This post, which was his
first ever contribution on Kiwi Farms, essentially set the stage for his ongoing infatuation with women who are struggling with mental health issues. Toji's belief that these women provide the "best" loyalty because of their perceived lack of agency and isolation reveals a lot about his warped view of relationships. His unhealthy preference for women who are emotionally fragile or psychologically disturbed has persisted across multiple threads, with his most notable obsession being
Zoey, a 19-year-old girl with severe
Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD). Who he has expressed interest in subtly multiple times, that even became a joke among thread regulars.
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Toji's regular participation in the
Zoey thread, a thread dedicated to tracking the life and meltdowns of this troubled young woman, provides further insight into his mindset. In many ways, Zoey serves as the perfect example of Toji's ideal "type": emotionally volatile, mentally unstable, and in need of constant attention and care.
What is most disturbing is how Toji seems to thrive on the chaos and unpredictability that comes with these women. Most likely, in his eyes, their psychological disorders offer him a sense of control, or at least the illusion of being needed, as they remain tethered to him through their mental health struggles. Whether it’s Zoey or others, Toji’s consistent presence in these threads highlights a deeply unhealthy fixation, one that he has openly embraced from the very beginning of his time on Kiwi Farms.