It's been 8 months already and I'm still hurting from you ghosting me. That night when we were in the call was such a special night. That voice of yours was soothing to me. Crying three times because of you. You freak you. If I was your first, you would never have felt what you feel today. None of that stuff would have happened. Eight years of abuse. Your dad is a gentle giant and we would have really shoot the shit. I know you're not into polly stuff but I would have been able to build our family together and my other girlfriends would be very caring for you. Oh V V. Eight months baby and I still weep for you. Why can't I move on. It's been hard for me to get with girls this past year. I mean not just girls but you get what I mean, soul babes. Mommies. You name it. Waking up knowing I still don't have the touch of a soul babe. It bothers me so much. This year has been so lame for me. Those two weeks were very stimulating and fun. It's a secret as to why you can't see the socials you had added pertaining to Rose. We could have been together. Those friends you call friends aren't your friends. They never were. I'm so depressed baby. If I could pull more yous I wouldn't be obsessed over you this much. But you are a dime o' dozen. Don't you like to cuddle and shit? I would have never laid my hands on you in a bad way baby. I never did drugs, I never smoke or drink. I could have seriously helped you and you could have helped me. Gotten you out of that city and into a more harmonious place. The discord Harem isn't doing to well. I'm so depressed. I know I talk about having sex with you but I need to feel something. But I know your hugs would be enough. Why are you doing this to me?
What's all of those cuts on your arm for baby? I have a bottle of red oil right next to me. I wish I could rub it all over your flesh and heal your scars to invisibility. Oh Vicky poor baby. What would it take for me to get out of this mental fracture I'm in? Surely I just can't help myself. Vicky if you ever decide to go, please don't blame me. I know I said some poor quality things but I didn't mean it. If I call you mommy in front of everyone would you forgive me? Please don't write me down as a reason you kill yourself. I would feel terrible. Don't tell me you're getting drunk again.
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