfoolery, I'm going to start being my actual self on this site now and have a lot of interests and shit I'd like to share. Everyone gave me a good laugh and it'll be nice being transparent going forward.

I mean since this is my thread now I can also start using it as another blog format for things I'm working on and want to yap about, but I'm still working on the visual novel, something I didn't expect people to really make a big deal about since it's just a passion piece I'm working on that I know nobody is going to play. I got the main menu art updated ( art is being done by a friend of mine ) and said friend will be helping me with the in-game character design since the AI I used before was just a temporary placement until I worked something out with an artist who would be willing to help with my endeavors. It's not going to be anything special but it's fun fucking around with python and designing something I can say is mine. Weird that I can technically and confidently say that I'm a "game dev", though I want to learn something like unity as well as some point, maybe even RPG maker.

 

[thefrogninja]

What color pantsu are you wearing and may I see?

 

[Jack]

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I mean since this is my thread now I can also start using it as another blog format for things I'm working on and want to yap about, but I'm still working on the visual novel, something I didn't expect people to really make a big deal about since it's just a passion piece I'm working on that I know nobody is going to play. I got the main menu art updated ( art is being done by a friend of mine ) and said friend will be helping me with the in-game character design since the AI I used before was just a temporary placement until I worked something out with an artist who would be willing to help with my endeavors. It's not going to be anything special but it's fun fucking around with python and designing something I can say is mine. Weird that I can technically and confidently say that I'm a "game dev", though I want to learn something like unity as well as some point, maybe even RPG maker.

Just remember what the door mouse said

Feed your head

FEED YOUR HEAD

 

[DollDoll is verified member.]

What color pantsu are you wearing and may I see?

 

[kiwifails]

how is he blacker than a black person

my little domain

I'm glad people seem to be chill with me regardless of all the tomfoolery, I'm going to start being my actual self on this site now and have a lot of interests and shit I'd like to share. Everyone gave me a good laugh and it'll be nice being transparent going forward.

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I mean since this is my thread now I can also start using it as another blog format for things I'm working on and want to yap about, but I'm still working on the visual novel, something I didn't expect people to really make a big deal about since it's just a passion piece I'm working on that I know nobody is going to play. I got the main menu art updated ( art is being done by a friend of mine ) and said friend will be helping me with the in-game character design since the AI I used before was just a temporary placement until I worked something out with an artist who would be willing to help with my endeavors. It's not going to be anything special but it's fun fucking around with python and designing something I can say is mine. Weird that I can technically and confidently say that I'm a "game dev", though I want to learn something like unity as well as some point, maybe even RPG maker.

@Fedbuster has a common interest in game developing as well.
Hopefully he doesn't mind me saying that he's another moderator I didn't know if you got introduced yet.

 

[thefrogninja]

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Black pantsu? A classic combination of elegance and eroticism. Now let's see them for real

 

[Yandere_Theory]

I want rose to dress up in a road worker cosplay so I can imagine her directing me in directions while playing with a traffic cone.

 

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Black pantsu? A classic combination of elegance and eroticism. Now let's see them for real

So I've had the flu for the past fucking week and slept all day, my bad if I've been late on responses especially in DMS, but I had a sleep paralysis which I haven't had in a long time - it's probably been about a year or so since the last time I had a sleep paralysis, and I just remember it felt like something was grinding into me on top of me, and I saw like a melting darkened face for a few moments before I jolted awake. Can you fucking not @thefrogninja.

Sleep Paralysis has always been something I've been interested in alongside lucid dreaming, it's just weird that something so profound can actually be an occurrence that happens when we go to sleep. Lucid dreams, Lucid nightmares, Sleep paralysis, False awakenings. I've naturally gone through all these things since I was a kid but it's rare when I meet someone else who has experienced these things to the same degree that I have.

 

[kiwifails]

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So I've had the flu for the past fucking week and slept all day, my bad if I've been late on responses especially in DMS, but I had a sleep paralysis which I haven't had in a long time - it's probably been about a year or so since the last time I had a sleep paralysis, and I just remember it felt like something was grinding into me on top of me, and I saw like a melting darkened face for a few moments before I jolted awake. Can you fucking not @thefrogninja.

Sleep Paralysis has always been something I've been interested in alongside lucid dreaming, it's just weird that something so profound can actually be an occurrence that happens when we go to sleep. Lucid dreams, Lucid nightmares, Sleep paralysis, False awakenings. I've naturally gone through all these things since I was a kid but it's rare when I meet someone else who has experienced these things to the same degree that I have.

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What's your thoughts on Shadow people?

 

[Yandere_Theory]

ngl
that nya nya post
man i can already see them spicy babes in those uniforms demanding me to get down on all fours and yk what kind of uniforms dont act stupid
i want them to call me slurs and degrade me

 

[thefrogninja]

...it felt like something was grinding into me on top of me, and I saw like a melting darkened face for a few moments before I jolted awake. Can you fucking not @thefrogninja.

I didn't mean to wake you up I just wanted to see your pantsu.

 

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What's your thoughts on Shadow people?

Shadow people are such a weird case, I've seen them, especially when I was younger - but I know it's the brain playing tricks on us, I mean every single night we all go through episodes where we hallucinate and see shit through dreams, the fact that things like sleep paralysis exist too where we can be both awake and asleep at the same time is peculiar. I always explore and research these things because of how vivid it gets for me. Shadow people are so odd to me, it feels like it's the brain making up for a lack of activity since whenever I've witnessed shadow people from the corner of my eye, it's usually late at night, when most people are asleep, and I'm alone, or in an empty area like a parking lot late at night. The brain will always want to make up for lack of activity, I also go through an ordeal where late at night if it's too quiet, I'll hear distant instrumentals in my head, music or sounds that aren't there.

 

[kiwifails]

Shadow people are such a weird case, I've seen them, especially when I was younger - but I know it's the brain playing tricks on us, I mean every single night we all go through episodes where we hallucinate and see shit through dreams, the fact that things like sleep paralysis exist too where we can be both awake and asleep at the same time is peculiar. I always explore and research these things because of how vivid it gets for me. Shadow people are so odd to me, it feels like it's the brain making up for a lack of activity since whenever I've witnessed shadow people from the corner of my eye, it's usually late at night, when most people are asleep, and I'm alone, or in an empty area like a parking lot late at night. The brain will always want to make up for lack of activity, I also go through an ordeal where late at night if it's too quiet, I'll hear distant instrumentals in my head, music or sounds that aren't there.

I don't know, I've had a few incidences where I'm out in the desert - just me, the wind, the coyotes, and the sand. I don't know if it's my brain playing tricks on me or things moving around. But you see things that look like shadows, out the peripheral of your eye, and you hear them, and the back of your neck sticks up because you feel that hot breath; and you don't know if it's just the desert wind. And you just don't feel as alone as you did before. And then, there's that noise - that restless, shifting noise.


Maybe it's just our brains trying to fill input to make up for a lack of stimulation while trying to reason the world around us as it shuts down for sleep.

 

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I don't know, I've had a few incidences where I'm out in the desert - just me, the wind, the coyotes, and the sand. I don't know if it's my brain playing tricks on me or things moving around. But you see things that look like shadows, out the peripheral of your eye, and you hear them, and the back of your neck sticks up because you feel that hot breath; and you don't know if it's just the desert wind. And you just don't feel as alone as you did before. And then, there's that noise - that restless, shifting noise.


Maybe it's just our brains trying to fill input to make up for a lack of stimulation while trying to reason the world around us as it shuts down for sleep.

Yeah, especially in a place like the desert is where people have reported seeing things, even bodies of water that aren't actually there from desperation of thirst and dehydration - but it's for sure a case where in places like that, our minds will want to make up for a lack of stimuli. I've never been to a desert before, kind of always wanted to though even though it's nothing but dry hot air, and sand, but I've always thought that being in a desert at night time, surrounded by sand and being safe about it could be fun. This probably just stems from a video game I played when I was a kid though , "Breath Of Fire III", where there was a whole desert part of the game where you needed to navigate out of it by following a specific star, for some reason this scene always felt so relaxing for me and stuck with me.

At this point everything about me has been put out there, so I don't mind sharing even more,
but I create "music" to kind of vent the things that I hear when my brain is trying to make up some noise when things are too quiet, though these are also pieces I've considered putting in my visual novel - as well as some new future pieces I'll be working on that will be posted to this channel of mine.

 

[kiwifails]

Yeah, especially in a place like the desert is where people have reported seeing things, even bodies of water that aren't actually there from desperation of thirst and dehydration - but it's for sure a case where in places like that, our minds will want to make up for a lack of stimuli. I've never been to a desert before, kind of always wanted to though even though it's nothing but dry hot air, and sand, but I've always thought that being in a desert at night time, surrounded by sand and being safe about it could be fun. This probably just stems from a video game I played when I was a kid though , "Breath Of Fire III", where there was a whole desert part of the game where you needed to navigate out of it by following a specific star, for some reason this scene always felt so relaxing for me and stuck with me.

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At this point everything about me has been put out there, so I don't mind sharing even more,
but I create "music" to kind of vent the things that I hear when my brain is trying to make up some noise when things are too quiet, though these are also pieces I've considered putting in my visual novel - as well as some new future pieces I'll be working on that will be posted to this channel of mine.

A desert isn't just a place with sand and dry hot air.
Behold the Majesty of some of America's deserts

Anza borrego springs State Park San Diego county California

Bentonite Hills and the Paria Mountains central Utah

Petrified national Forest California

Painted desert Arizona

Gila national Forest New Mexico
Cosmic campground

 

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A desert isn't just a place with sand and dry hot air.
Behold the Majesty of some of America's deserts

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Anza borrego springs State Park San Diego county California

Bentonite Hills and the Paria Mountains central Utah
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Petrified national Forest California
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Painted desert Arizona
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Gila national Forest New Mexico
Cosmic campground
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That last one though, man would I love to visit somewhere like that, even the name is pretty "Cosmic Campground." some goals of mine when I'm less of a shut in is to travel, could be fun to see the world. It's no secret that I don't have a job and I like to stay inside, I mean can't really do the things I want to do having no money - but these are things that make me want to push myself to do more with myself.

 

[Crimson Fucker]

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So I've had the flu for the past fucking week and slept all day, my bad if I've been late on responses especially in DMS, but I had a sleep paralysis which I haven't had in a long time - it's probably been about a year or so since the last time I had a sleep paralysis, and I just remember it felt like something was grinding into me on top of me, and I saw like a melting darkened face for a few moments before I jolted awake. Can you fucking not @thefrogninja.

Sleep Paralysis has always been something I've been interested in alongside lucid dreaming, it's just weird that something so profound can actually be an occurrence that happens when we go to sleep. Lucid dreams, Lucid nightmares, Sleep paralysis, False awakenings. I've naturally gone through all these things since I was a kid but it's rare when I meet someone else who has experienced these things to the same degree that I have.

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I try to control my dreams when possible.

 

[DollDoll is verified member.]

I try to control my dreams when possible.

You lucid dream too?

 

[Crimson Fucker]

You lucid dream too?

Yeah, I also have had sleep paralysis and waking up to other dreams.

 

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Yeah, I also have had sleep paralysis and waking up to other dreams.

If you don't mind me asking, can I ask for some details? Like what kind of dreams, atmospheres, what happens and so forth? It's just some shit I'm hyper fixated on since it's so interesting to me that when we sleep we can be inside a dream and be aware that our body is outside of ourselves in bed and still be able to roam around a space that shouldn't exist but does.