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Current Username : Gore Chan (•˕ •マ.ᐟ Formerly known as Kiwi Kitty, I want to discuss topics of interest and mind vomit without censorship as the internet has become too sterile for me to speak my original thoughts on most of the mundane social media platforms of choice, such as Facebook where I've recently been banned. Feel free to have a conversation with me on this thread, and all discussions topics are welcomed. If you're here because you're somebody who has disdain towards me - welcome, and good luck.
I don't know man.



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fuck juneteenth


Niggers don't deserve a holiday because they don't respect this country, they don't respect people, you don't respect property; hell they don't even respect their own!

Fuck your holiday, fuck your culture, fuck everything about you niggers.
Aren't you a brit?Why re you so invested in the US?
 
View attachment 92818 My usual check in, haven't really had much to mind vomit about since there hasn't been much going on upstairs with me to begin with for some time now but I hope everyone is doing well - still around, but just nothing to really post about since it's the usual cycle. I did get my glasses, it's been nice to actually be able to see again though my eyes will take some time to get adjusted to the lenses as I went nearly a decade with poor vision and did nothing about it until recent. I'm still having odd lucid dreams and had a sleep paralysis last night which hasn't happened to me as often within the past few years - but it was still the same sleep paralysis I usually experience where I feel somebody climb into bed with me just out of my line of view, but it always feels tense and strange, I want to know more about lucid dreams and sleep paralysis and considered finding ways to make sleep paralysis happen more frequently.
Still working on the "game"/vn? I didn't forget

I'll post an update I'm super excited about. I've been making more money with my art, like substantially more. I won't get into specifics but I'm finally seeing real movement with that which makes me happy. Also my bf got some paddleboards so I've been getting alot more sun and doing some touching grass activities. Feels great. I love summer
 
I love this doujin!

Jokes aside I hope you dont mind me asking but why? How?
Oh have you not had sleep paralysis before - or? Most sleep paralysis occurrences people feel like something heavy is on their chest, but a lot of people report different feelings or sounds during sleep paralysis, for me I've always felt a figure climb into bed just out of view even when I was younger, but I couldn't move. Unless you mean why/how on why I would force it to happen again - things like sleeping on your back can help induce sleep paralysis, and I guess it's just something I'm curious about since it doesn't really scare me when it's happening since I'm alert during it and know nothing I feel, see, or hear is real.
 
Still working on the "game"/vn? I didn't forget

I'll post an update I'm super excited about. I've been making more money with my art, like substantially more. I won't get into specifics but I'm finally seeing real movement with that which makes me happy. Also my bf got some paddleboards so I've been getting alot more sun and doing some touching grass activities. Feels great. I love summer

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Still working on the "game"/vn? I didn't forget

I'll post an update I'm super excited about. I've been making more money with my art, like substantially more. I won't get into specifics but I'm finally seeing real movement with that which makes me happy. Also my bf got some paddleboards so I've been getting alot more sun and doing some touching grass activities. Feels great. I love summer
Lately I've taken a pause with the VN since I need more money and time to do the things I want to do with it, but it's still something I plan to work on during free time I've been busy lately with other things, including fashion and reading / writing which will also help when I get back around to working on scripts for the VN. There's always so many things I have going on.
 
Oh have you not had sleep paralysis before
I did once while sleeping on back when I was 10. It was basically some kinda blanket demon with speed out eyes and mouth and its body was like a combination of rotting fleshing and frayed cloth.

After this experience child me thought that my room was possessed by demons, and I had to exorcise them by peeing the four corners of the room.
 
Lately I've taken a pause with the VN since I need more money and time to do the things I want to do with it, but it's still something I plan to work on during free time I've been busy lately with other things, including fashion and reading / writing which will also help when I get back around to working on scripts for the VN. There's always so many things I have going on.
Ohh okay cool. Whatcha doing with fashion? I've been trying to buy more scene clothes so I can do more scene themed outfits. I already have some kandi and a few pieces but not much
 
I did once while sleeping on back when I was 10. It was basically some kinda blanket demon with speed out eyes and mouth and its body was like a combination of rotting fleshing and frayed cloth.

After this experience child me thought that my room was possessed by demons, and I had to exorcise them by peeing the four corners of the room.
assert dominance
piss everywhere

but jesus, that sounds scary lmao. For some reason I can never see the sleep paralysis entity since it's always almost purposefully out of my line of view every time and the most I'd see is just a dark figure with no features, sleep paralysis is interesting to me since we basically go into a state of psychosis when we sleep and dream, even if we are paralyzed or lucid through it.

Ohh okay cool. Whatcha doing with fashion? I've been trying to buy more scene clothes so I can do more scene themed outfits. I already have some kandi and a few pieces but not much
I've been getting more into visual kei as well as menhera street fashion and cosplaying once more, I want to eventually buy myself techwear clothing but it gets expensive and I always want the things I can't afford right now. Scene style is cute if done in the way of the early 2000s maybe with the same photo effects too or done on old cameras for the true aesthetic of it.
 
Last time I checked, one of my dreams was around some place made of wood, it looked like a bar, and affer someone was shouting something i wasn't able to identify I shouted "Heil Satan! ", though the voice wasn't mine at all, but it felt like it was me who was yelling that. After that whole place behind have turned into one big theatre scene.
 
Last time I checked, one of my dreams was around some place made of wood, it looked like a bar, and affer someone was shouting something i wasn't able to identify I shouted "Heil Satan! ", though the voice wasn't mine at all, but it felt like it was me who was yelling that. After that whole place behind have turned into one big theatre scene.
Dreams are weird, how do our brains come up with these things? It's just interesting to me how we can exist somewhere else when we are asleep - I know not everyone dreams and there's even people who don't believe lucid dreaming is real, even though it's been proven - but that sounds like a atmospheric dream, did it feel comfy in a weird way?

I had a dream the other day, where it was completely night time - with little light, and I remember walking through a large shallow lake, but the entire lake was shallow so I could walk very far into it, and I was walking towards a small island of sorts that was for some reason covered in abandoned cars that were broken down and battered - the entire time this song from a video game I like was playing as I was walking through the shallow water landscape in the dark, everything looked almost analog in a fuzzy VHS sort of way.

 
Dreams are weird, how do our brains come up with these things? It's just interesting to me how we can exist somewhere else when we are asleep - I know not everyone dreams and there's even people who don't believe lucid dreaming is real, even though it's been proven - but that sounds like a atmospheric dream, did it feel comfy in a weird way?
Let's just say from personal experience that we can, but that goes as a response to certain stuff in our lives, either life or events past or present, they also might to give you insight into possible future be it near or far one.

I've been catching myself on this quite a handful of times. Frankly 'nuff but sometimes I have a very strong sense of deja vu, only to realize some te afger that things were going like in a dream that I have seen aime time ago. Not exactly second-to-second but overall thing was the same. I saw something in my dream, it was happening later in my life.
 
Let's just say from personal experience that we can, but that goes as a response to certain stuff in our lives, either life or events past or present, they also might to give you insight into possible future be it near or far one.

I've been catching myself on this quite a handful of times. Frankly 'nuff but sometimes I have a very strong sense of deja vu, only to realize some te afger that things were going like in a dream that I have seen aime time ago. Not exactly second-to-second but overall thing was the same. I saw something in my dream, it was happening later in my life.
I actually have screen shot proof of this happening, where I told somebody about a dream I had of my house burning down - and just three months after the dream I had and the message I sent, my house actually did burn down - almost died in it like in the dream, and I was able to have a screen shot of the date of the dream and then the date of the fire happening, it was just slightly different in how the fire was started compared to what happened in the dream.
 
I've been getting more into visual kei as well as menhera street fashion and cosplaying once more, I want to eventually buy myself techwear clothing but it gets expensive and I always want the things I can't afford right now. Scene style is cute if done in the way of the early 2000s maybe with the same photo effects too or done on old cameras for the true aesthetic of it.
Right I remember. It's def more expensive to find clothes for those I think. Techwear stuff maybe you'll find thrifting or on temu/shein. I think the closest I have is this temu zip up workout top but if you have the right bottoms I think it would work.

I looove early 2000s scene fashion. I was a preteen when I first started liking it and had no money to buy/my parents never would have been down but it's actually pretty easy to find camis, belts, shorts and stuff for it. I've got some pink extensions in the mail+ a purse which I think fits. I need some colored skinny jeans and a tutu now. I've got to hit up garage sales more often tbh someone's gotta be getting rid of their HS clothes around here...

Good idea for the old camera btw. My smartphone def looks out of place.

I actually inherited my dad's old backup disc's where he downloaded all my old phone content from my first phone. It's given me a pretty good throwback to the vibes of that time, with phone filters, all my 2000s anime rp images and more. When I get those downloaded I'll have to post some here.
 
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