Shitposting aside, that actually reminds me of the first time I had sex.
The first time I had sex with a girl I randomly started punching her because I honest to god thought that was what girls were into because I was told that by essentially everyone on the Internet.
I wasn't turned on by it or did it out of insecurity like Thomas, I just thought that was what girls liked and did it out of obligation lmao.
porn distorts
Not saying that's what happened with you but people, when they do it for the first time they can get surprised because the actual act felt different than watching pixels on a screen.
But in support of your theory, sub girls are more likely into that than normie pilled ones.

