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Cowsphere Katelyn Rose - A Doll's Digital Playground

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Current Username : Gore Chan (•˕ •マ.ᐟ Formerly known as Kiwi Kitty, I want to discuss topics of interest and mind vomit without censorship as the internet has become too sterile for me to speak my original thoughts on most of the mundane social media platforms of choice, such as Facebook where I've recently been banned. Feel free to have a conversation with me on this thread, and all discussions topics are welcomed. If you're here because you're somebody who has disdain towards me - welcome, and good luck.
I recently got into like disturbing last audio clips and there was one I listened to where there's no video but it's this dude who was obsessed with bears and wild life and he would get too fucking close for comfort with bears and eventually brought his wife on a trip with him and he camped near where wild bears roam, and because the bears were agitated and hungry he happened to have his camera rolling and there's audio of his final moments while being mauled by a bear and like screaming for his wife to run but she gets fucked too and you can hear the bear in it groaning while eating him and shit.
Fun fact about bears: they tend to eat their prey before killing them. It's mostly due to their opportunistic nature and they always start eating from the abdomen.
 
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I had several false awakening loop dreams in a row, it's been awhile since it's happened and I'm always lucid as they occur. The false awakening loop will usually happen more than ten times before I wake up for real, I remember during the second loop I was sitting in my dream version of my bedroom where everything was darker than it should be and furniture was moved around weird and I remember thinking to myself that I needed to calm down and just accept that it would be awhile before I woke up for real before I started forcing the dreams to end faster by throwing myself out of windows in the dreams or sinking down into the ground which forces the dream to black out. This happened about eight or nine times before I finally woke up for real, I don't understand false awakening loops or why they happen and there's very little research on it.
 
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I had several false awakening loop dreams in a row, it's been awhile since it's happened and I'm always lucid as they occur. The false awakening loop will usually happen more than ten times before I wake up for real, I remember during the second loop I was sitting in my dream version of my bedroom where everything was darker than it should be and furniture was moved around weird and I remember thinking to myself that I needed to calm down and just accept that it would be awhile before I woke up for real before I started forcing the dreams to end faster by throwing myself out of windows in the dreams or sinking down into the ground which forces the dream to black out. This happened about eight or nine times before I finally woke up for real, I don't understand false awakening loops or why they happen and there's very little research on it.
These past few days I haven't dreamed at all. Maybe its stressors or my fucked up sleeping schedule. I dunno.
 
It would sound crazy on paper, and it's going to - but I've always believed in the ability of ESP and paranormally driven things that most people would deny right away but this is because of my background - which again, to normal people will sound like "yeah okay buddy" weird shit but when I was a no older than three or four years old I lived in a house that my entire family agreed was heavily haunted, I still vividly recall the house, how weird it felt, and seeing shit that shouldn't be there especially during the later hours. I have many stories that I could go on and on about for hours, I even got the address tattooed on my arm because it's that interesting to me - because let's say paranormal activity doesn't exist - there was something weird there to feel that strongly about a home feeling uncomfortable and everyone stating for a fact that they saw things or felt unpleasant instinctive feelings to get out of a specific room at times, and this was only the case for this one specific house during my childhood.

I've also had weird dream premonitions, one instance being where I remember saying goodbye to a family friend I never even met or saw before,
to find out that morning he passed away due to liver failure because of alcohol / old age but when I explained the dream and what he looked like to family they were freaked out, I was probably around sixteen when that one happened, and I also have screen shots of me explaining a dream about a house fire I had, three months before my actual house fire happened, which I'm sure most old fags who have been on this thread for awhile know about.
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This video just has me thinking about all these things,
including the fact that I always heavily dream / lucid dream,
and the almost paranormal experiences I've had during sleep paralysis episodes..

it's all so weird tbh when it's all laid out in text like this.
 
It would sound crazy on paper, and it's going to - but I've always believed in the ability of ESP and paranormally driven things that most people would deny right away but this is because of my background - which again, to normal people will sound like "yeah okay buddy" weird shit but when I was a no older than three or four years old I lived in a house that my entire family agreed was heavily haunted, I still vividly recall the house, how weird it felt, and seeing shit that shouldn't be there especially during the later hours. I have many stories that I could go on and on about for hours, I even got the address tattooed on my arm because it's that interesting to me - because let's say paranormal activity doesn't exist - there was something weird there to feel that strongly about a home feeling uncomfortable and everyone stating for a fact that they saw things or felt unpleasant instinctive feelings to get out of a specific room at times, and this was only the case for this one specific house during my childhood.

I've also had weird dream premonitions, one instance being where I remember saying goodbye to a family friend I never even met or saw before,
to find out that morning he passed away due to liver failure because of alcohol / old age but when I explained the dream and what he looked like to family they were freaked out, I was probably around sixteen when that one happened, and I also have screen shots of me explaining a dream about a house fire I had, three months before my actual house fire happened, which I'm sure most old fags who have been on this thread for awhile know about. View attachment 94626

This video just has me thinking about all these things,
including the fact that I always heavily dream / lucid dream,
and the almost paranormal experiences I've had during sleep paralysis episodes..

it's all so weird tbh when it's all laid out in text like this.
You might like the game Sylvio its about ghosts and EVP. Pretty cool stuff.
Weird, I don't think I've gone a single night in years without dreaming.
Maybe one or two times at most, but try to fix your sleep schedule.
I've been trying to myself.

I have a lot of weird vivid "movie dreams" but I also tend to not dream at all. It's like a black void while I sleep. Maybe I'm dreaming without dreaming.
 
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