Man. Did I come to this world at the wrong time? I'm really questioning existence as a whole. Am I that bad of a person to be depraved of sexual rituals of the most delicacy? I beat my dick twice last night because I was so worked up over everything. You know if I had the resources I would have perfected the machine to ensure I would have an endless population of those crazy women, insecure, BPD, and fucking deranged kind. They would want me and fight over me. I had someone tell me yesterday they love harem animes even though they have a girlfriend and I totally see where he was coming from. This world blows dick and honestly I'd want to mate with aliens of female nature. White women have been nothing but a curse of the sorts. There is always a problem every direction I go. At least with having an endless population always up your ass of them who are problematic. It makes you feel special.
Most white women are fucking subhuman and low IQ. I try not to be too bitter but holy fuck. You give them an IQ test and the score is -100. The dream never burns out and for me days like these it feels so far away with everything that is going on. What I want more than Corvettes, Trips Around The World, Paradise, & Winning The Lottery is being the master of being a Harem Lord. Of any kind of girls I want not just any. I'm infatuated with this dream. I do look like a rapist but I have been eyed down by the very women I want. In fact when I was in High School a girl out of nowhere tickled me above my cock and balls and I started to blush in the hallway. Literally could have been bullied easily for what just transpired. But for the women that was looking at me like a piece of meat. I remember when I went to Spencers like three years ago, this one girl at first was rude when I asked a question but then when I went to checkout we made eye contact and something funny happened where she started to tremble in her voice and I was getting a semi and stress sweat. I don't what happened. Was it the bass in my voice? Was it my soul? Either way she felt something from me and felt something from her and she was a fine white women. My age, natural long curly dirty blonde, blue eyes and one hell of a body. I had to masturbate after that happened when I got home or she would be on my mind all night. Then a few months back I went to get pizza and this one girl with a kiss shirt was eyeing me down like she wanted to suck me off.
I know that day when the sky is the bluest of blue will be in my life where the angels come down to start a new beginning for me. A beginning where endless women chase me and I reside in a better place than what paradise can offer.
Most white women are fucking subhuman and low IQ. I try not to be too bitter but holy fuck. You give them an IQ test and the score is -100. The dream never burns out and for me days like these it feels so far away with everything that is going on. What I want more than Corvettes, Trips Around The World, Paradise, & Winning The Lottery is being the master of being a Harem Lord. Of any kind of girls I want not just any. I'm infatuated with this dream. I do look like a rapist but I have been eyed down by the very women I want. In fact when I was in High School a girl out of nowhere tickled me above my cock and balls and I started to blush in the hallway. Literally could have been bullied easily for what just transpired. But for the women that was looking at me like a piece of meat. I remember when I went to Spencers like three years ago, this one girl at first was rude when I asked a question but then when I went to checkout we made eye contact and something funny happened where she started to tremble in her voice and I was getting a semi and stress sweat. I don't what happened. Was it the bass in my voice? Was it my soul? Either way she felt something from me and felt something from her and she was a fine white women. My age, natural long curly dirty blonde, blue eyes and one hell of a body. I had to masturbate after that happened when I got home or she would be on my mind all night. Then a few months back I went to get pizza and this one girl with a kiss shirt was eyeing me down like she wanted to suck me off.
I know that day when the sky is the bluest of blue will be in my life where the angels come down to start a new beginning for me. A beginning where endless women chase me and I reside in a better place than what paradise can offer.
