Cowsphere - Garden Variety 🐮 ₊˚⊹ ࿔ cyber doll's mind vomit.

[Frosty Fetus]

Im tired and depressed and I have the LATE SHIFT for work tomorrow. Somebody fucking kill me already.

 

[Frosty Fetus]

too busy fidgeting

Later?

 

[Gore ChanGore Chan is verified member.]

I've been trying to just face life as it is - I don't understand why I always look too far into things and other people but it's always been a bad habit of mine to over think and to calculate and analyze everything seeking patterns. I hate being as aware as I am, something that I believe was built into me by a number of people for better or for worse though I just try to accept that I'm always going to be on alert by everything. I just started listening to Nirvana more recently, Kurt Cobain has become an importance in my life in a way where I feel like I'm looking into a mirror when I read the book Journals. I was out for a walk during a point and I saw that there was an engraving of his name, birth and death date but it was dented in meaning it was there ever since the pavement was first placed - the odds perplex me. This was a pleasant example though with patterns there also comes the bad where I always feel more defensive lately, was this built into me? I want to find the best in other people, I have to believe that our worst moments don't make us monsters, I have to believe that about other people - maybe I miss the naivety of connecting so quickly with others. Though now I notice things that make me feel skittish, something I've been open about - but why?

I don't know why I've been more of a bitch lately - maybe I subconsciously and momentarily got tired,
if I've seemed off the past few days especially with my spike in activity maybe it stems from how stagnant things have been,
then all of a sudden more ghosts come to frolic into my own garden.

I just want to be able to discuss topics of interest,
why do people always find pleasure in banter or toying with others..

maybe I understand to a degree.

 

[Dr. Nate]

too busy fidgeting

Nigger’s stimming

 

[Gore ChanGore Chan is verified member.]

Nigger’s stimming

what's that?

@VVV just had me nervous and shy..

 

[VVV]

Nigger’s stimming

Play some good music, if you can. Let’s hope you at least learned your lesson about raping your “boyfriend” for everyone to hear.

 

[Faux90sKid]

Someone blow the rape whistle

 

[Frosty Fetus]

Play some good music, if you can. Let’s hope you at least learned your lesson about raping your “boyfriend” for everyone to hear.

Wait what?

 

[Gore ChanGore Chan is verified member.]

I put Nate on discourage mode since he only uses this website for my thread.

 

[Vergilius]

rather than dangling old nudes of me

My eyes seek this nourishment.

 

[Gore ChanGore Chan is verified member.]

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My eyes seek this nourishment.

 

[Frosty Fetus]

I've been trying to just face life as it is - I don't understand why I always look too far into things and other people but it's always been a bad habit of mine to over think and to calculate and analyze everything seeking patterns. I hate being as aware as I am, something that I believe was built into me by a number of people for better or for worse though I just try to accept that I'm always going to be on alert by everything. I just started listening to Nirvana more recently, Kurt Cobain has become an importance in my life in a way where I feel like I'm looking into a mirror when I read the book Journals. I was out for a walk during a point and I saw that there was an engraving of his name, birth and death date but it was dented in meaning it was there ever since the pavement was first placed - the odds perplex me. This was a pleasant example though with patterns there also comes the bad where I always feel more defensive lately, was this built into me? I want to find the best in other people, I have to believe that our worst moments don't make us monsters, I have to believe that about other people - maybe I miss the naivety of connecting so quickly with others. Though now I notice things that make me feel skittish, something I've been open about - but why?

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I don't know why I've been more of a bitch lately - maybe I subconsciously and momentarily got tired,
if I've seemed off the past few days especially with my spike in activity maybe it stems from how stagnant things have been,
then all of a sudden more ghosts come to frolic into my own garden.

I just want to be able to discuss topics of interest,
why do people always find pleasure in banter or toying with others..

maybe I understand to a degree.

Same. Overthinking and over analyzing stuff is a pain to deal with and I haven't found any way to deal with it. Its just there and there's nothing to do about it.

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I dont understand why women post nudes when a majority of the time they end up regretting it later on.

 

[Gore ChanGore Chan is verified member.]

Same. Overthinking and over analyzing stuff is a pain to deal with and I haven't found any way to deal with it. Its just there and there's nothing to do about it.

Isn't the human brain fun?

I dont understand why women post nudes when a majority of the time they end up regretting it later on.

I don't regret in the same way other women probably would - it's more of an irritation of other people's moral compass rather than regretting the act itself. Life is too short to regret something as miniscule as posting some tit photos to the internet, it's why I barely flinched when in the past my content got leaked here, it's not that big of a deal to me though I get saddened when people use this to tease or hang over my head,

it's my own fault,
but it also sucks that most of this content is well over a decade old but people like Kaine feel the need to injure me,
for some reason.

 

[Gore ChanGore Chan is verified member.]

 

[IKOL]

my ass stinks

That was a very informative and mindful information Keno, we thank you for it (no).

Im tired and depressed and I have the LATE SHIFT for work tomorrow. Somebody fucking kill me already.

the only thing I can offer you is paintbrush. Do with it whatever you feel like.

 

[IKOL]

My eyes seek this nourishment.

Oh hey no problem lad here look under the spoiler!

Spoiler: Nudes here

Nigga you have to be wiser than asking for such stuff here, sheesh...

I dont understand why women post nudes when a majority of the time they end up regretting it later on.

Attention seeking. Urge to be attractive to someone who would do a thing, preferably do that good and stay by her side. Or just general women moment of stupid. Take your pick, brother.

 

[Vergilius]

Oh hey no problem lad here look under the spoiler!

Spoiler: Nudes here

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Nigga you have to be wiser than asking for such stuff here, sheesh...

>asking to see a pretty woman's body le bad
sorry I'm too much of man who actually adores the female population unlike you and besides you only live once take a shot even it's 0%
I had a crush on this cute lass once short hair a bit taller than me absolutely my type and I never did anything.. I still regret it so of course I'm more eager to take a shot

 

[IKOL]

>asking to see a pretty woman's body le bad
sorry I'm too much of man who actually adores the female population unlike you and besides you only live once take a shot even it's 0%
I had a crush on this cute lass once short hair a bit taller than me absolutely my type and I never did anything.. I still regret it so of course I'm more eager to take a shot

the lack of ,'s in this message, shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiet...

 

[Gore ChanGore Chan is verified member.]

nothing I can say.

 

[coffee adict]

>asking to see a pretty woman's body le bad
sorry I'm too much of man who actually adores the female population unlike you and besides you only live once take a shot even it's 0%
I had a crush on this cute lass once short hair a bit taller than me absolutely my type and I never did anything.. I still regret it so of course I'm more eager to take a shot

Lil bro thinks he's getting his goonfuel tonight