Well Well Well We are almost there Victoria. Are you ready for the heat? Highly doubt it. You'll wither away in March. I'm calling it. What you don't understand is the consequences of your doings. Some say it's history but to me it's a memory burned into stone. It's a reminder of the evil you released upon me and Rose. And your end is pending but not so far away as it was before. It's time to put out the fire that burns. Hatred is all over your mind and you blame everyone for your problems. You will not contest me in this realm. Your presence by default is unwanted and you will face dire retaliation if you choose the path you so desperately see. I knew my move as if you studied a chess piece from a distance but you only warranted confirmation of what you are up to and what you know of. Ask yourself. Was it really worth it fucking with me? Wronging me from a year ago? Because this is the cause. Your existence being laid out for thousands to see as you are mocked. I mock you and you just take it. Just like how your dad used to hit you for being a fuck up. Oh yes I was also told of this ballad. You were demonic and still are. I know he regrets you ever shooting out of his dick. You have some form of mental disorder and you are a general danger to the public. You get bullied on the internet and you just want to shoot niggers. Oh Victoria. You get me all rattled. I now you're watching me baby. I'm always in your head and you can't deny it. I know you want to destroy me so bad but you can't. I hold so much weight over you and every time you come here to observe, the weight gets more heavy. You will never be an alt-right nationalist. Your kind gets out maneuvered every time. You will submit to the new order as well as every one else. You seriously think things will get better? Look around you. The system has some new updates about to get installed. It's already here and it's going to get more powerful. You hate homosexuals but the one behind the project of AI Capitalism is a German homosexual. How ironic? Hitler had a gay nazi. Shocker. You read some bullshit forum where all they know is saying nigger, faggot, kike. Without posting book reports, explaining regime economics, and talking about politics without typing out something someone else said. And if anything you're getting played by someone that secretly cross dresses. That's correct. I'm a closeted drag queen. No I'm not transsexual. Many people don't understand the origins of it. I go to a club in a city on rare occasions that involves no sexual interaction nor political LGBT bullshit. We dress up in secret to mock women and because we fetishise anatomy that to us seems impossible to procreate with. And we just hangout and talk about non-dragqueen shit. It's a little club and across from it is a hippie place where we check out what kind of candles they have. I kept this a secret from you for obvious reasons. You would judge me for being a cross dresser. But you're getting trolled by one which is comedy at its finest. A good friend of mine is one too and we go way back. We aren't gay for each other we just understand women so well and we mock them. Our club does shows where we do a little saturday night live thing where we pull up women rights activism, abortion rights and female issues. For instance we get a kick out of mocking blondes the most, especially the ones that freak out in public. When I told some of the patreons about you, they couldn't believe me until I showed them your messages and pictures. One said I should dress up like you and have another member dress up like Hitler and they whip me as I roleplay saying "HEIL HITLER!" Multiple times. But we don't want to offend any of our guests. Go ahead and tell your friends about me being a dragqueen. I enjoy being degraded and bullied for being me. It turns me on so much. In January we have a drag race and I plan on wearing fishnets and dying my hair black to come off as a goth dyke. We allow a small group of females since they are outkast to the female populations. They help us with ideas, behavior and style. One helped me with makeup brands I should use. Rose knew about my cross dressing around the same time we became friends too and she was never going to tell you either. She bought me a few thongs and I still wear them when I feel special. Victoria, I would blush if I could walk around public with you. Bring me around your LGBT friends. They would love me to the core. I know Omaha has some hot spots for people like me. Your family member also knows I'm a cross dresser. I know you reading this pisses you off. I'm not a faggot. I like women. But I hold them to a high standard but unfortunately most of them don't have that like yourself. You'll do nothing about it though. When I go to Omaha I will go with my friend and walk around proud with them. You'll see me coming too. I used to walk around in public like this and they would look me up and down. I know you would want to kill me so bad hahahaha. You're so fucking pathetic I can't stop laughing at how such a waste you are. People love me so much as this club they even accept me for being a closeted alt right person. A good handful knows how I feel politically. One even said I'm a more mentally strong person than all of the Neo Nazis they had a run in with. They understand that I have self control and know how talk like a civil human being while your white trash kind does nothing but violent shit to prove a point. That's why I celebrate when the Feds arrest a group of you. More of you should be arrested and thrown into the prisons. No, I'm not a Nazi you retard. I don't agree with the method of goverance but I'm not short of nationalism and do believe in a reset where traditions are revived to strengthen communities. Nazism is the most dumbest shit. Did it progress society? Yes but the authoritrianism was also counterproductive in many ways. You don't need to be a tyrant once people adjust to a more pure way of life. The idea of militarizing the police is garbage. The idea of putting fear into your nation is garbage. There is a lot of shit Hitler did wrong that Neo Nazis don't want to admit to. But of course you would rather go around telling everyone you are one without doing your own research. You deserve being an outkast of your friendgroup. You like being with junkies and they even kicked you out of their group. And the fact your own dad saw what you would really be when you grew up? That's why he almost drank himself to death. He couldn't take the fact his own daughter was such as fuck up. And your mom, again. Has to carry that burden.
Merry Christmas Victoria Matney.