Oh yeah I almost forgot!
Another dream but this wasn't sexually charged but very emotional.
So I was a writer for a universe of characters. It was time before I was born, like way before that. Hell it seemed like I was in the late 1800s. I wore suspenders, a flat cap, one of those fancy white shirts and wore circle framed glasses. But I also weirdly had a sense that it was present time like this was one of those reincarnation tropes.
I was at my desk with drawings of characters that I had to work on and scriptures for the cartoons. Doesn't make sense because this wasn't a concept yet for this time period. I wasn't busy, I was bored, had nothing to do and I lived in cabin in the woods. The first thing that came to mind were female characters though, so then I picked up a vintage pencil and started to sketch, before I knew it I drew two girls. Both of cartoon styles. One with short blonde hair and the other long black. They both had clothes that weren't concepts of this time period either. When I finished which seemed 3 seconds because dreams are like that, I got a knock on my door. It was one of the females I drew and she was in human form, reality form, not cartoonish. She was in midriff and she had rosey cheeks. I was dumbfounded for what I just witnessed and she grabbed my hand to lead me to the other one crying on the ground under the trees of this cabin I resided in.
The woods were darker, the grass were soft on my loafers and it was a late summer atmosphere. Hardly any sun was touching the floor of this forest that hugged the cabin. Once we reached the one with long black hair crying on the grass, the blonde told me to sit next to her as the blonde sat next to me. It was to my understanding I felt a very emotional connection with these girls that I just created from pencil and paper. It was just 2 ideas from thin air now connecting to my very soul. I asked the long haired why she was crying and her response was along the lines of warming to me as she placed her hand on my heart. It was something like "I can't believe it, I think you're here". She looked me deeply with her brown eyes as I felt the hands of the blonde hug me from behind. Nothing of this was arousing but very deep. I felt sadness within this joy for my intuition within this dream reminded me of the reality that awaits me when I wake up. And this dream was not lucid but automated. But feelings never before came about my mind and I was frozen in time.
As I woke I sat on the side my bed contemplating what I just seen. I had this strange complex that I was the father of what I drew, that I was godly for what I constructed. And I validated my imaginations even more. This feelings would soon leave me as I started to walk to go take a piss but while the feeling was still there, I felt like I could draw females and they appear. It was delusional to anyone else but it was so dear to me for that minute. That I'm doing nothing wrong but in order for something to take place like what happened in that dream. I have to be closer to my heart so when the time comes, I will have it happen on a day so sunny and bright, I'm not longer cold but warm but the touch of these females.