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Accursed waggieView attachment 104369 It's probably apparent I haven't been as frequently active - I got a new job, after having quit my old job just to find out the job I have is much worse than my last work place with especially terrible management and I've had no time for myself. People who don't work have it easy - I was in the same position and understand the appeals of not wanting to be a slave to corporate though what choices do most people have? I have a choice, though.
I plan to make a change as I feel I could find more potential in contract work, or even remote work. I am wasting myself on things that are beneath me - I'm so much more, I can do so much more, things that actually matter.
not anymore.Accursed waggie
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Ich decided that tonight I vvill watch "It's a wonderful life", I tend to watch it each year as it's been a more recent tradition despite not really caring much for the holidays by any means. I don't really understand the point of the holidays besides feeling obligated to spend money, which is built around making people feel guilty or as though they owe another person when they don't. "It's about giving" has always bothered me as just the presence of those we like or those who we tolerate should be enough and a gift within itself. I've stated that I don't yearn for anything, but still feel obligated to spend money knowing that other people will do the same despite my pleas for nothing. I don't know if a lot of this sounds cynical though I'm exhausted and just want peace for the holidays, to enjoy my hobbies and for things to be silent.
There are still people keeping tabs on me,
I feel as though to a degree it's often times my fault when individuals come to be a certain way towards me,
I don't really know other than being aware enough that I don't mean to cause issues to anybody else when I mind vomit, a sentiment I've stated many of times.
I will continue to vomit my thoughts on the occasions I feel it's needed for the self.
Wha happun?not anymore.
Eepytired.