Ah, shit, sorry to hear. Antidepressants? I had been prescribed to Wellbutrin for some time, probably the only antidepressant that actually worked, wanted to mention it since I'm not too sure if you'd be the type to look into this, or if you already have. Hypocritical of me to say though since right now I'm not actively on anything, when tbh I probably should be.
Ofc, this goes towards you - and everyone else, everyone's been kind to me,
and even if I sound like a fag saying this I just hope everyone is alright and well.
I sleep a lot, it's a bad habit but I do have fun in a way sleeping because it's not like I just black out then wake back up hours later, when I sleep, I dream - a lot, very actively. I know each time I go to sleep I'm going to find myself in some kind of very vivid dream - it's weird but for me it's almost like going somewhere else, like when you put on a VR headset and get lost in a game world.
I do also enjoy listening to music and playing video games when awake,
lately I've also been going for more walks at night time, like to talk photos of the sceneries and flowers for some reason,
taking in the fresh air, it's nice.
There's something about walks around one in the morning, the crisp air.
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