>I want my child to be successful.
Yeah, my Mom isn't really truthful. I wasn't successful because I grew up in a house filled with crazy people. You project your "success" onto me because your other daughter for years has ignored you. Now I live in the background doing nothing for the remainder of my fucking life because I don't have anything going for me.
I can't be successful or "be successful" if I hadn't had a chance to succeed in the first place. I was neglected for years because your sister decided it would be good to have a kid FULLY KNOWING that she's unequipped with it. I was left in the hands of people who constantly pampered this little shit, blamed for his actions constantly. I considered taking my own life so I can stop being a burden.
Like no one really cares about me, I am a 21 year old high school dropout that barely has friends, I look like a troon despite being biologically female, I lost the fucking genetic lottery because I neglected myself due to severe bullying. I am tired of this fucking plane of existence I just wanna end myself. My life sucks. I hate my family and I hate everyone in general.