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Honestly fair, I can't really say anything without being hypocritical though.

I thought about getting another one since leeches are just neat pets and you only need to feed them around once a year, and they're a lot of fun to watch in little aquariums. I posted photos of my leech since I thought it was neat.

It's time for me to do my before bed skin care routine

lmao I would change my name on here to something gay like gore chan since that's another tag I sometimes use but then people would probably get annoyed wondering who I am if I keep changing my shit up all the time which I've always had a bad habit with

The current cover artwork for my visual novel I'm working on which was drawn by a friend of mine, the game is playable but I won't be getting too into the contents of what's within the game or it's plot - besides it being influenced by internet culture and self experiences alongside many...

It's pretty crazy how much the people went through during the 9/11 attack who were directly involved like I couldn't imagine having been closer to the ground level and having a cloud of shards of glass and rubble engulf the area in seconds, like having to swallow that mixture in the air. I...

I got distracted watching this since I realized it came out on Netflix

something something I'm a bad person something something

it's fine hes bored

ok

Anyways, I'm getting ready to re-watch the hit series Chalk Zone!! Remember watching it when I was younger, it was always a favorite of mine for some reason and I've found where I can watch the entire series and re-live it. I miss when cartoons were actually good, I always loved watching shows...

So not because you actually have a heart and care about other people, the final answer being "just because" got it.

what are you even mad about

moral fagging

cheesy tbh What things are you worrying about? Worrying about what people post to the internet sounds like a skill issue if you actually think that posting dumb shit to the internet is something to worry about, if you're going to moral fag then care about things that actually matter - you're...

Same for me, I've eaten tons of BS and gone through periods where I'd binge eat so much bullshit but wouldn't gain any weight but would actually lose a pound or two because my body is retarded, but as long as I'm breathing I don't really worry about it because it's just a non issue, would rather...

why are you acting like something big happened it's just been the usual schizoid retard posting on this thread and posting old posts of mine that are public, I don't really see what big deal you're making here besides coming off as a possible liberal I've pissed off or something. :story:

Not at all unless very basic teenage insecurities count but I wasn't insecure about my weight since I've always been naturally skinny and have never had a past with eating disorders. I've gone through levels of depression where there's been many occurrences I wouldn't eat as much as I should...

very interesting

I eat a bunch of bullshit ngl, but even when I eat "good" and was on a healthy diet meant to gain weight the pounds didn't stick regardless of how well I ate since my metabolism is probably retarded. I don't really worry about it because my entire life I've always been small even when I was a...

I do just about the same shit as every basic bitch out there tbh, would assume lolcow being the term is as much as a reach as saying "how much I hate it and say I'm not", when I don't really care one way or the other since I was just around to shoot the shit since I didn't have personal problems...

sure

I don't know if I've done anything to piss people off or even who the people are commenting here for the most part but I'm never trying to really bother anybody when I post here, or to other social platforms and didn't really even expect people to care enough about schizoid stuff I decide to...

true

fair statements tbh

Loved the abridged for hellsing lmao, always a fun re watch too. I need to watch hellsing again since it's been awhile, considered checking out castlevania too at some point but I've just had a lot on the backlog that I need to get to at some point. I guess fair enough tbh I just don't get why...

I'm sorry, I don't mean to bother anyone if I do, I just don't always share a lot of different things and really only post when the thoughts build up since it's a way for me to organize and understand my own thoughts better by kind of just blogging them out - I guess I could try to just do that...

I'm a private person in the sense that I only share what I want to share, I still like to discuss things with other people but it depends on what - and I just don't like to share certain things, such as spoilers of projects I'm working on and the like until I feel ready to share those things...

I don't understand the state of dreaming, being able to lucid dream, aware that you're inside a space where you shouldn't be able to exist within a state of awareness but somehow you do - the excitement can wake you up, but staying calm you can stay within this space for a long period of time if...

Drool and schizoid woman.

ouch

I don't understand why people do the dumbest shit like this and then get surprised by the instant consequences of their actions.

I've started binge - watching different anime again starting with "Mysterious Girlfriend X" which I'm enjoying, clearly. I don't know why I haven't been able to enjoy things in recent months but I'm starting to get back into my interests again, I spent the entire night binge watching several...

I do like hugs.

It is what anyone makes it tbh I'm just here whenever I post about random shit/interests, not too sure about much else that goes down. :story:

hello

I never need to be defended since I'm a big girl and can use my words.

I don't know who you are though I can say with ease that I wouldn't consider myself to be "such a failure", in my eyes a person who is a failure is an individual without direction, ambitions or knowledge, all of which are present for me even if the road ahead is often times rocky but to be able...

Huh, what a strange remark to make out of nowhere?

Softy.

Maybe it's just me staying awake until ungodly hours of the morning like I am currently ( it is 6:54 AM as I'm typing this right now ) but I've been in my thoughts again, I don't know why I bother to vent all of this out on a website like this since it's pretty gay but I just hope I haven't...

You totally posted this to make me happy admit it rn.

Same

Not really sure if people suddenly have a problem towards me or if I did anything, but always open to talk if I've stepped on anybody's toes without meaning to.

Today I've felt more tired and drained than usual, maybe I'm just burnt out when it comes to everything in general but I'm sure this feeling will pass since it always does before I get another episode of mania where I strive towards backlogged ambitions. I don't know what it is lately but I'm...

That's what I thought too because his entire Facebook page even to this day is still a whole bunch of shit that looks like an ARG, but pretty sure he was actually just sperging and was probably going through his page DMs at the time.

It's just weird that he sent me messages seemingly days before an article would release about him being charged for assault with a deadly weapon, and then go radio silent lol

I was half awake too and I just didn't know how to respond to what he was giving me lmfao, then after a brief few minutes he stopped replying - then there was the rumor that he got arrested for a battery charge, which I'm still unsure if it was real or not...

I was so confused on why he messaged me back from something I sent him years and years ago

I have receipts I can show, but I messaged the real Shadman facebook page when I was much younger, maybe around the age of 18 or 19 - and years later I woke up one day where he actually replied to me and was sending me schizoid shit since Shad was posting really cryptic and weird shit to his FB...

sorry Today has been a mindful day where I've had a lot on my mind but instead of the boring mind vomit I've been keeping to myself, thinking about playing some video games that have been on my backlog. I hope everyone is doing well themselves today and if I've been a bit unresponsive I've...

what did I do

I want to stay out of whatever has been occurring since I find no productivity in arguments especially since I want to remain friends with all included parties so I won't really say much about the above conversation besides having read everything and being unsure of what I could even say or do...

I love that about you though

I just don't always know what to say or how to reply because I'm probably retarded or something.

I haven't really had much thought on how to use this thread besides just spilling out my thoughts when I have them, like right now - but I hope everyone is doing well, and it's just been the same routine for me of rotting in bed or just playing video games when I feel the motivation. Things have...

fat

I just don't understand why I've been brought up on the website since I don't want to have issues with anybody and have no problems with anyone on the site personally.

Regarding my visual novel. I don't really mind that people have been asking me about how the visual novel is going from time to time, there's a number of people that ask me - but there's also been people, like Kaine, who have used the visual novel against me because it's not something I'm...

retarded, a waste of time. I can't think of this game now without thinking about how Kaine has told me he relates and kins himself with the Jimmy character, but Jimmy is just a low value man who takes the easy way and commits suicide at the end of the game, maybe Kaine will do the same? :story...

I took a step away for some time since I've just been really tired and low energy, haven't really wanted to do much of anything lately which has been putting a strain on my visual novel work - time and making me feel so lackluster when it comes to what most people are probably out there...

Slow, but it's not something I need to rush since I'm not aiming to profit - I've had many different ideas as far as the style I want for it, and I'm working with an artist friend of mine whose going to help with character art since they're able to help with my vision, I don't really draw much...

stare

I just wanted to post this because I thought it was a cute piece of art that a friend drew for me, I honestly get so humbled when people always draw artwork for me because it's just a really nice thing of them to do and I always get really cute artwork from time to time and it makes me kind of...

This reminded me that I sincerely need to do a really big website update soon since I have better plans for my website and want to start using it more, it's just been easier to use this thread to "blog" / mind vomit since there's people here who for some reason actually care enough to engage and...

I'm not going to get into the previous discussion simply because I just don't care enough and have nothing against anyone really for the most part and don't want this thread turning into a place to gossip about situations that are done and over with now, I feel like it won't really bring...

Not wrong, it's been his online alias since we were both kids lmao. Wouldn't say I was fantasizing more so just feeling like it's a shame that somebody I've known for so long can't befriend me and just wants my body and to be a flaming faggot when he could be so much better. He never responded...

It's fucked up but I've been so bored that I start to actually miss BS between me and other people like Kaine which I know isn't productive at all but there's at least something going on I haven't really been talking to him as much in recent days since I deleted him and I know I haven't been...

Your first mistake was not using one of the dark mode themes the way you're supposed to because who uses the white toned themes.

I don't know why but I've had the urge to read Goodnight Punpun again, probably one of my favorite mangas up there with The Flowers of Evil. Punpun is more of an experience than a manga to most people and it's a manga everyone should go into blind, it feels painfully realistic and it's just a...

Do you have like, a fat women kink or a purge fetish I'm noticing a pattern with your posts

Are you inept or? Everyone knows that's a fan sign of some random woman I met in a discord server who kept posting nudes of herself so I told her to make and hold up a sign with the discord server name and my username which is "neet chan" on discord. You're right though she needs to lose...

I literally can't even tell anymore if someone is just a sock account or if they're just fucking around with me on this thread but I've never really seen my reddit be posted and only have that shit attached to discord so it makes me think it's someone I know whose actually hard beefing but I...

It's seemed pretty alright, it's really only ever been "schizoposting" when I wasn't around during the start of the thread but it really seems to boil down to pretty normal conversations between whoever wants to engage, I was just replying to people's comments responding on topic and discussing...

Honestly surprised that there's people who actually hate watch my social platforms when I just be posting the dumbest mind vomit imaginable that literally holds no weight in anybody's lives like I could literally die tomorrow and it wouldn't change anything since the world keeps moving, why do...

who are u

It's happened to me from time to time but letting Ken know he usually has it fixed pretty quickly when it happens