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faux90skid / the puppet master / kens wing man

Anyways, I hope you stick around for some time. Stay a while. You seem like a regular on the forum. I hope we get to continue the insults and false accusations like it's running out style between me and you. Matter of fact, you should take everything I said, twist it around, take things out of context so people somewhat entertain your delusions or else you're just another guy with his dick in his hand wanting my precious attention. And don't worry, I have an endless supply of it and I don't mind giving it out. Sometimes I blush when people get mad at me for being me.

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Hey piece of shit. How are we doing? Your time is nearing. This is going to be your last Christmas. What a shame. You're an animal with it's limbs about to give in the snow. The storm you've been fighting is about to over take you. You will never grow balls to come confront me. It's over for you. How do you plan on going out? It'll probably be pills and liquor won't it? You deserve it.

Here is a list of the shitty things you did:

Stole Pills From Your Grandmother
Lied About Your Ex Abusing You
Showed Up To Thanksgiving Family Dinner Drunk
Cheated On Your Ex Countless Times
Destroyed My Discord Server
Led Me On
Drove Drunk Multiple Times
Hides Her Bisexuality While Shaming Gays

Terrible person you are. Just garbage and unable to form human connection. Nothing you say or do should be taken seriously. I do hope someone does beat the shit out of you. Imagine lying about abuse in a relationship then you cheated on the poor guy. That's probably why he went out the way he did. You were the beginning of his misery and it's a real shame. If anything you should have overdosed already. That was someone's son and you are responsible for fucking him up. You made that poor man so depressed he decided to get into drugs and die alone. Your family member told me how your own mother would spoil you. In exchange you showed no appreciation to that women. You enjoy blaming the world for your problems that you create. Then when you don't get your way you hold your fist to the sky. Screaming and swearing. Nobody hears you as you cry out. You're mute to the world because no one gives a shit about you. That's why you come to this forum hungry to see what else I have to say. You seriously thought I was going to just flat out delete this thread? Nope, I did that to fool you. So that way you can pat your own ass and say to yourself you won. You didn't win shit. You were just given false hope.

Anyways. Fuck you.
 
I'm re-watching a stream I'm not supposed to have access to. And my heart breaks. It fucking breaks. Was I that bad of a friend? I just want to have a mental breakdown. I can't take this shit sometimes. I get triggered. Secrets kept from me because they were afraid I would judge them. I was never going to judge you bro. I know you lurk my shit without telling me. I feel like shit, I feel like I wasn't there for you. Maybe you're thinking to yourself I shouldn't be hard on myself. Now look at me. I'm spamming your discord with bullshit. I wish you were like, I wish you were the real thing if you catch my drift? We would have been a great couple. I would have married you on the spot. I remember when I first thought you were the thing you wanted to be, I would think about you. Like, I remember when you came by and watched my streams, I would lay in bed imagining you to be a hot girl with dark energy. I know I shouldn't be saying this because you're married now but I can't take holding in how I felt. Why does this world have to be so cruel? Am I just imagining shit that never happens? What's sad, I was actually catfished by your kind. The motherfucker had me believe they were a hot babe. I got fucking bullied over this scumbag. I let that asshole into my minecraft world and my friend group just for them to fuck me and them run away like a fucking bitch. And then later on you came into my life and I was under the belief you were an actual hot emo girl that was a yandere. I'm not mad I just, I get weak and vulnerable when I rewatch that one stream when you told the truth. It's cool if you want to private it now, I get it. Just don't be under the impression I'm mad, I'm just coping.

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Pay attention Victoria

I'm the man in the brown uniform. Look him up. You might learn something. Perhaps the power I hold. As a self-proclaimed one you are, you mustn't under estimate me in any regard.

Your Discord server will implode. Mark my words.
 
THIS SONG IS FOR YOU VICTORIA YOU FUCKING CHEATED ON YOUR BF WHOS NOW DEAD
I HOPE YOU DIE

 
Well Well Well We are almost there Victoria. Are you ready for the heat? Highly doubt it. You'll wither away in March. I'm calling it. What you don't understand is the consequences of your doings. Some say it's history but to me it's a memory burned into stone. It's a reminder of the evil you released upon me and Rose. And your end is pending but not so far away as it was before. It's time to put out the fire that burns. Hatred is all over your mind and you blame everyone for your problems. You will not contest me in this realm. Your presence by default is unwanted and you will face dire retaliation if you choose the path you so desperately see. I knew my move as if you studied a chess piece from a distance but you only warranted confirmation of what you are up to and what you know of. Ask yourself. Was it really worth it fucking with me? Wronging me from a year ago? Because this is the cause. Your existence being laid out for thousands to see as you are mocked. I mock you and you just take it. Just like how your dad used to hit you for being a fuck up. Oh yes I was also told of this ballad. You were demonic and still are. I know he regrets you ever shooting out of his dick. You have some form of mental disorder and you are a general danger to the public. You get bullied on the internet and you just want to shoot niggers. Oh Victoria. You get me all rattled. I now you're watching me baby. I'm always in your head and you can't deny it. I know you want to destroy me so bad but you can't. I hold so much weight over you and every time you come here to observe, the weight gets more heavy. You will never be an alt-right nationalist. Your kind gets out maneuvered every time. You will submit to the new order as well as every one else. You seriously think things will get better? Look around you. The system has some new updates about to get installed. It's already here and it's going to get more powerful. You hate homosexuals but the one behind the project of AI Capitalism is a German homosexual. How ironic? Hitler had a gay nazi. Shocker. You read some bullshit forum where all they know is saying nigger, faggot, kike. Without posting book reports, explaining regime economics, and talking about politics without typing out something someone else said. And if anything you're getting played by someone that secretly cross dresses. That's correct. I'm a closeted drag queen. No I'm not transsexual. Many people don't understand the origins of it. I go to a club in a city on rare occasions that involves no sexual interaction nor political LGBT bullshit. We dress up in secret to mock women and because we fetishise anatomy that to us seems impossible to procreate with. And we just hangout and talk about non-dragqueen shit. It's a little club and across from it is a hippie place where we check out what kind of candles they have. I kept this a secret from you for obvious reasons. You would judge me for being a cross dresser. But you're getting trolled by one which is comedy at its finest. A good friend of mine is one too and we go way back. We aren't gay for each other we just understand women so well and we mock them. Our club does shows where we do a little saturday night live thing where we pull up women rights activism, abortion rights and female issues. For instance we get a kick out of mocking blondes the most, especially the ones that freak out in public. When I told some of the patreons about you, they couldn't believe me until I showed them your messages and pictures. One said I should dress up like you and have another member dress up like Hitler and they whip me as I roleplay saying "HEIL HITLER!" Multiple times. But we don't want to offend any of our guests. Go ahead and tell your friends about me being a dragqueen. I enjoy being degraded and bullied for being me. It turns me on so much. In January we have a drag race and I plan on wearing fishnets and dying my hair black to come off as a goth dyke. We allow a small group of females since they are outkast to the female populations. They help us with ideas, behavior and style. One helped me with makeup brands I should use. Rose knew about my cross dressing around the same time we became friends too and she was never going to tell you either. She bought me a few thongs and I still wear them when I feel special. Victoria, I would blush if I could walk around public with you. Bring me around your LGBT friends. They would love me to the core. I know Omaha has some hot spots for people like me. Your family member also knows I'm a cross dresser. I know you reading this pisses you off. I'm not a faggot. I like women. But I hold them to a high standard but unfortunately most of them don't have that like yourself. You'll do nothing about it though. When I go to Omaha I will go with my friend and walk around proud with them. You'll see me coming too. I used to walk around in public like this and they would look me up and down. I know you would want to kill me so bad hahahaha. You're so fucking pathetic I can't stop laughing at how such a waste you are. People love me so much as this club they even accept me for being a closeted alt right person. A good handful knows how I feel politically. One even said I'm a more mentally strong person than all of the Neo Nazis they had a run in with. They understand that I have self control and know how talk like a civil human being while your white trash kind does nothing but violent shit to prove a point. That's why I celebrate when the Feds arrest a group of you. More of you should be arrested and thrown into the prisons. No, I'm not a Nazi you retard. I don't agree with the method of goverance but I'm not short of nationalism and do believe in a reset where traditions are revived to strengthen communities. Nazism is the most dumbest shit. Did it progress society? Yes but the authoritrianism was also counterproductive in many ways. You don't need to be a tyrant once people adjust to a more pure way of life. The idea of militarizing the police is garbage. The idea of putting fear into your nation is garbage. There is a lot of shit Hitler did wrong that Neo Nazis don't want to admit to. But of course you would rather go around telling everyone you are one without doing your own research. You deserve being an outkast of your friendgroup. You like being with junkies and they even kicked you out of their group. And the fact your own dad saw what you would really be when you grew up? That's why he almost drank himself to death. He couldn't take the fact his own daughter was such as fuck up. And your mom, again. Has to carry that burden.

Merry Christmas Victoria Matney.
 
Hey Victoria! Merry Christmas! Here I have a Bingo card about what could happen to you in the year 2026! I wonder if I will win on this card. It seems promising.



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Your fat fuck father would go down in one punch. Either because of weight problems or because you two would show up so drunk you wouldn't know where your ass was. "Oh no, the girl's dad". This is why I like girls fatherless. Always gotta get the dad's approval. I used to admire that honor. To have a father in law I respect because I respect his daughter. But Victoria I've done this before with a girl's dad. We got into a verbal altercation because I refused to conform to their bullshit Catholic traditions. The girl was cutting herself and I was there to help her get through whatever it was she was going through. The dad was delusional and convinced I was trying to hide her from the family while the Mom thought I was a fine young gentlemen that brought spark into their dysfunctional household. If anything the daughter wanted to fornicate with me. We were in the woods one day and she gave me such a good blow job. She wanted to suck me off and then fuck her so I could take her Virginity but I knew how bad of an idea that was because she wasn't even on her career path yet. I could have knocked her up but I chose not to, I just cam in her mouth. Anyways, that's why the mom cheated on the dad because he was such an asshole. He even had the Sheriff called on him multiple times for domestic disturbances, he had a job fall through in another state, and now they are divorced. They let the daughter go over to the guys house that was fucking the mom and I know for a fact he has sex with her because he came to me and told me. So the dad has no clue that a 47 year old man at the time had sex with their 20 year old daughter. While she was attending her first high education school. That's what he gets. His daughter used by a grown man and his wife fucked by the same guy. The dad thought he could intimidate me. He's the reason why we broke up and I was a minor at the time too. I was only 17 years old when he threatened to teach me a lesson. With that said Victoria. Your dad wouldn't make me afraid of him. Maybe I should break his limbs while he's on the ground hyperventilating to teach him a lesson. The lesson being. When you decide to have a child, you get your shit together so you can raise that child. He's the reason why you're fucked up in the head. That's why you live in this delusion that you were abused by your ex boyfriend. You never had a father figure that laid down the law so you lived in a fantasy of 8 years of having a dad but someone who was the same age as you and when you two were to get into a bad argument you thought he put his hands on you or some exaggerated story you tell your family. You lie to everyone Victoria. I was told, you would leave this guy by himself on nights that you two were together because you got into an argument with him. Valentines Day back in 2018 you didn't even see him or go on a date, you just told him to go fuck himself, got drunk and ghosted him for a few days. You were the abuser Victoria. You fucked him up. Because your dad failed you and fucked you up. Don't you understand now? So that's why last Thanksgiving you showed up the way you did because you couldn't stand seeing your dad. You drank prior to going to the dinner because you knew he was going to be there. I don't know why you had to lie to me and Rose. Yes I am complete stranger on the internet at the time but I told you about my personal shit and they were the whole truths. Not narratives and made up stories.

You killing yourself would be a win for me and a favor for those that you have hurt, used, abused, and manipulated. You don't realize how much damage you do to those around you. I mean your whole life is just built on lies after lies. I knew the minute you noticed me, you could just use as an emotional cup holder. That's the only thing I was good for when it came to you. I've said it many times but I will say it again. I lowered my standards for you so much because I felt the way you did. I wanted affection. Little did I know was that you were far gone to the point, when someone actually does show affection you don't receive it well nor when you receive help you throw it away into the trash. This addiction you have is something that will hold you under water for the rest of your life. You could have changed a long time ago. The Ex Boyfriend was left to his own world because again, arguments would lead to you leaving him to go drink because you don't want to take any responsibility. 8 years? How many years ago was this? It's almost a decade if not more. You could have beaten your addiction years ago. But you don't have it in you. Most of the time you give up quickly. It's the bed you made for yourself and you will be sleeping in it until you sleep in whatever they plan on putting your body in. If it's ashes, you should be thrown into a dumpster. if it's a body, they should just put it into the ground without a head stone. "Victoria" will be easy to forget. You did nothing great in your life but hurt others. So keep telling yourself that I didn't win the battle because I win it every time you come here to see what I have to say. If you didn't care you wouldn't be coming here every fucking day taking everything I say like punches to your heart.

Victoria. This is what obsession is. Yeah maybe there is types but still you got what you wished for. I did love you. At the time we first met. But it was because I was stupid and didn't wait to see what happened. That night when you confessed to me, something in the back of mind told me no. I should have just watched you collapse even more. You taught me to just watch women shoot themselves in the foot after a break up. To not give them any support, to just watch them cry and suffer because every time I get involved, I get motherfucked. This was the third time I was used as a rebound or an emotional cup holder. And yes I did let it get to me to my very core. You ruptured my peace so much. So now I have a more firm stance against women all together. That they should be avoided, mocked and viewed as lower than what they are. Because throughout my love life timeline, it's been nothing but hell for me. I don't let it disturb my peace but it makes me hyper focused on making sure I protect myself from all of them. This is why I love Yanderes. Because Yanderes don't let you down, they don't cheat and manipulate. They give you their world and would do anything for you any fucking time of your existence. They don't play games or leave you with your dick in your had. You fuck and kiss when you want it, you cuddle when you want it, you play video games together when you want it. There is no waiting, there is no boundaries, there is no bullshit. So now do you understand I relish in your suffrage? Because women like you caused me immense amounts of it. So when something bad happens to you, I get off to it. I enjoy it. So that's why 2026 will be your down fall and there is nothing you can do about it bu make empty threats. You sound so stupid when you go out of your way to make me look like the asshole. It's always someone else's fault but yourselves. And again, your dad failed you and you continue to be that failure. Good job on being the fool. You don't even understand how proper conversations work to begin with. You would rather scream at the sky and hate the world. It's your pride but you will always be blind to it. That's why you seethe every day you breathe. You can't stand the weight on you, your dark clouds will never go away. Misery and self hatred is all you thrive on and it will be your fate that will end it and I can't wait.
 
I'm so emotional. Fuck me. For the past hour I've been looking at messages on discord from the past 6 fucking years. The times I had. The times I thought I truly knew the world. I don't regret those times. But it wakes me up. It tells me I need to get my shit together. Am I a fuck up? No not really. Am I retarded? Some. Am I highly immature? Yes. Am I still a bottom bitch that needs a mommy? Fuck yes.

You know what. This year of 2025. It showed me. It really did. The heat of the steam and the constant movement of staying in the lane. Running. Moving. Not stopping. I've learned a lot. I've met some people. I regrew a friendship from the past. I became more active on this very forum. I got the attention of Null for the wrong reasons. And I found more peace within myself than I expected. But I need to stop being such a doomer. I know I will finally meet my soulmate. I know she's looking for me, trying so hard to find me. This girl, she's not looking for a relationship. She's not looking for love. She's not looking for affection. She's looking for me. I feel her some nights. The drive to find me. I don't know how she will meet me. I don't know where. But I have to climb the lighthouse and turn on the lamp so she can find me. I need to let go of the past more. (The situation with Victoria, Well that's a different cause). But as far as the other girls and how they've wronged me. I can't let this dictate my perspective. We were put into this fucked up world to learn from it. The boulders we have to push up hills makes us unstoppable. I need to get out of this bubble and face the things that cause me anxiety. When you step outside of it, fear and not knowing is always there and it's natural but I know when I walk into the darkness and call out to my soul mate, she will hear my voice and become shocked, confused, anxious herself. And she will then find me for her search for me ends and we are united closely. I know she thinks about me at night as I do with her. Right now I want to cry so hard, but I have to be strong. So when she does find me I can unload everything. Fall apart all over her. Die on her hill and be at rest forever and ever. Am I horny freak? Yes! But I swear, I just want to cuddle and cry. And when I'm all worked up and pent up with anti-social rage, she can ride me until I cum like volcano.

Anyways. Victoria. If you're reading this. If you ever fall for me again or just completely change to where you're like an angel and stuff. I want to be in a polygamous marriage with you and my soulmate. Maybe that's what we both need. To be ina polygamous marriage. Maybe then we can learn to finally love each other rather than hate. Victoria. I wanted you to make me your bitch. I wanted you to spank me and throw me into a cage. I wanted to be your bitch boy so bad. Victoria, instead of wanting to kill me, just spank me, call me a bad boy. Call me pathetic. I love you. I know this is crazy but.... I kind of still love you. I'm just a vulnerable pussy boy. Make me your property please. I want to be your property so bad.
 
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