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Cowsphere A Doll's Digital Playground
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Yk, I feel a sense of something here. Most of what I had was lost to time because of an asshole that came into my life. But I laid a top of my bed earlier looking into the ceiling of movies. Memories of what was once was. Change came about through the years and I had to be a servant to the machine. Friends that were friends. A community that I once had that presented itself with a mixture of all walks of life. The wonderful times we had. To describe how I feel, it's like stumbling upon a server that is abandoned but is still up because for some reason the owner forgot to cancel the credit card or payment plan and there's pictures of those friend's together plastered all over the walls.
I remember every day the friend group I had begged for me to get on. Play something, stream something, joke about something. The ones that remain I don't talk to much because phases of life happened. But they remember everything like it was last week. Some lovely girls too I was lucky to run into. Oh man, they would crush on me sometimes then when I was taken they couldn't. There was less of the complication. Everything then was simpler and made sense. The day the asshole came into my life and I whored for the success more than what I already had is one of the biggest regrets in my life. It wasn't me anymore, it was me falling for obvious paradoxes and schemes. I turned away what I built and threw myself into a place that didn't welcome me.
For example. A good friend of that time still has his channel up. Not posting but still up from 8 years ago. He was a good friend to me and would always try to be supportive of me and my current relationship at the time. One time there was a real creep that was creeping on his girlfriend and he came to me panicking. My GF at the time and I helped him out with that situation since he was only a gentle giant and didn't want negativity. Another I remember was a chick that would flirt with me before the relationship happened. She would always defend me when someone tried to fuck with me in discord and would be quick to join my game session just to be there. Then the one friend which I think I pissed off again but they were always, I mean always there for me even if there was a secret they were keeping from me. Every body was themselves and there wasn't anything influencing them like it is today. Looking back on it I feel like I'm a millennial even though I'm not one. But the internet was healthier, more clean and there was never faggity rules like no slurs.
Corporations and the political correctness really fucked everything up. Discord and it's community became polluted with grifters, liberals, and "safe space" queers. I remember back then when you joined a discord server and you could make death threats, make fun of people, and get some video call vagina. I mean this one chick was shoving her microphone into her pussy for me and some other dude even though I just popped into see what the buzz was all about. Discord was like, if the 90s happened but only on discord. It was wild, funny and you met actual people. Not this faggity shit where you have to be considered of feelings and shit.
Some people have came to me about my pipe dreams of better platforms and laughed. Some others didn't because they understand where I'm coming from. There will always be those dynamics of social networking we don't like but deal with. But regardless, I do believe in something in the new costume of today's time. AI (really machine learning), has endless potentials to be the better thing of what was already a thing 8 years ago. It's purpose can be the tool to answer what seems impossible questions with answers. Corporations want to use it for terrible shit but that always happens. When something is made, it gets perverted for profit and control. But when you don't have a degree in computer science, understand the fundamentals of networking and talk to quite a bit of people on the daily on the internet. What was impossible those 8 years back is now possible with AI. Not to make algorithms for social networking. But to have it process something that will rebuild the old bridges but with new design and new bolts for each part. Pioneer not reinvent. This is one reason why I am here. There has been failure after failure on Ken's part. There has been failure after failure on my part. Even for things out of my control I still put the blame on myself and swallow my pride. If I haven't experienced any failure here then I don't have any wisdom.
Finally. Rose has been understanding of a few destinies of mine. She understands not only through my words but because she is from a time almost a decade before me. I was learning to play minecraft on a shitty computer while she had her feet in the water for some time. She thought at first OnionFarms was a shitty website but she would tell me off of this website that it reminds here of when she first started using her computer. Then with the shift in the spectrum of politics on Facebook, she really began to understand the importance of a place such as this. Everyone has there diverse opinions on Ken but Ken has been way more cooperative with me than most of the leaders of things I were apart of. I understand many view place as the off brand version of Kiwi Farms. But to me it's something totally different. It's prosperous grounds for infinite things. Ken, the Back End dude, and Rose understands this. It may not be through Nigeria news or moving shit from this website to the Net version of it, but eventually we will find the code for the vault and have success.
I remember every day the friend group I had begged for me to get on. Play something, stream something, joke about something. The ones that remain I don't talk to much because phases of life happened. But they remember everything like it was last week. Some lovely girls too I was lucky to run into. Oh man, they would crush on me sometimes then when I was taken they couldn't. There was less of the complication. Everything then was simpler and made sense. The day the asshole came into my life and I whored for the success more than what I already had is one of the biggest regrets in my life. It wasn't me anymore, it was me falling for obvious paradoxes and schemes. I turned away what I built and threw myself into a place that didn't welcome me.
For example. A good friend of that time still has his channel up. Not posting but still up from 8 years ago. He was a good friend to me and would always try to be supportive of me and my current relationship at the time. One time there was a real creep that was creeping on his girlfriend and he came to me panicking. My GF at the time and I helped him out with that situation since he was only a gentle giant and didn't want negativity. Another I remember was a chick that would flirt with me before the relationship happened. She would always defend me when someone tried to fuck with me in discord and would be quick to join my game session just to be there. Then the one friend which I think I pissed off again but they were always, I mean always there for me even if there was a secret they were keeping from me. Every body was themselves and there wasn't anything influencing them like it is today. Looking back on it I feel like I'm a millennial even though I'm not one. But the internet was healthier, more clean and there was never faggity rules like no slurs.
Corporations and the political correctness really fucked everything up. Discord and it's community became polluted with grifters, liberals, and "safe space" queers. I remember back then when you joined a discord server and you could make death threats, make fun of people, and get some video call vagina. I mean this one chick was shoving her microphone into her pussy for me and some other dude even though I just popped into see what the buzz was all about. Discord was like, if the 90s happened but only on discord. It was wild, funny and you met actual people. Not this faggity shit where you have to be considered of feelings and shit.
Some people have came to me about my pipe dreams of better platforms and laughed. Some others didn't because they understand where I'm coming from. There will always be those dynamics of social networking we don't like but deal with. But regardless, I do believe in something in the new costume of today's time. AI (really machine learning), has endless potentials to be the better thing of what was already a thing 8 years ago. It's purpose can be the tool to answer what seems impossible questions with answers. Corporations want to use it for terrible shit but that always happens. When something is made, it gets perverted for profit and control. But when you don't have a degree in computer science, understand the fundamentals of networking and talk to quite a bit of people on the daily on the internet. What was impossible those 8 years back is now possible with AI. Not to make algorithms for social networking. But to have it process something that will rebuild the old bridges but with new design and new bolts for each part. Pioneer not reinvent. This is one reason why I am here. There has been failure after failure on Ken's part. There has been failure after failure on my part. Even for things out of my control I still put the blame on myself and swallow my pride. If I haven't experienced any failure here then I don't have any wisdom.
Finally. Rose has been understanding of a few destinies of mine. She understands not only through my words but because she is from a time almost a decade before me. I was learning to play minecraft on a shitty computer while she had her feet in the water for some time. She thought at first OnionFarms was a shitty website but she would tell me off of this website that it reminds here of when she first started using her computer. Then with the shift in the spectrum of politics on Facebook, she really began to understand the importance of a place such as this. Everyone has there diverse opinions on Ken but Ken has been way more cooperative with me than most of the leaders of things I were apart of. I understand many view place as the off brand version of Kiwi Farms. But to me it's something totally different. It's prosperous grounds for infinite things. Ken, the Back End dude, and Rose understands this. It may not be through Nigeria news or moving shit from this website to the Net version of it, but eventually we will find the code for the vault and have success.
Wholesome or something. Keep on 'jakking
What a shame Doll has been murdered by Pedtendo Fans
Come to onionfarms.net
I'm a necromancer don't worry
marge why do you even have that website I don't feel like making a whole separate account for a chatbox
When did the chatbox feature get moved to an entirely different site?
Gemmy. Go ahead fren
The chatbox on xenforo went out of commission because I cannot renew it. Siropu requires an xenforo license in good standing. I am in the process of having Ajax Chat and Rocket chat.installed but right now my developers are juggling a lot of things on their plate.
Fren? Even after I dvmbnvked you awhile back? Oh my soy this is le heckin' wholesome
Pirate it DUHHH
I will give you something better.
It was just a frenly disagreement.Fren? Even after I dvmbnvked you awhile back? Oh my soy this is le heckin' wholesome
Besides it was funny and I forgive anyone who makes me laugh.
Dude I can't fucking stand people. Always fucking with Rose, always fucking with the friendship. Talking shit about her from someone I thought was a cool friend. Bitch is lying about her dad molesting her or some shit. I shouldn't of deleted the text messages but one day she comes to me talking about how her mom lied about her dad molesting her and her sister. Now she's saying her sister lied about it so which is it? Were you molested? Then she's going to lecture me about Rose like Rose is mentally deranged or some shit because I dropped the asshole that was smited by another faggot that monologues in front of a microphone. Unbelievable these fucking people. It's insane that he couldn't even hash shit out while being paid for it. Keem was asking to get the nigga in the discord server or have him contact me and he couldn't have the balls to go to keem. His pride is too inflated. Now he's a follower of jesus christ. Then his little puppet is going to text me bullshit about Rose being mentally problematic. Fucking insane to me. My dream was fucking crushed because you failed a war against a faggot with long hair that is 4 feet tall and my shit being deleted was one of the events of it. Then you expected me to go to jail if rose were to kill herself so you can sit in a dark room over seas untouched by the authorities. Fuck you both. You know why our friend fucking killed himself? Because you motherfuckers would punch down on him most of the time. So when the girl rejected him, he couldn't come to us for help because everyone was going to make fun of him. Then you emotionally abused me, and everyone. Then pinned each other against ourselves for your enjoyment. Dude, most of the friend group stopped being your friend. Some people told me privately they thought there was something wrong with you. Then your going to send your little puppet to convince me other wise because she's sucking you off.
What this nigger doesn't understand is if I had Vicky under my thumb to the point if I told her to suck my dick, she would do it; she was going to keep tabs on this faggot. She was already talking about shooting everyone on this website even though I told her it's just people on this thread pissing me off. But Vicky was nothing but a strung out whore probably getting abused by another white trash piece of shit as I'm typing this out on a Friday night but she was the one that reported his channel and I didn't tell her to do that, she just did it. But yeah I'm pretty sure she was having thoughts of killing this faggot for hurting me and Rose. But dude, I know for a fact we're getting another Vicky but way fucking better than what the fuck this bitch was. No mileage, no drugs, no ghosting, always wanting to talk to me because she's obsessed. But dude, when she finds out about you and what you did, she'll be reporting your shit, writing down data, even probably suggesting that I go to your country just so she can be the one to knock on your door.
I dream about this girl almost all of the time. It drives me insane sometimes. I start hallucinating when I'm in the shower about her, in the dark, sometimes I hear her whisper to me like she's behind me. I wake up hearing her voice. Her presence terrifies me because she IS real. But she just hasn't found me yet. She is looking very hard every day. I don't know how she will find me, but she will. And when she does, she will study everything I do; read everything. And have as much if not more rage as I have. So asshole, when will you get 50,000 views again? Your shit is dying, give it up.
I dream about this girl almost all of the time. It drives me insane sometimes. I start hallucinating when I'm in the shower about her, in the dark, sometimes I hear her whisper to me like she's behind me. I wake up hearing her voice. Her presence terrifies me because she IS real. But she just hasn't found me yet. She is looking very hard every day. I don't know how she will find me, but she will. And when she does, she will study everything I do; read everything. And have as much if not more rage as I have. So asshole, when will you get 50,000 views again? Your shit is dying, give it up.
What the fuck are you talking about
You pull of this bit too good to a point it's almost believable.
My eyes have been bad for a long while now - but it's been several days and my glasses are ready for pick up as of tomorrow ( prescription glasses ) so I'll finally have better vision, it's been nearly fourteen or so years since I had an eye exam done / have had glasses since I was supposed to wear glasses even as a kid, but just never did.
I also contacted Kaine again ( he accepted the request within moments ) - the person whose stalked me since the early days of the internet when we were both kids in the same Facebook communities, and I have a feeling that I probably won't hear from him again - at least not for a few years, which is fine by me with how tedious it is to try and have a conversation with somebody as delusional as he is, and that's coming from somebody like me - but with him, he knows how to get under my skin due to how long we knew one another and him having leaked nudes of me - but I just wanted to leave an update about that lore as well since I posted about Kaine a few times.
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