So uh. Back to what I was planning on doing.
Well. I listen to some strange ASMR stuff. I want to be under the spell of the voice of my soulmate so bad. I'm into affirmations and being called a good boy. I would even meow for my girl friend. I begin to blush. I need to stop blowing loads all over my desk. I can't help it. I get so stressed out and Dr. Sebi herbs got me horny and angry. When I start thinking naughty stuff, I just get right to jacking. And I shock myself on how much I bust.
If my girlfriend jacked me off it would be enough to calm me down after being pent up. I get mad a video game or pissed off at stuff, I just whip my dick out and she does the honors. Good ole hand job from the ole women. But I try so hard not to be horny. When I tend to my garden I get so intimate with my body without realizing it I just want to start jacking off because I love myself that much. But I do win over the urges but they just get so intense.
I'll be mixing soil and I just get a spontaneous erection. I have to stop what I'm doing and flex my fingers to get rid of the urge. I guess I have that moon seduction where the feminine side of me mingles with the masculine and I get euphoric feelings to want to even fuck myself. But I don't want to fuck myself.
Anyways. I have been through so much in the past week. I could really use a good hand job and some nurturerment.
