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Gore San said:

Fun fact. If you have bad eyesight and schizophrenia your visual hallucinations will always be clear. Even at the distance where your normal eyesight is blurry so you can tell what's real or not that way.

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That's actually terrifying and I didn't know that schizophrenic people had visual hallucinations. I knew this girl named Molly who killed herself when she was in her twenties cuz she had schizophrenia and all she ever had was audio hallucinations (voices, etc)

I guess she offed herself because it was so taxing to deal with the voices on a daily basis even with medication, and the fact that she badly wanted to have a family and I guess there's like a good chance of passing down that shit to your kids.

It was pretty fucked up, too because I knew her from early 20s (pre symptoms) until the end when she was late 20s and every time I would go and see her she was noticeably worse.

And then one day I went back to see all my friends in the state she lived in and I was like yo where the hell is Molly? Because she had a habit towards the end of going a couple months with radio silence and my friends were like "yeah we wanted to tell you in person dude... She hung herself"

Poor girl. I wouldn't wish that shit on anyone.

Herpes on the other hand I wish that on everybody just because I think it's funny when people have herpes. Which is why I actually intentionally spread my herpes have heard about people who intentionally spread their herpes to be a dick, which is so hilarious fucked up.

Something that has nothing to do with this place, sorry to those it might confuse.

Mongoloigu could at least do his research better so that he doesn't make Shroot look bad - almost feel bad that there's a laziness with the individuals who for some reason look into me for him, but I decided I would make the post here just because it's funnier to see if Mongoloigu will see this post in a timely manner if he's the inside source, which I saw him logged on earlier, so probably. But for comedic effect I'll just leave a response here.

Yes I've self harmed and cut, weird thing to bring up - but it's public information, so fair enough. It's already been discussed a multitude of times that the "allegations" were staged against me with this thread having even been used to leak my nudes and berate me for some time until I eventually revealed who I was and didn't have any issues with anyone involved despite admittedly a lot of dignity that was lost with people here knowing to a degree what my body looks like though that's my own fault for being a fanatical attention whore in the past, and often posting shit just for reactions. I've gone through the basic e-girl phase but it's something that's interesting to me when people really focus on trivial things like that when they don't matter in the long run since I'm not somebody people like these plan to interact with anyways.

People can feel free to use what they want about me on this thread if it makes them feel better,
at the end of the day people will have their thoughts about me and I'm helpless to that situation because I'm the "whore/slut/foid/literally who" and haven't been given a normal chance at a conversation despite having little to no involvement in the grand scheme of things, my issues being entirely separated.

Though, I'll state it again that I have no issues or malice towards anybody and just wish for people to understand that they can just discuss things with me rather than the silent shadowed banter.

Iyo Sky said:

It was pretty fucked up, too because I knew her from early 20s (pre symptoms)

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Do you know what triggered it? For some people its stuff like Marijuana that can trigger symptoms.

Gore Chan said:

Something that has nothing to do with this place, sorry to those it might confuse.

Mongoloigu could at least do his research better so that he doesn't make Shroot look bad - almost feel bad that there's a laziness with the individuals who for some reason look into me for him, but I decided I would make the post here just because it's funnier to see if Mongoloigu will see this post in a timely manner if he's the inside source, which I saw him logged on earlier, so probably. But for comedic effect I'll just leave a response here.

View attachment 97037 Yes I've self harmed and cut, weird thing to bring up - but it's public information, so fair enough. It's already been discussed a multitude of times that the "allegations" were staged against me with this thread having even been used to leak my nudes and berate me for some time until I eventually revealed who I was and didn't have any issues with anyone involved despite admittedly a lot of dignity that was lost with people here knowing to a degree what my body looks like though that's my own fault for being a fanatical attention whore in the past, and often posting shit just for reactions. I've gone through the basic e-girl phase but it's something that's interesting to me when people really focus on trivial things like that when they don't matter in the long run since I'm not somebody people like these plan to interact with anyways.

People can feel free to use what they want about me on this thread if it makes them feel better,
at the end of the day people will have their thoughts about me and I'm helpless to that situation because I'm the "whore/slut/foid/literally who" and haven't been given a normal chance at a conversation despite having little to no involvement in the grand scheme of things, my issues being entirely separated.

Though, I'll state it again that I have no issues or malice towards anybody and just wish for people to understand that they can just discuss things with me rather than the silent shadowed banter.

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Well that sucks. I have no idea what the allegations are and I hope its nothing too bad. Im fairly certain at some point everybody becomes an attention whore at some point. You posted nudes, I told really weird, really fucked up jokes.

Frosty Fetus said:

Do you know what triggered it? For some people its stuff like Marijuana that can trigger symptoms.


Well that sucks. I have no idea what the allegations are and I hope its nothing too bad. Im fairly certain at some point everybody becomes an attention whore at some point. You posted nudes, I told really weird, really fucked up jokes.

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There's people digging up posts from this thread that have been debunked such as me grooming a minor even though it was stated months ago now that it was all staged and that I had nudes and such leaked here and never had any ill intentions towards anyone - though people also make mentions of some e-girl shit like cringe art that's been made for me in the past, which fair enough that's easy target points against me to toy with me about.

Frosty Fetus said:

Do you know what triggered it?

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Hereditary, which was one of the main reasons in the letter that I got (a lot of us got letters from her afterwards)

I guess when it's a hereditary thing you are way more likely to pass it down to your kids, and wanting kids was a really big thing in her life... So when the symptoms hit it devastated her. I don't know everything about schizophrenia but I guess she had like the genetic predisposition to pass it down because she had it, whereas it would have been less likely had it ran in her family. I'm not sure I'm not a doctor, I just know what she wrote in the note.

Frosty Fetus said:

For some people its stuff like Marijuana that can trigger symptoms.

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Which is what pisses me off so much about people jerking themselves off about how marijuana is this completely safe wonder drug. It's like dude shut the fuck up, all mind-altering substances can cause damage and pose a risk.

Gore Chan said:

grooming a minor even though it was stated months ago now that it was all staged

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Why would you stage grooming a minor isn't that a little fucked up? Was it for grabbing attention or something?

Iyo Sky said:

Hereditary, which was one of the main reasons in the letter that I got (a lot of us got letters from her afterwards)

I guess when it's a hereditary thing you are way more likely to pass it down to your kids, and wanting kids was a really big thing in her life... So when the symptoms hit it devastated her. I don't know everything about schizophrenia but I guess she had like the genetic predisposition to pass it down because she had it, whereas it would have been less likely had it ran in her family. I'm not sure I'm not a doctor, I just know what she wrote in the note.



Which is what pisses me off so much about people jerking themselves off about how marijuana is this completely safe wonder drug. It's like dude shut the fuck up, all mind-altering substances can cause damage and pose a risk.

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I used to be pro marijauna until New York legalized and I smell boiled fetid shit everywhere I go and other reasons too, like the possibility of triggering schizophrenia or addiction.

Frosty Fetus said:

Why would you stage grooming a minor isn't that a little fucked up? Was it for grabbing attention or something?

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Who knows why mad men do what they do.

Frosty Fetus said:

I used to be pro marijauna until New York legalized and I smell boiled fetid shit everywhere I go and other reasons too, like the possibility of triggering schizophrenia or addiction.

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I'm pro whatever because people are doing drugs anyway and if they want to fuck their life up that's on them. I just think the argument of "X is safer than Y" or "X is totally safe" is so retarded and stupid.

Usually you hear it with pot. "Well weed is safer than alcohol" ok and? Getting shot with a 22 is safer than getting shot with a 556 but they'll both kill you if you take it in the forehead. What's your point?

It's like they intentionally trash alcohol or a different drug to make weed look better because they want it legalized. It's like dude, dragging other shit isn't going to get the drug that you're addicted to legalized faster.

And I hate the weed is totally safe argument because only retarded stoners use that argument. Yes it has medicinal properties but every addictive mind-altering substance up to and including caffeine nicotine and sugar have side effects. Weed isn't immune to that.

Frosty Fetus said:

Why would you stage grooming a minor isn't that a little fucked up? Was it for grabbing attention or something?

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No like earlier in this thread it was staged,
before I even knew about this thread existing, old thread shit that's nearly two years old already I believe.
the girl in the image I didn't even know,

regardless it's all a non issue since these are people who haven't wanted to read through all 100 + pages to catch up, which I can't blame them.

Gore Chan said:

No like earlier in this thread it was staged,
before I even knew about this thread existing, old thread shit that's nearly two years old already I believe.
the girl in the image I didn't even know,

regardless it's all a non issue since these are people who haven't wanted to read through all 100 + pages to catch up, which I can't blame them.

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Oh that makes sense then.

Iyo Sky said:

Who knows why mad men do what they do.



I'm pro whatever because people are doing drugs anyway and if they want to fuck their life up that's on them. I just think the argument of "X is safer than Y" or "X is totally safe" is so retarded and stupid.

Usually you hear it with pot. "Well weed is safer than alcohol" ok and? Getting shot with a 22 is safer than getting shot with a 556 but they'll both kill you if you take it in the forehead. What's your point?

It's like they intentionally trash alcohol or a different drug to make weed look better because they want it legalized. It's like dude, dragging other shit isn't going to get the drug that you're addicted to legalized faster.

And I hate the weed is totally safe argument because only retarded stoners use that argument. Yes it has medicinal properties but every addictive mind-altering substance up to and including caffeine nicotine and sugar have side effects. Weed isn't immune to that.

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Haven't scientists figured out how to get rid of the addictive drug affects of marijuauna while still leaving its positive effects? If that's the case than it shows that the plant has something about it that ain't too great for people.

Gore Chan said:

No like earlier in this thread it was staged,
before I even knew about this thread existing, old thread shit that's nearly two years old already I believe.
the girl in the image I didn't even know,

regardless it's all a non issue since these are people who haven't wanted to read through all 100 + pages to catch up, which I can't blame them.

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Okay so no minors were groomed it was all just a farce.

Frosty Fetus said:

Haven't scientists figured out how to get rid of the addictive drug affects of marijuauna while still leaving its positive effects? If that's the case than it shows that the plant has something about it that ain't too great for people.

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They have gotten rid of everything except the medicinal properties, but people still want weed legalized. Proving that the whole "muh medicinal properties" excuse was BULLSHIT, and people just want to be able to toke up.

And good for them if they want to, c'est la vie mon cheri. It's just the DISHONESTY that rubs me the wrong way.

Frosty Fetus said:

Okay so no minors were groomed it was all just a farce.

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Believe me blud if it's Crimson he's got a plan.

(And that plan is usually pulling antics on people)

Iyo Sky said:

They have gotten rid of everything except the medicinal properties, but people still want weed legalized. Proving that the whole "muh medicinal properties" excuse was BULLSHIT, and people just want to be able to toke up.

And good for them if they want to, c'est la vie mon cheri. It's just the DISHONESTY that rubs me the wrong way.

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I remember the hallways of my college I was going to, it smelled like your walking through a farm. The smell was terrible.

Frosty Fetus said:

I remember the hallways of my college I was going to, it smelled like your walking through a farm. The smell was terrible.

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Bro have you ever smelled meth or crack? That's what's big here in Chicago. Meth literally smells like somebody is burning cotton candy and plastic at the same time. And crack smells like ether.

My Snatch is Hungry for Kengle said:

Bro have you ever smelled meth or crack? That's what's big here in Chicago. Meth literally smells like somebody is burning cotton candy and plastic at the same time. And crack smells like ether.

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Eeehh

Frosty Fetus said:

Eeehh

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Yeah it's fucking DISGUSTING dude. Meth smoke smells fucking gross, we have a tweaker who lives down the hall and every time we go to the garbage chute we have to smell that meth stink.

My Snatch is Hungry for Kengle said:

They have gotten rid of everything except the medicinal properties, but people still want weed legalized. Proving that the whole "muh medicinal properties" excuse was BULLSHIT, and people just want to be able to toke up.

And good for them if they want to, c'est la vie mon cheri. It's just the DISHONESTY that rubs me the wrong way.

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Marinol (synthetic THC) was already available before "medical Marijuana". And yes, I've seen people with "medical Marijuana" sit around and share it with family and friends.

Onion Null said:

Marinol (synthetic THC) was already available before "medical Marijuana". And yes, I've seen people with "medical Marijuana" sit around and share it with family and friends.

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Exactly, it's the dishonesty that's so ridiculous. Weed isn't even taboo anymore so just tell people you want to smoke weed.

Juniper has medicinal properties and there's juniper in gin, but that doesn't mean I was slamming gin neat because it was medicinal, it's because I was a fucking alcoholic.

I was kaine this whole time
rose and i have a weird love and hate relationship and i'm actually half asian, does nobody remember when rose doxxed my face?