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Cowsphere Katelyn Rose - A Doll's Digital Playground

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Current Username : Gore Chan (•˕ •マ.ᐟ Formerly known as Kiwi Kitty, I want to discuss topics of interest and mind vomit without censorship as the internet has become too sterile for me to speak my original thoughts on most of the mundane social media platforms of choice, such as Facebook where I've recently been banned. Feel free to have a conversation with me on this thread, and all discussions topics are welcomed. If you're here because you're somebody who has disdain towards me - welcome, and good luck.
You are still a lonely fag with penis problems.

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Some nights I become a creature pulling my own weight around. The demons speak to me. Millions of empty voices. Souls from Saturn. Music then plays. Oh how it's so classical. I hum to it with weak harmony. Soon I am not here but somewhere beyond. Insanity comes to take what I have just so it goes to the ocean of distortion.

Roman structures erect beyond the trees in the night. Torches with musk soon pursue. UFOS come overhead. In the dark there comes light from a place not here. The voices get louder in my head. The demons speak with more intensity. They call me, the yell at me, they insult me. Question me constantly. Singing with no gentleness because they mock.

Nothing in my world is of fine sound. A night such as this I come to great anger while tired. When you hold something you get urges to crush it in your hands. When I was adrift among my sail with winds like wind waker, I fell asleep on my own boat. Now this world and it's broken mechanism has made me rage onward. And when this happens I dream of her more and more.

Can I just fall into your arms? When the summer is over and the northen breeze comes to begin, will you let me rest upon you as we smell the cold together? I just wonder how soft and warm you are. I can't move against the wind anymore. Let me just fall into and fade away. Make me blush like I'm innocent again.

Your creepiness riles me up so much. I get chills like a spider on my flesh. Oh how you'd be my spider. My uncanny creature. I bet you wish you were a hot monster babe too so you can haunt me harder. Do you think about me a lot? I bet you do. I know you want have sex with me so bad everyday. But seriously, I need you so bad. I'm falling apart. I need your honey, your sugar, your everything. I'm so tired of being fucked over and I hate losing constantly at life.

I hope that bitch Vicky kills herself soon. It would make me feel so much better if she did. But when you find me and she's still not dead. You will confront here until she drinks herself to death so why should I even worry.

I love you.... my #1 mommy.
 
Some nights I become a creature pulling my own weight around. The demons speak to me. Millions of empty voices. Souls from Saturn. Music then plays. Oh how it's so classical. I hum to it with weak harmony. Soon I am not here but somewhere beyond. Insanity comes to take what I have just so it goes to the ocean of distortion.

Roman structures erect beyond the trees in the night. Torches with musk soon pursue. UFOS come overhead. In the dark there comes light from a place not here. The voices get louder in my head. The demons speak with more intensity. They call me, the yell at me, they insult me. Question me constantly. Singing with no gentleness because they mock.

Nothing in my world is of fine sound. A night such as this I come to great anger while tired. When you hold something you get urges to crush it in your hands. When I was adrift among my sail with winds like wind waker, I fell asleep on my own boat. Now this world and it's broken mechanism has made me rage onward. And when this happens I dream of her more and more.

Can I just fall into your arms? When the summer is over and the northen breeze comes to begin, will you let me rest upon you as we smell the cold together? I just wonder how soft and warm you are. I can't move against the wind anymore. Let me just fall into and fade away. Make me blush like I'm innocent again.

Your creepiness riles me up so much. I get chills like a spider on my flesh. Oh how you'd be my spider. My uncanny creature. I bet you wish you were a hot monster babe too so you can haunt me harder. Do you think about me a lot? I bet you do. I know you want have sex with me so bad everyday. But seriously, I need you so bad. I'm falling apart. I need your honey, your sugar, your everything. I'm so tired of being fucked over and I hate losing constantly at life.

I hope that bitch Vicky kills herself soon. It would make me feel so much better if she did. But when you find me and she's still not dead. You will confront here until she drinks herself to death so why should I even worry.

I love you.... my #1 mommy.

you are bat shit crazy
 
I have to keep it a secret.
But damn. The unhinged Vagina is now farther from me. Oh how I weep more and more. At this point. Some hot Hybrid alien human babe take me to another universe where there is an earth way better than this one where it's nothing but women like v v but not whores, don't smoke, and doesn't listen to terrible music and the pussy is fresh untouched. Throw in some goths and emo babes. All of the flavors yanderes and creeps.

They also have to be those white weird girls too.

It is not the penis that speaks this.



It's my broken heart. ༶ඬ༝ඬ༶
 
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I decided to go through with the name change just for fun, I haven't really had much to post about since besides being banned on most social media platforms I try to join for dumb reasons I've been existing silently, going through a lot of mental decay and lacking motivation to feel the desire to do much of anything in recent days but I'm taking things a step at a time and hope that everyone else has been well themselves. I don't understand why the internet is so sterile now - it seems I get suspended or banned for things that would be considered PG but yet there's often times people out there who post violent sex / gore and their accounts stay in good standing, I don't get it besides it probably being the fault of most social media platforms using bots to deal with reports even when they're false/malicious.
 

I ran across this anime, which was also touched by the writer for serial experiment's lain which made sense to me with the way that it ended and it's visuals but I wanted to share it here since it's a piece of media that's just really neat to me and there's three episodes. There's also a strange website that's mostly useless at this point and some merchandise for this anime that's probably lost media now.

http://www.konaka.com/alice6/malicedoll/

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I ran across this anime, which was also touched by the writer for serial experiment's lain which made sense to me with the way that it ended and it's visuals but I wanted to share it here since it's a piece of media that's just really neat to me and there's three episodes. There's also a strange website that's mostly useless at this point and some merchandise for this anime that's probably lost media now.

http://www.konaka.com/alice6/malicedoll/

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What's the anime about? I like the 90s 3d style.
 
What's the anime about? I like the 90s 3d style.
Besides my vague description I would go into it blind, it's more of an experience. I love when I find pieces of media like this because they're rare finds and within my taste since for some reason my pretentious nature draws me to pieces of art like this, I'm honestly surprised it went under my radar for this long with it having the same writer for serial experiments lain. The entire time I watched it, I kept being reminded of PS2 graphics and OST.
 

I've been playing this game the past few days, actually a lot of fun once you start figuring out what it's asking of you and where you need to look, there's so much to find and I like the gimmicks it has where you can have a digital pet, change your cursor, download music and so forth. I'm going to start posting about random pieces of media I'm consuming / find to this thread.
 
I am going insane because my day to day starts to bleed into one another and each day feels like the same song and dance and I need things to change but even when I make those steps and do things outside of the screen that I keep to myself things eventually come undone after so long, maybe that's just how life is - but it's tiring. I'm stubborn and will keep living another day just to see what happens next, but I'm honestly exhausted. I'm just venting, mind vomit and all but I couldn't imagine life being eternal, the thought is scarier than death.
 
I am going insane because my day to day starts to bleed into one another and each day feels like the same song and dance and I need things to change but even when I make those steps and do things outside of the screen that I keep to myself things eventually come undone after so long, maybe that's just how life is - but it's tiring. I'm stubborn and will keep living another day just to see what happens next, but I'm honestly exhausted. I'm just venting, mind vomit and all but I couldn't imagine life being eternal, the thought is scarier than death.
Do people seem predictable?
 
I am going insane because my day to day starts to bleed into one another and each day feels like the same song and dance and I need things to change but even when I make those steps and do things outside of the screen that I keep to myself things eventually come undone after so long, maybe that's just how life is - but it's tiring. I'm stubborn and will keep living another day just to see what happens next, but I'm honestly exhausted. I'm just venting, mind vomit and all but I couldn't imagine life being eternal, the thought is scarier than death.
Routine sucks but there's always a way to make a difference in it.
 
I wish V would role play with me. We'll role playing isn't good enough. Maybe I should role play as her and just shit up this galaxy with me role playing with myself.

Forum User: Then Role play with Chat GPT

Me: ...

No screw that. I want someone as deranged or even more to threaten me with a good time. Man handle me like a tom boy from texas or a state where it's nothing but drunkenness. Females who are aggressive and dominating turn me on. You see that silly emo whore mass reported a channel with no impressions but I was using it for ad block. So now because some white trash emo chick from california has caused an inconvenience for me because I made fun of her ship sailed dream of banging drums like a monkey. But when I go on the offensive, she privates her steam and hides her main instagram account from me. I have forgotten she existed until she bitched out and got my channel taken down. Now I think about her and what I would want her to do to my cute ass. She better watch I don't mentally snap and have people make porno drawings of her and how my cock would pump hot semen into her like she's a silly balloon.

But yes. Still I wish V had the motive to fuck with me in surreal ways that it would turn me on. I would masturbate to her mostly giving me a nasty blow job. I just want to wake up in the morning and she's sucking on my cock like it's candy. I bet she sucked off the Nazi dude pretty good. If I knew his socials I would ask him how good her pink pussy was. I can't remember the last time I pissed off a weird crazy girl or perhaps it never happened and it's a wet dream for me. I get so bored and tempted. I get so hot and messy on the inside. My testicles tighten at having to deal with a deranged women who secretly is obsessed with me. Porn can't even compete with that reality. Deep down I'd like it. The fear.

I get told constantly to not wish for this. No one understands me. I want this. I need this. I thirst for it. I want to wake up with some unknown person sending me a friend request on discord telling me "rose sent me tehe". But the thing is, she would know of this very post and not fall for my already standard expectations. She would surprise me and and exceed them with fineness. But I would still reject her and she would lose her fucking mind and do anything to win me over.

You see, when vicky sent me that message gas lighting me about a group chat I kicked her out of, I started to jerk off to her because I had the idea she was pissed at me and would find a way to fuck with me. I even threw bread crumbs at her hinting at a website where there are people that would mention her. She didn't get the idea because she's a stupid drunk and wouldn't take the time to get curious. Then the high went away and I became depressed. Hm... Maybe just maybe that time is right around the corner and I'm so pent up. My cock swells up and I start to sweat. Like I'm about to make my maker and my maker has a Vagina. I literally sit in a dark room in a chair thinking hard about this reality, this girl. Maybe she's about to discover me and light up like a christmas tree. Then I'm really in for it. I want to be chased off of this website just because of her. I want to fear even logging into my account because I will see walls of text of her obsessing over me. Oh boy oh boy I'm so horny right now.
 
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