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  1. Gore Chan

    ₊˚⊹ ࿔ cyber doll's mind vomit.

    I actually love dream core and anything dream/weird/web core related, there's something comforting about it all especially when tying in with liminal spaces. I'll often listen to these types of playlists when going to sleep or white noise since I can't sleep if things are too silent in the room...
  2. Gore Chan

    ₊˚⊹ ࿔ cyber doll's mind vomit.

    The dreams I had yesterday were more vibrant, vivid and stranger than the usual, which was odd to me because it felt not like earth - then again dreams never do, but there was something especially special about the atmosphere and energy of the experiences I had yesterday when I was taking a nap...
  3. Gore Chan

    ₊˚⊹ ࿔ cyber doll's mind vomit.

    Why do you seem so antagonistic I'm curious. The reason for my curiosity is because prior to seizing control over my own thread, weren't you one to also have things to say about me? I could be wrong, but even so @Yandere_Theory is fine, he's not bothering me, but it just seems like you get...
  4. Gore Chan

    ₊˚⊹ ࿔ cyber doll's mind vomit.

    Usually I post to my blog site when I'm in my head and awake at obscure hours like this, it's 4am currently but I can't sleep and I'm not really sure why or what my thoughts are in the moment, I just feel a weird sense of gratitude towards people who seemed to hate me from the start since if...
  5. Gore Chan

    ₊˚⊹ ࿔ cyber doll's mind vomit.

    I don't know if all women on the internet go through the same things that I do but it's always been interesting to me how if I was a dude literally nobody would give a fuck about anything I say or do but because I have a vagina this whole thread came into existence but the people I've met along...
  6. Gore Chan

    ₊˚⊹ ࿔ cyber doll's mind vomit.

    LOL he's talking about some fag whose stalked me since I was a minor I'm usually indifferent about people who follow my social media platforms even if they have shit to say like a lot of what this thread was about before my little plot twist, but this dude specifically that myself and...
  7. Gore Chan

    Obscure Media that anywhere else but this thread would be weird to talk about.

    In a forest, a group of white mice commission a doll from the Creatures Who Dwell Under The Oak. But the Creatures grow attached to the completed product and refuse to sell it to the mice. Finding an egg nearby, the Creatures sew it into the doll's belly. After the angry mice return and steal...
  8. Gore Chan

    Obscure Media that anywhere else but this thread would be weird to talk about.

    I'm down the rabbit hole when it comes to the kinds of media I consume and I'm always looking for the next weird thing that's never really being talked about, especially when it comes to darker forms of media. There's something about games, movies, and other pieces of media that are abstract or...
  9. Gore Chan

    ₊˚⊹ ࿔ cyber doll's mind vomit.

    Maybe it's just a woman thing, but I've always enjoyed visual novels, especially the Otome ones ( An otome game is a video game with a romance theme that targets the female audience (乙女ゲーム otome gēmu means Maiden Game ) Weeb shit to be honest, but I wear it on my sleeve. Lately I've been...
  10. Gore Chan

    ₊˚⊹ ࿔ cyber doll's mind vomit.

    I put the term "gamedev" for myself loosely since I'm just making a visual novel, nothing too special but really just a passion project of mine and something I've wanted to do for awhile now. I've been dabbling with Python which has been a pretty fun and easy language, I've been interested in...
  11. Gore Chan

    ₊˚⊹ ࿔ cyber doll's mind vomit.

    Eh? I'm saying it doesn't bother me, and didn't so that anyone whose commented in the past knows that I'm still open to having casual conversations with them. Why would I care to report a thread like this when it was really a nothing burger to me? There's nothing that needs to be cleaned up, and...
  12. Gore Chan

    ₊˚⊹ ࿔ cyber doll's mind vomit.

    The idea that I was even made out to be a cow in the first place was funny to me considering how self aware I am, but also the fact that it's not like I ever did anything lol cow worthy but was more of the cookie cutter e-girl back in the day when I wasn't pursuing better things I enjoy like...
  13. Gore Chan

    ₊˚⊹ ࿔ cyber doll's mind vomit.

    I wouldn't say that talking about dreams and lucid dreaming is "random schizophrenic ranting" more so it's a conversation that is actually interesting rather than the garbled shit people have been posting to this thread for the past year about me. Also, if anyone has any doubts - they can...
  14. Gore Chan

    Gothic Lolita Street Japanese Fashion.

    You're actually genuinely so real for this because I've had "purists" within the lolita fashion community get mad that I spent less than $100 on a dress that would typically cost $600, which is a crazy price to me unless you're rich for just a single dress. Though I think that can be said in any...
  15. Gore Chan

    ₊˚⊹ ࿔ cyber doll's mind vomit.

    You can also stay in lucid dreams longer by not blinking, in dreams people forget that they don't need to blink or anything since your real eyes are shut and in lucid dreams blinking a lot can make the dream start to shut down if you're trying to stay inside of a lucid dream longer. I don't...
  16. Gore Chan

    ₊˚⊹ ࿔ cyber doll's mind vomit.

    Bruh, I've never understood this. If dream people are a part of ourselves, our self conscious, then why do they suddenly become hostile when they know that we know we are in a dream? They don't always get hostile for me, in fact sometimes when I lucid dream I like to mess with dream characters...
  17. Gore Chan

    ₊˚⊹ ࿔ cyber doll's mind vomit.

    Yeah, mirrors people say you should avoid when dreaming - I've been fine though with mirrors, I had a lucid dream awhile back where I was in the bathroom in front of my mirror, and when I realized I was dreaming I remember touching my face and then testing to see if I could change my eye color...
  18. Gore Chan

    ₊˚⊹ ࿔ cyber doll's mind vomit.

    This image and it's face is actually somewhat similar to the face I saw yesterday when I had a flu induced sleep paralysis, like not the body, but the face, just hollowed and morphed and not human - but it was like up close, like face to face for several seconds. It's interesting how things like...
  19. Gore Chan

    Gothic Lolita Street Japanese Fashion.

    Victorian dresses are pretty. I like to wear dresses, though I've also adapted the whole "yami kawaii" aesthetic, which sounds like weeb shit but doesn't even have anything to do with anime ( the video posted explains what yami kawaii is ) but with how long I've battled with things like...
  20. Gore Chan

    ₊˚⊹ ࿔ cyber doll's mind vomit.

    Reading anything posted by anyone but me from this thread would be redundant since people will have their own made up head canons on me based on things I've posted that 90 percent of the time are just shit posts and me not actually being serious, the only place I've really come to be myself is...
  21. Gore Chan

    ₊˚⊹ ࿔ cyber doll's mind vomit.

    If you don't mind me asking, can I ask for some details? Like what kind of dreams, atmospheres, what happens and so forth? It's just some shit I'm hyper fixated on since it's so interesting to me that when we sleep we can be inside a dream and be aware that our body is outside of ourselves in...
  22. Gore Chan

    ₊˚⊹ ࿔ cyber doll's mind vomit.

    That last one though, man would I love to visit somewhere like that, even the name is pretty "Cosmic Campground." some goals of mine when I'm less of a shut in is to travel, could be fun to see the world. It's no secret that I don't have a job and I like to stay inside, I mean can't really do...
  23. Gore Chan

    ₊˚⊹ ࿔ cyber doll's mind vomit.

    Yeah, especially in a place like the desert is where people have reported seeing things, even bodies of water that aren't actually there from desperation of thirst and dehydration - but it's for sure a case where in places like that, our minds will want to make up for a lack of stimuli. I've...
  24. Gore Chan

    ₊˚⊹ ࿔ cyber doll's mind vomit.

    Shadow people are such a weird case, I've seen them, especially when I was younger - but I know it's the brain playing tricks on us, I mean every single night we all go through episodes where we hallucinate and see shit through dreams, the fact that things like sleep paralysis exist too where we...
  25. Gore Chan

    Announcement Catministrator announcements

    I don't know if it means anything coming from me but @Crimson Fucker would make a good mod tbh.
  26. Gore Chan

    ₊˚⊹ ࿔ cyber doll's mind vomit.

    So I've had the flu for the past fucking week and slept all day, my bad if I've been late on responses especially in DMS, but I had a sleep paralysis which I haven't had in a long time - it's probably been about a year or so since the last time I had a sleep paralysis, and I just remember it...
  27. Gore Chan

    Opinion/Blog The Crack Shack (vent about shit)

    Since this is the vent threat I'm just yapping but I think the worst fucking thing about being sick is when you have that deep guttural cough and then after so many days of non-stop coughing your chest starts to feel a harsh dull pain, like you've been repeatedly beat over and over in the same...
  28. Gore Chan

    Opinion/Blog The Crack Shack (vent about shit)

    I've had the flu for the past fucking week and it sucked.
  29. Gore Chan

    Gothic Lolita Street Japanese Fashion.

    Now that I can actually post about stuff that genuinely interests me and I can be myself I wanted to make a thread about Gothic Lolita Japanese Street Fashion since it's always been a passion of mine. While it's an expensive hobby I've always loved how regal and pretty the aesthetics can look...
  30. Gore Chan

    ₊˚⊹ ࿔ cyber doll's mind vomit.

    how is he blacker than a black person my little domain I'm glad people seem to be chill with me regardless of all the tomfoolery, I'm going to start being my actual self on this site now and have a lot of interests and shit I'd like to share. Everyone gave me a good laugh and it'll be nice...
  31. Gore Chan

    ₊˚⊹ ࿔ cyber doll's mind vomit.

    With how stale and boring this shit got I wanted to shake things up sooner but better late than never. :samoy:
  32. Gore Chan

    ₊˚⊹ ࿔ cyber doll's mind vomit.

    how it usually goes for forums ngl
  33. Gore Chan

    ₊˚⊹ ࿔ cyber doll's mind vomit.

    @Catministrator This whole thread was about me this whole time, I never technically had a sock account besides the Riley account so hopefully it's chill that I still help around the site and am still welcomed here. I never actually cared about any of this.
  34. Gore Chan

    ₊˚⊹ ࿔ cyber doll's mind vomit.

    A lot of my Facebook posts were also calculated just to make the other people on this thread sperge out HAHAHAHA literally me. I've been waiting so long to post about this shit because it was too funny to me. I still appreciate this site and the people on it, you guys are chill.
  35. Gore Chan

    ₊˚⊹ ࿔ cyber doll's mind vomit.

    I guess the cat is out of the bag - I was Katelyn this whole time, but this shit was honestly so funny to me for the past year. Wild where everything ended up. I joined this site not really thinking much of it, but then I actually started liking this place and some of the people on it. I never...
  36. Gore Chan

    HOLY COW a new hammer head #shark species just DROPPED

    sword fish is good especially with lemon salt & pepper but i didn't think shark would taste anything like sword fish :thinking:
  37. Gore Chan

    Hobbies What are you Currently Playing?

    fuck blizzard, going to miss the old days of overwatch 2 but I would recommend marvel rivals. :like: gmod & spore are good choices i havent played spore in a long time & it's surprising to me that Gmod still holds up to this day.
  38. Gore Chan

    HOLY COW a new hammer head #shark species just DROPPED

    Not sure if eating shark would be good.. :thinking: I imagine it being tough & not the best choice of seafood
  39. Gore Chan

    OF members that you like or hate

    Always enjoy our chats & you're chill yourself i think ive made a good friend out of you :samoy:
  40. Gore Chan

    Hobbies What shows are you watching currently. Either rewatching or new to you.

    Just watched the night of the meek episode of the twilight zone, watch it every year around the holidays..
  41. Gore Chan

    What are you eating?

    black coffee & toasties :samoy:
  42. Gore Chan

    Hobbies Halloween Movie Recommendations...

    David Lynch films never miss :like:
  43. Gore Chan

    What are you eating?

    having thin steak & scrambled egg with a dashin of hot sauce :like: .. steak seasoned with thyme and rosemary, butter lemon pepper & salt with a cup of coffee..
  44. Gore Chan

    HOLY COW a new hammer head #shark species just DROPPED

    i had swordfish the other day.. :samoy: swordfish reminds me of chicken & it's texture but I just like seafood.. red snapper & salmon or good but i didn't know you could get shark to eat :thinking:
  45. Gore Chan

    Hobbies What shows are you watching currently. Either rewatching or new to you.

    i have been watching the twilight zone again.. :like:I go with this every year around these times of october
  46. Gore Chan

    Relaxing at a Rrestaurant

    hope it was at least edible & you had a good time :like:
  47. Gore Chan

    HOLY COW a new hammer head #shark species just DROPPED

    Sharks are frens not food.. :samoy: But thinking about it they would probably just taste rubbery.. 🤔
  48. Gore Chan

    Muh Autism🥴╭∩╮( •̀_•́ )╭∩╮ Sock Sperg Fight

    I joined to watch this thread when first coming here.. & now I don't know much about anyone here or whats happening :story:
  49. Gore Chan

    HOLY COW a new hammer head #shark species just DROPPED

    it looks cute.. :story: I always appreciated sharks
  50. Gore Chan

    What are you eating?

    toast & jam with banana & honey :like: good toasted, sometimes add peanut butter.. i like to also make sausage in the morning mixing it in with scrambled eggs cut into chunks :deviant:
  51. Gore Chan

    What are you eating?

    scrambled eggs with mushrooms & cheese with coffee.. :like: my go to breakfast& sometimes with butter toast toasting bread also good with tomato sauce & cheese poormans pizza :story:
  52. Gore Chan

    chip discussion

    i've been making my own chips lately, peel the potato's thin & then just put them in heated oil until they get crispy.. :like: after i salt & pepper them then have onion dip
  53. Gore Chan

    chip discussion

    i dont think i've seen those before.. :thinking: puff crisp styled chip are nice to bite into if they taste how I think they do.. :story:
  54. Gore Chan

    Paper

    grow some sourdough.. :like: It's one of those foods where you can have an unlimited amount if you make it. never tried avocado on a sandwich, the go to is usually.. provolone roast beef turkey lettuce banana peppers blue cheese & a slice of tomato
  55. Gore Chan

    Paper

    this for some reason or another reminded me of the time I got dominos pizza and for some reason my pencil had pencil shavings on it.. :-1:
  56. Gore Chan

    Bug Thread.

    this should be on liveleak.. :story:
  57. Gore Chan

    chip discussion

    the legend of zelda animation classic.. :like:
  58. Gore Chan

    how sleep for better?

    :thinking: Stay off your phone one hour before bed, also taking a hot bath or shower before you're ready to lay down. Exercise & stretching before getting in bed helps, having the air cold in the room & complete darkness. White noise helps or put on a show you like in the background.. if you...
  59. Gore Chan

    chip discussion

    >this But sliced up coined hot dog fried in a pan with ketchup or mustard to dip them in after :samoychikin:
  60. Gore Chan

    Cowsphere 🐮 Sarah Guilbeaux (Pixyteri)

    I didn't even realize she went by Ashton Winters now.. :story: I haven't been caught up in what she's been up to in recent times until now but thank you for catching me up.. now the context and messages make more sense, thought this was some run of the mill random dyke :deviant:
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