It's crazy how I have people still thinking about me to the point they conspired. I have forgotten about these assholes and here we are again. I'm not even worried. You know. Sammie had my back all of that time. And instead of listening to him I signed my name on the dotted line. I had everything I worked hard for. That I had way more time to do. Sweating. Now the dudes is damaged beyond repair. Can't even keep a conversation. I did that shit. I abandoned a friend that had my best interest at heart to the point they are in limbo in life. I take accountability for my actions. What I did to sammie was not okay and I fucked up. You act like you're the saint now. Wow! Holy shit! Let's blame it on the enemy you made! Again I haven't even thought about you in months? Maybe just once or twice but that's it. You fucked me over. You made false promises. You groomed me into your image. You fucked with my head. You use everyone as a pawn and in the end you cried the moral compass. So full of shit you are. You think having a waste of space on a show is bothering me? Nigga you just made my day. You think I'm also that mad at the other one? She's a narcissist, that's why I cut her off and really if she wins I wouldn't give a shit. Maybe she will do something with the money, go do something most of the retards can't do. But as far as everyone else, they can go fuck themselves. They are all fake, they play each other; they cry bully. That's one reason I hated being in that fucking group and then the constant dog pile on someone who is mentally disabled? You're not the saint and neither am I. You are as fucked up as the rest and you are as fucked as me. But one thing I'm not is a womanizer. You hate all women. Me, I know there's some out there that are absolute charms. Every time I pulled a girl, you got mad. Come on. I pulled that one from new york, real nerd and what did you do? Oh let's scare her away and dogpile her! And she never came back. You hate that I'm just a natural alpha male dude. I don't even have to try. Just like that dumb swedish chick, adored me until you had me scare her away with your bullshit. You don't have what I got bro. You hate it. And you're so upset a women who you wanted to die is now besties with me. It fucks you up that a women out played you and took your friend away or that's how you perceive it at least. No motherfucker, I wasn't dumb enough to go to jail and maybe even prison for driving her to suicide so you can sit in your country ran by sand niggers and have me take the bullet for your actions. She has shown me way more fucking respect than what you showed me throughout almost 7 years of friendship. You hated me from the start. I had a girlfriend, you ruined it. Then you perverted the situation into a show. You are fucking sick in the head and thanks to you, I'm a sociopath who is now actually trying to manage themselves for a better path. We could have had it all dude. We could have been fucking millionaires with no worries in the world, we could have gotten so many girls, we could have moved to that place you wanted to. We could have had it all. You fucked that up. Not me. Didn't matter what the climate of the internet was, you know what you did.
So with that being said. Fuck your morals. You made this all happen. I typed the words but before I did you made me hate the world. Every time I see a normal person walking down the street, my subconscious just jumps to being threatened. When I use this forum and gossip, I don't give a fuck. When I go to shock site and watch bodies get flung; I laugh my ass off. When I fucked Vicky over; I was on the floor laughing my ass off. You piece of shit. It's insane how you just had everyone doing what you wanted right? How about that time when you got me to get your friend to try to off themselves over what? Because of a disagreement? You talked so much shit behind my back it was crazy. People were telling me you were saying how I watch certain kinds of porn, how you wished I would just die, how I deserved to have every ripped from me. I didn't believe it but after what happened; I know all of that shit you said about me was true. You caused the death of our friend. The constant fucking bullying, the fucking dog pile. We were kicking a man that was already down. We caused the suicide dude. I was apart of it. And for fucking what??? Because it was funny??? I have to live with that now because of you. I wish I never fucking met you bro. We all have blood on our hands and you fucking know it. We fucking sat there pretended to his sister that it was just because of the break up. No bro, we were the murderers acting like everything was fine. So whatever you have planned for these next 6 weeks. I don't give a shit really. I'm just aroused that the dumb bitch that ghosted me is now making moves against me. It does turn me on. I think she's sexy being the evil slut she is. She wants revenge so bad... oh so fucking bad. It turns me on. If only she was a yandere though let's be real. Why did she have to be the bad guy in all of this? I loved that girl. Oh man I loved that girl. I lowered my standards. I thought her voice was fucking amazing. But nope... What do you really get from a waste right?