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Oh have you not had sleep paralysis before
I did once while sleeping on back when I was 10. It was basically some kinda blanket demon with speed out eyes and mouth and its body was like a combination of rotting fleshing and frayed cloth.

After this experience child me thought that my room was possessed by demons, and I had to exorcise them by peeing the four corners of the room.
 
Lately I've taken a pause with the VN since I need more money and time to do the things I want to do with it, but it's still something I plan to work on during free time I've been busy lately with other things, including fashion and reading / writing which will also help when I get back around to working on scripts for the VN. There's always so many things I have going on.
Ohh okay cool. Whatcha doing with fashion? I've been trying to buy more scene clothes so I can do more scene themed outfits. I already have some kandi and a few pieces but not much
 
I did once while sleeping on back when I was 10. It was basically some kinda blanket demon with speed out eyes and mouth and its body was like a combination of rotting fleshing and frayed cloth.

After this experience child me thought that my room was possessed by demons, and I had to exorcise them by peeing the four corners of the room.
assert dominance
piss everywhere

but jesus, that sounds scary lmao. For some reason I can never see the sleep paralysis entity since it's always almost purposefully out of my line of view every time and the most I'd see is just a dark figure with no features, sleep paralysis is interesting to me since we basically go into a state of psychosis when we sleep and dream, even if we are paralyzed or lucid through it.

Ohh okay cool. Whatcha doing with fashion? I've been trying to buy more scene clothes so I can do more scene themed outfits. I already have some kandi and a few pieces but not much
I've been getting more into visual kei as well as menhera street fashion and cosplaying once more, I want to eventually buy myself techwear clothing but it gets expensive and I always want the things I can't afford right now. Scene style is cute if done in the way of the early 2000s maybe with the same photo effects too or done on old cameras for the true aesthetic of it.
 
Last time I checked, one of my dreams was around some place made of wood, it looked like a bar, and affer someone was shouting something i wasn't able to identify I shouted "Heil Satan! ", though the voice wasn't mine at all, but it felt like it was me who was yelling that. After that whole place behind have turned into one big theatre scene.
 
Last time I checked, one of my dreams was around some place made of wood, it looked like a bar, and affer someone was shouting something i wasn't able to identify I shouted "Heil Satan! ", though the voice wasn't mine at all, but it felt like it was me who was yelling that. After that whole place behind have turned into one big theatre scene.
Dreams are weird, how do our brains come up with these things? It's just interesting to me how we can exist somewhere else when we are asleep - I know not everyone dreams and there's even people who don't believe lucid dreaming is real, even though it's been proven - but that sounds like a atmospheric dream, did it feel comfy in a weird way?

I had a dream the other day, where it was completely night time - with little light, and I remember walking through a large shallow lake, but the entire lake was shallow so I could walk very far into it, and I was walking towards a small island of sorts that was for some reason covered in abandoned cars that were broken down and battered - the entire time this song from a video game I like was playing as I was walking through the shallow water landscape in the dark, everything looked almost analog in a fuzzy VHS sort of way.

 
Dreams are weird, how do our brains come up with these things? It's just interesting to me how we can exist somewhere else when we are asleep - I know not everyone dreams and there's even people who don't believe lucid dreaming is real, even though it's been proven - but that sounds like a atmospheric dream, did it feel comfy in a weird way?
Let's just say from personal experience that we can, but that goes as a response to certain stuff in our lives, either life or events past or present, they also might to give you insight into possible future be it near or far one.

I've been catching myself on this quite a handful of times. Frankly 'nuff but sometimes I have a very strong sense of deja vu, only to realize some te afger that things were going like in a dream that I have seen aime time ago. Not exactly second-to-second but overall thing was the same. I saw something in my dream, it was happening later in my life.
 
Let's just say from personal experience that we can, but that goes as a response to certain stuff in our lives, either life or events past or present, they also might to give you insight into possible future be it near or far one.

I've been catching myself on this quite a handful of times. Frankly 'nuff but sometimes I have a very strong sense of deja vu, only to realize some te afger that things were going like in a dream that I have seen aime time ago. Not exactly second-to-second but overall thing was the same. I saw something in my dream, it was happening later in my life.
I actually have screen shot proof of this happening, where I told somebody about a dream I had of my house burning down - and just three months after the dream I had and the message I sent, my house actually did burn down - almost died in it like in the dream, and I was able to have a screen shot of the date of the dream and then the date of the fire happening, it was just slightly different in how the fire was started compared to what happened in the dream.
 
I've been getting more into visual kei as well as menhera street fashion and cosplaying once more, I want to eventually buy myself techwear clothing but it gets expensive and I always want the things I can't afford right now. Scene style is cute if done in the way of the early 2000s maybe with the same photo effects too or done on old cameras for the true aesthetic of it.
Right I remember. It's def more expensive to find clothes for those I think. Techwear stuff maybe you'll find thrifting or on temu/shein. I think the closest I have is this temu zip up workout top but if you have the right bottoms I think it would work.

I looove early 2000s scene fashion. I was a preteen when I first started liking it and had no money to buy/my parents never would have been down but it's actually pretty easy to find camis, belts, shorts and stuff for it. I've got some pink extensions in the mail+ a purse which I think fits. I need some colored skinny jeans and a tutu now. I've got to hit up garage sales more often tbh someone's gotta be getting rid of their HS clothes around here...

Good idea for the old camera btw. My smartphone def looks out of place.

I actually inherited my dad's old backup disc's where he downloaded all my old phone content from my first phone. It's given me a pretty good throwback to the vibes of that time, with phone filters, all my 2000s anime rp images and more. When I get those downloaded I'll have to post some here.
 
He should win People Magazine's Most Beautiful Person like Hank the Angry Drunken Dwarf did that one time.
 
Your on the David Lynch mindset
I love david lynch

but it's just something I think about a lot because of how I dream quite literally every night - and even to this day scientists don't entirely understand it either, but it's weird how we can lucid dream, being inside a dream scape while aware our bodies are outside of ourselves asleep in a bed. It feels like something that shouldn't be able to happen when it's happening, and then even being able to continue to explore the dream space with this knowledge in those moments if the dream doesn't collapse in itself.
 
I love david lynch

but it's just something I think about a lot because of how I dream quite literally every night - and even to this day scientists don't entirely understand it either, but it's weird how we can lucid dream, being inside a dream scape while aware our bodies are outside of ourselves asleep in a bed. It feels like something that shouldn't be able to happen when it's happening, and then even being able to continue to explore the dream space with this knowledge in those moments if the dream doesn't collapse in itself.
Agreed
 
I love david lynch

but it's just something I think about a lot because of how I dream quite literally every night - and even to this day scientists don't entirely understand it either, but it's weird how we can lucid dream, being inside a dream scape while aware our bodies are outside of ourselves asleep in a bed. It feels like something that shouldn't be able to happen when it's happening, and then even being able to continue to explore the dream space with this knowledge in those moments if the dream doesn't collapse in itself.
But can you actually move around and interact inside the dream? Those are the best lucid dreams to have.
 
But can you actually move around and interact inside the dream? Those are the best lucid dreams to have.
Frankly that's a wee bit of my cup of tea since I've dealt with this on occasions.
From my personal experience you can, although can't say if you can control them all the time. If anything what I've been having sensations about proves rather otherwise. It also varies in density of the feelings and what kind it is.
It's something nice and refreshing to awake among, say, some Alpine green scapes with light chill breeze and little fog and feel every ounce of it. It's whole other story to wake up among the battlefield having no control over urge to burn everything around you. It's even worse to feel dying in this dream.

You can also say that lucid dreams are, in a manner, your brain's response to possible frustrations or things that might bother your body or soul while you let yourself to rest with your eyes closed.
 
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