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Can you please record high quality audio of you pleasuring yourself with your fingers or a dildo during a goon sesh so I may masturbate to it? Thanks.
you will be fucked in a heart beat
what the fuck is this thread
Schizophrenia incarnate.
Rose has sent me hard drugs. The gods told me Kiwi Fails sent the devil my way asking that I be a traitor to Jack for I gain much power in a power struggle. But the voices tell me that I have apologized for my doings yet no one cares. Now a wannabe drummer bitch is part of the work of a former friend and now Kiwi is paying people to hold a vote against me or advertise me as some deranged person.
For someone that warned against talking to the devil, he sure talks to the devil. What did he sell his soul for? To run Onion Farms? When he could have admitted to the wrong doings at hand and for him to tease at going after Roses' family off the record. How can someone be so shitty and I still had mercy under his rule. He caused the civil and tried to disrupt the operations of gargamel. Someone I will not mention told me Kiwi was intentionally going over the Lounge 96 to potentially over ride Gargamel for kiwi proclaims Gargamel is running fraud and schemes.
This to claim has no weight and no proof yet he claims I have created 4 false women but yet 3 of them have been verified.
For someone that warned against talking to the devil, he sure talks to the devil. What did he sell his soul for? To run Onion Farms? When he could have admitted to the wrong doings at hand and for him to tease at going after Roses' family off the record. How can someone be so shitty and I still had mercy under his rule. He caused the civil and tried to disrupt the operations of gargamel. Someone I will not mention told me Kiwi was intentionally going over the Lounge 96 to potentially over ride Gargamel for kiwi proclaims Gargamel is running fraud and schemes.
This to claim has no weight and no proof yet he claims I have created 4 false women but yet 3 of them have been verified.
Who paid you to say that? Am I inclined to believe you have whored yourself? Report once more and show us your puniness.
I need to go masturbate for now.
I forbid this at all means. To this Saturday, we will see who is the better man. May the Onion Farms exist another day under the current peace for the sake of Ken and users alike.
I pledge my allegiance to Ken and rest my sword for I have no advisory for Gargamel.
I forbid this at all means. To this Saturday, we will see who is the better man. May the Onion Farms exist another day under the current peace for the sake of Ken and users alike.
I pledge my allegiance to Ken and rest my sword for I have no advisory for Gargamel.
I think I'm going through post nut clarity. To be honest I was thinking about River and I'm so sorry River baby. I've been sexually frustrated lately. Please don't just drop me like this. Why are you doing this to me? You said nothing I said hurt you. I fucking hate this. Who can I be with when I sleep at night? I'm so lonely. Like dude just understand me or some shit. See I'm sexually frustrated and I'm going on rants about some assholes that are behind me. I took what was said about girls like you baby personal because they just don't understand out chemistry. Oh river baby I'm so sorry, look I'm pathetic okay just please just fucking please send me more cards just so I can feel like emotions again. Life has been too much for me and I need a wing girl to have fun with and this just ain't it where you're leaving me out to dry. This is too much for me. If you want I can make an account or something and do porn for you if that's what you want since you offered nudes in your letters. I'm so lonely I can't do this shit man I'm listening to peep playlists and goddamn Vicky really fucked me up. Now I have some bitch mocking me by playing a game rose gave me and no girl has entered the discord server yet. Are you bisexual btw? Rose never explained this to me, is it okay if I date other girls too? Maybe that might be a bad idea I know you lurk on this thread and my account so why are you silent? Maybe you should show up this summer and we can go on romantic hikes or something. I know some secret spots where we can kiss. My emo site is getting traction so I guess I can use that to maybe get some emo chicks maybe for us River if you're into that, you seem dominant with the way you write so I'm assuming you'd be the big sister to them. I bet you're lonely too and shit. I'm so sorry river just please come back to me. I'm sad af
Let's come at the same time
There needs to be more games like mouthwash. But you see. These writers couldn't be able to compete with my concept of a very fucked up game. Instead of men doing the raping, women do the raping. So for example if I were to make a game on steam that's fucked up. It would be a bunch of women tying a man down and raping him. These women are deranged and sociopaths. They are the type you'd see as I have with Vicky. They hate people, they do drugs, and they proclaim to be a Nazi. Also blame her life choices on some fag that died 8 years ago from Heroin because he beat her or allegedly. Anyways. make a steam game where horny men like me go through a story line of how a bunch of bad girls drugged a man at a party, took him into the backseat of their car and moved him into a remote cabin in the woods. You have to solve puzzles and convince your way out of the situation in the mean time, they tie you down and ride you. Stuff things into your ass like their personal toys and keep you in the basement behind bars. Hell, the game even gives you the option of what kind of women you want your character to be raped by.
River doesn't understand me well enough. Maybe the other discord girls will and glorify my fantasies so that way they can make my dreams come true of being their submissive bitch. You see, if I had the resources and help of making my Weird White Women website, I wouldn't have this problem of having to masturbate by myself. But until a pot of gold comes my way, I'm fucked and for my bros out there and even Kiwi, I will share the women with them since there is plenty of pussy to go around.
River doesn't understand me well enough. Maybe the other discord girls will and glorify my fantasies so that way they can make my dreams come true of being their submissive bitch. You see, if I had the resources and help of making my Weird White Women website, I wouldn't have this problem of having to masturbate by myself. But until a pot of gold comes my way, I'm fucked and for my bros out there and even Kiwi, I will share the women with them since there is plenty of pussy to go around.
retarded, a waste of time.
I can't think of this game now without thinking about how Kaine has told me he relates and kins himself with the Jimmy character, but Jimmy is just a low value man who takes the easy way and commits suicide at the end of the game, maybe Kaine will do the same?
I've been meaning to leave an update about how he recently deleted me because I wouldn't "agree to his terms" by agreeing to do a sex RP with him over discord - even though he literally created a discord bot with my name and a photo of me that's a erp sex chat bot.
Regarding my visual novel.
I don't really mind that people have been asking me about how the visual novel is going from time to time, there's a number of people that ask me - but there's also been people, like Kaine, who have used the visual novel against me because it's not something I'm sharing progress until I feel like I have enough that I'd want to show as my ambitions with it are high though it's also nothing more than a hobby / passion project of mine that's not going to be anything noteworthy amongst all the other visual novels that are out there - this is just something I have fun doing when I have some free time like when I drink coffee in the morning and have nothing to do, I'll get some lines of code/script writing done and then save the progress I made even if it was just a few new sentences of dialog. This is my first time working on something big like this, and I recognize that it's nothing I have to toil away at for hours a day since I'm in no rush and want to make sure it comes out the way I have it thought out. I know I haven't really posted any screen shots besides a few involving an AI placement, but all of the artwork will be done by hand by both myself and a friend of mine - and the entire OST will be done by me, involving examples from past "songs" I've made.
I will be creating new pieces of OST as well for the finished product and different scenes I have in mind,
all of which I create in virtual reality using an app called Virtuoso.
There's a lot of work that goes into creating just a simple visual novel, as there's the code front of things, OST, animation which I have ideas for, art, story direction, writing, and having to figure out how to fit all the ideas I have into a visual novel format. I'm confident enough about this visual novel that I've already spoken with an artist on Etsy who will be able to make me a physical copy of the game for PC once it's done with a custom physical game case, since I want to be able to hold the finished product knowing it's something I made myself.
I'm okay with people asking questions or about the progress but just wanted to note that it's nothing to be invested in, but if there's those who are actually invested it means a lot to me since I didn't think anyone would really care to see the final product or want to know more about it. I will share some details that this game will be heavily inspired by niche internet culture that most of us consume everyday ( after all, we're on fucking onion farms of all places. ) - and the game will for sure be a self insert to some degree, but I'm wanting to give it that edgy charm that worked for class of 09, which really inspired me to want to make my own visual novel but with a different atmosphere and style.
When there's more to share, I'll be sure to post updates to this thread.
I don't really mind that people have been asking me about how the visual novel is going from time to time, there's a number of people that ask me - but there's also been people, like Kaine, who have used the visual novel against me because it's not something I'm sharing progress until I feel like I have enough that I'd want to show as my ambitions with it are high though it's also nothing more than a hobby / passion project of mine that's not going to be anything noteworthy amongst all the other visual novels that are out there - this is just something I have fun doing when I have some free time like when I drink coffee in the morning and have nothing to do, I'll get some lines of code/script writing done and then save the progress I made even if it was just a few new sentences of dialog. This is my first time working on something big like this, and I recognize that it's nothing I have to toil away at for hours a day since I'm in no rush and want to make sure it comes out the way I have it thought out. I know I haven't really posted any screen shots besides a few involving an AI placement, but all of the artwork will be done by hand by both myself and a friend of mine - and the entire OST will be done by me, involving examples from past "songs" I've made.
I will be creating new pieces of OST as well for the finished product and different scenes I have in mind,
all of which I create in virtual reality using an app called Virtuoso.
There's a lot of work that goes into creating just a simple visual novel, as there's the code front of things, OST, animation which I have ideas for, art, story direction, writing, and having to figure out how to fit all the ideas I have into a visual novel format. I'm confident enough about this visual novel that I've already spoken with an artist on Etsy who will be able to make me a physical copy of the game for PC once it's done with a custom physical game case, since I want to be able to hold the finished product knowing it's something I made myself.
I'm okay with people asking questions or about the progress but just wanted to note that it's nothing to be invested in, but if there's those who are actually invested it means a lot to me since I didn't think anyone would really care to see the final product or want to know more about it. I will share some details that this game will be heavily inspired by niche internet culture that most of us consume everyday ( after all, we're on fucking onion farms of all places. ) - and the game will for sure be a self insert to some degree, but I'm wanting to give it that edgy charm that worked for class of 09, which really inspired me to want to make my own visual novel but with a different atmosphere and style.
When there's more to share, I'll be sure to post updates to this thread.
@Fedbuster come on the show
you have serious allegations made against you so you should defend yourself
you have serious allegations made against you so you should defend yourself
I really enjoyed our time together yesterday. But for diversity purposes we need women on menopause to join in on the action. There's nothing like a sports car with some mileage on it that gives you a hard time but pays off when you fix her up. I'd fuck me a women with some money now boys.
Gore San
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I looked up what philly is and it's either related to what Idaho is into or this and I can't decide what's worse.
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I'm Blushing So Much Right Now. I just saw something I shouldn't say anything about. Oh man, I want this person to challenge me and fuck with me somehow. Like not in a bad way just like, a kind of way where I'm made fun of. I'm blushing so much omg. My masculinity is so out of the window right now because this person is making me blush so much. River you fucked up you never made me blush. I knew I was still being monitored. I have had strange dreams about this person. (no not you where you were in my garden and you wore old dude drip with your favorite car, I'm not talking about you) I'm talking about this particular person that I have had 3 dreams about. They hated me, omg they fucking hated me. They would get on their skateboard and flip me off and then one time I had a dream I showed up at their concert and I was in the middle of the crowd and they stopped their performance to call me out. It made me have such a fucking boner when I woke up. they were like "you see that piece of shit, he fucking bullied me!!!" and then everyone were like "fuck you, get the fuck out" and I was chased out. The third one was actually pretty decent. I was at the beach and I was crying and they walked from behind and stood as we gazed at the sunset and they were like "huh, you're a fucking loser" but stood there still.
My dreams were telling me I was being monitored and emulating the feelings of this person. I'm so guilty for being a weirdo. I really didn't want to do this though. But sadly technology has failed at every end of natural order. If I had my FUCKING website I would have never do what I did. But I'm such a silly pervert and needing attention I can't help it but it's so fucking bad. I remember I crushed so hard on this one person. I remember when I spoke to them during a class project they were like "Humanity is fucking dead" and they said it with a monotone voice while studying my soul. I had a semi, I couldn't speak because I never had such a creature look me in my eyes like they did. Porn can't do what this shit does to me. Porn doesn't make me blush like this shit does. Its like crack when I get such attention. I want more and more. River fucked me up. Vicky fucked me up, these bitches fucked me up. But damn some of these chicks that I talked to, they were like "I hear voices" "I laugh in the dark". Oh man, fuck me please fuck me.
But here I am. Right here. Going nowhere. I wonder why? Could it be really me? I play with myself too much perhaps. It gets lame when I'm always the pervert. I want to be sexually harassed by these freaks. River isn't any of this shit and it blows. If River satisfied me I wouldn't be pulling what I'm pulling but until my harem begins I guess I'm going to be some freak with issues. That one bitch. ARGH. She fucking would make me so horny when she would make fun of me. The way she would intentionally make loud noises on her mic to fuck with me, the way she would make fun of me for wearing a certain shirt. But "oh no dont be catching feelings for me" fuck you, you stupid fucking bitch. I literally could have fucked you so good, I would be like a drug to you. You'd just want to fuck me every day. And what gives? Like it's crazy I was crushing on this one chick on the farms a year ago, thought they were a cute weeb bitch that would always beat themselves up and now it's some 70s Corvette with way too much mileage involved in felony type shit. REPORTING ME for no fucking reason. Funny how that works. This is my life, it's a punchline every fucking day, every fucking month.
Thinking about becoming out of touch again with reality. Seriously thinking about watching perverted animes again. This fucking blows dude. Like dude, where are those freaks? Do I have to go explore a forest to fuck some witch? I almost was fucked by some women that drove a volks bug. Hmmm.... I should have been some other life form in another planet. The human race sucks. Maybe Goth pussy isn't what it's hyped up to be. I don't know man, it's just... every fucking time I get somewhere, everything goes to shit. Then some of them, bro. "omg im not ready" Yet we've been talking for 2 months and you can't even show me a piece of your pie? I need to jerk off. It's okay though. This will cause me to go insane like a horny mad scientist when he wants to spawn a fuckable life form. This is making me go to the deep fucking deep places. I'm not even the Yandere here. But holy shit Kiwi would provoke me so much sometimes. We would end the call right after he would tear me an asshole about being a Virgin. Then I would sit in a corner and have psychotic laughter. Then I was calm for a little while but now I'm just getting hit left and right with bullshit but then when I opened up a certain application and viewed something, I was blushing and it was such a crazy high. But now that a certain part of me has been stimulated that hasn't been in so long like 5 years I guess, its like going back to a world you once knew it fucks you up so right now I'm fucked up and coping. This emotion I felt was Euphoria, I want more omg I want more. What if I won the lottery tonight? It's not even about the money, Oh I want to craft up a certain website and kackle like a fucking crazy person . The pussy will be raining from the sky, that good fresh troublesome pussy.
My dreams were telling me I was being monitored and emulating the feelings of this person. I'm so guilty for being a weirdo. I really didn't want to do this though. But sadly technology has failed at every end of natural order. If I had my FUCKING website I would have never do what I did. But I'm such a silly pervert and needing attention I can't help it but it's so fucking bad. I remember I crushed so hard on this one person. I remember when I spoke to them during a class project they were like "Humanity is fucking dead" and they said it with a monotone voice while studying my soul. I had a semi, I couldn't speak because I never had such a creature look me in my eyes like they did. Porn can't do what this shit does to me. Porn doesn't make me blush like this shit does. Its like crack when I get such attention. I want more and more. River fucked me up. Vicky fucked me up, these bitches fucked me up. But damn some of these chicks that I talked to, they were like "I hear voices" "I laugh in the dark". Oh man, fuck me please fuck me.
But here I am. Right here. Going nowhere. I wonder why? Could it be really me? I play with myself too much perhaps. It gets lame when I'm always the pervert. I want to be sexually harassed by these freaks. River isn't any of this shit and it blows. If River satisfied me I wouldn't be pulling what I'm pulling but until my harem begins I guess I'm going to be some freak with issues. That one bitch. ARGH. She fucking would make me so horny when she would make fun of me. The way she would intentionally make loud noises on her mic to fuck with me, the way she would make fun of me for wearing a certain shirt. But "oh no dont be catching feelings for me" fuck you, you stupid fucking bitch. I literally could have fucked you so good, I would be like a drug to you. You'd just want to fuck me every day. And what gives? Like it's crazy I was crushing on this one chick on the farms a year ago, thought they were a cute weeb bitch that would always beat themselves up and now it's some 70s Corvette with way too much mileage involved in felony type shit. REPORTING ME for no fucking reason. Funny how that works. This is my life, it's a punchline every fucking day, every fucking month.
Thinking about becoming out of touch again with reality. Seriously thinking about watching perverted animes again. This fucking blows dude. Like dude, where are those freaks? Do I have to go explore a forest to fuck some witch? I almost was fucked by some women that drove a volks bug. Hmmm.... I should have been some other life form in another planet. The human race sucks. Maybe Goth pussy isn't what it's hyped up to be. I don't know man, it's just... every fucking time I get somewhere, everything goes to shit. Then some of them, bro. "omg im not ready" Yet we've been talking for 2 months and you can't even show me a piece of your pie? I need to jerk off. It's okay though. This will cause me to go insane like a horny mad scientist when he wants to spawn a fuckable life form. This is making me go to the deep fucking deep places. I'm not even the Yandere here. But holy shit Kiwi would provoke me so much sometimes. We would end the call right after he would tear me an asshole about being a Virgin. Then I would sit in a corner and have psychotic laughter. Then I was calm for a little while but now I'm just getting hit left and right with bullshit but then when I opened up a certain application and viewed something, I was blushing and it was such a crazy high. But now that a certain part of me has been stimulated that hasn't been in so long like 5 years I guess, its like going back to a world you once knew it fucks you up so right now I'm fucked up and coping. This emotion I felt was Euphoria, I want more omg I want more. What if I won the lottery tonight? It's not even about the money, Oh I want to craft up a certain website and kackle like a fucking crazy person . The pussy will be raining from the sky, that good fresh troublesome pussy.
𝘐 𝘞𝘰𝘬𝘦 𝘜𝘱 𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘔𝘰𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨
Questioning everything as I was lucid dreaming of a Baphomet. I say A because this wasn't your usual idea of one. If anything in a professional suit mainly of human flesh but his head was of the Baphomet. Oddly though as I was in control of this dream, this Baphomet was understanding of every desire when it came to how individuals wronged me. Yesterday I was Scammed of $150 and though I was calm and recollected, I held resentment to high extents. The week of Helene I held this as well to great levels toward Humanity and what would you know Helene was a catastrophe, almost breaking the laws of physics and as I watched the Hurricane move into Florida, I was getting an euphoric level of high. But an ordinary person reading this would think I'm a piece of shit yet we live in a Christian culture country rather how left leaning you may be on some things. I take the cannon and noncannon scriptures of Lucifer and not interpret as some pent up rebellious goth women or goth boy, rather I understand beyond the basis of the moral of the stories not agreeing with what the philosopher wrote.
The idea and concept resonate with me not because he decided to go against heaven which resulted in falling but because it's a force that we call evil that enables the cosmos to keep functioning as there is the polar opposite being "good". Our Planet is technically Lucifer if we want to argue or as we call "moral fag" our way about the Bible and Scrolls revolving it. What was done to me in the past decade has resulted in my deamenor toward general life. What was done to Rose in similar ways as well. How we treat the planet, is what we get from it. You see, last year I was being disrespected very much in every aspect of my life to where I was having fits of rage. It came to the point of drastic methods to express myself but one night as I walked I felt a feminine energy come to me to calm me from doing anything stupid. And what ever it was directed attention to the hurricane season and how the first storm was one unfounded before. When Helene began to develop I had just what I was needing, a storm to disrupt lives and as I sought more revenge upon mortals. it was then when the results came in, the whole week of the aftermath it was that I felt gratitude to myself for what was disrespecting me was now suffering. So this dream was one of wet dreams. The Baphomet stabbed a few women infront of me and why did he do this when I could? It wasn't that he was trying to gain any trust from me if he was a humanoid. it was simply this force of resentment that I had to the life forms that dare contest me and my already shattered heart. For those women were ones I have mentioned in patterns. When he stabbed Vicky, there was nothing but satisfaction of the what the Baphomet did. I didn't do it, he did, he was the one in control of half of my dream as I sat back and watched. It is then when I woke up this morning that I felt a great feeling of relief.
But to whom, the one person that now sees me as some monster. They weren't there because I did not create them into my dream as my harsh emotions were toward the other women. There was a dream and the dream sqaundered. Talenter became the talentless. A day by day routine of a waste away. Yet if there was a commission of good will toward their way, yet the mental fragment will still be the transmission of their everday mind. Lonely, remote, nowhere near and by a far. Forever. That's their destiny in much. Yet if it came to where a kingdom of my was one I indulged, they would fit right in. The strange & unusual. The lonely and twisted. The cold but always in warmth when in communion with one another. They would be in the arms of my wives, their mind purified by my words. To their question, I am the wrongful?
Darling you scare yourself more than I want to even do so myself. Depraved you see me come as what and whom you commeth are the perverts and undesirable. Who is guiding you? It prompts to not be me but you are guided by your own depression. A past being the force behidn your waste. So in so the Baphomet only stabbed the whores, the adulteres, the flithy and distrustful. Never were you there. Tomorrow will be the same with you. The day after, the same with you. The year more the same with you. For River dissapointed me in much, for you I wish I was you being obssessed over by me. What there be such a rebelious attitude toward what creates life? Has the Baphomet ever came to you as he has to me? And if he asked that you betray a great friend for a sum of wealth would you? Seriously my dear. If he who comes with a something to where you get an advancement, to what would you say? If gentle is what you want, words to scare away the dark, and forgiveness granted; then there has to be some words in private. With the loudness of life and it's cold humor, when will there be our little garden atop far from the below where we can sit and talk. I keep my distance since you fear me on the other side of the fountain and in hopes; I ask how would you like to go about traversing to your dreams? If you gave me a try I would guide you I swear. But would you eventually hold me so I finally feel something from a feminine?
Questioning everything as I was lucid dreaming of a Baphomet. I say A because this wasn't your usual idea of one. If anything in a professional suit mainly of human flesh but his head was of the Baphomet. Oddly though as I was in control of this dream, this Baphomet was understanding of every desire when it came to how individuals wronged me. Yesterday I was Scammed of $150 and though I was calm and recollected, I held resentment to high extents. The week of Helene I held this as well to great levels toward Humanity and what would you know Helene was a catastrophe, almost breaking the laws of physics and as I watched the Hurricane move into Florida, I was getting an euphoric level of high. But an ordinary person reading this would think I'm a piece of shit yet we live in a Christian culture country rather how left leaning you may be on some things. I take the cannon and noncannon scriptures of Lucifer and not interpret as some pent up rebellious goth women or goth boy, rather I understand beyond the basis of the moral of the stories not agreeing with what the philosopher wrote.
The idea and concept resonate with me not because he decided to go against heaven which resulted in falling but because it's a force that we call evil that enables the cosmos to keep functioning as there is the polar opposite being "good". Our Planet is technically Lucifer if we want to argue or as we call "moral fag" our way about the Bible and Scrolls revolving it. What was done to me in the past decade has resulted in my deamenor toward general life. What was done to Rose in similar ways as well. How we treat the planet, is what we get from it. You see, last year I was being disrespected very much in every aspect of my life to where I was having fits of rage. It came to the point of drastic methods to express myself but one night as I walked I felt a feminine energy come to me to calm me from doing anything stupid. And what ever it was directed attention to the hurricane season and how the first storm was one unfounded before. When Helene began to develop I had just what I was needing, a storm to disrupt lives and as I sought more revenge upon mortals. it was then when the results came in, the whole week of the aftermath it was that I felt gratitude to myself for what was disrespecting me was now suffering. So this dream was one of wet dreams. The Baphomet stabbed a few women infront of me and why did he do this when I could? It wasn't that he was trying to gain any trust from me if he was a humanoid. it was simply this force of resentment that I had to the life forms that dare contest me and my already shattered heart. For those women were ones I have mentioned in patterns. When he stabbed Vicky, there was nothing but satisfaction of the what the Baphomet did. I didn't do it, he did, he was the one in control of half of my dream as I sat back and watched. It is then when I woke up this morning that I felt a great feeling of relief.
But to whom, the one person that now sees me as some monster. They weren't there because I did not create them into my dream as my harsh emotions were toward the other women. There was a dream and the dream sqaundered. Talenter became the talentless. A day by day routine of a waste away. Yet if there was a commission of good will toward their way, yet the mental fragment will still be the transmission of their everday mind. Lonely, remote, nowhere near and by a far. Forever. That's their destiny in much. Yet if it came to where a kingdom of my was one I indulged, they would fit right in. The strange & unusual. The lonely and twisted. The cold but always in warmth when in communion with one another. They would be in the arms of my wives, their mind purified by my words. To their question, I am the wrongful?
Darling you scare yourself more than I want to even do so myself. Depraved you see me come as what and whom you commeth are the perverts and undesirable. Who is guiding you? It prompts to not be me but you are guided by your own depression. A past being the force behidn your waste. So in so the Baphomet only stabbed the whores, the adulteres, the flithy and distrustful. Never were you there. Tomorrow will be the same with you. The day after, the same with you. The year more the same with you. For River dissapointed me in much, for you I wish I was you being obssessed over by me. What there be such a rebelious attitude toward what creates life? Has the Baphomet ever came to you as he has to me? And if he asked that you betray a great friend for a sum of wealth would you? Seriously my dear. If he who comes with a something to where you get an advancement, to what would you say? If gentle is what you want, words to scare away the dark, and forgiveness granted; then there has to be some words in private. With the loudness of life and it's cold humor, when will there be our little garden atop far from the below where we can sit and talk. I keep my distance since you fear me on the other side of the fountain and in hopes; I ask how would you like to go about traversing to your dreams? If you gave me a try I would guide you I swear. But would you eventually hold me so I finally feel something from a feminine?
I haven't really had much thought on how to use this thread besides just spilling out my thoughts when I have them, like right now - but I hope everyone is doing well, and it's just been the same routine for me of rotting in bed or just playing video games when I feel the motivation. Things have been pretty stagnant and there hasn't been much going on ever since the "big reveal" between me and this site but I'm still glad to be a part of this community even if I'm boring in comparison to the narrative that was written about me. Really, I just have been grateful about the friends I've made along the way, as gay as that sounds.
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