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Man. Did I come to this world at the wrong time? I'm really questioning existence as a whole. Am I that bad of a person to be depraved of sexual rituals of the most delicacy? I beat my dick twice last night because I was so worked up over everything. You know if I had the resources I would have perfected the machine to ensure I would have an endless population of those crazy women, insecure, BPD, and fucking deranged kind. They would want me and fight over me. I had someone tell me yesterday they love harem animes even though they have a girlfriend and I totally see where he was coming from. This world blows dick and honestly I'd want to mate with aliens of female nature. White women have been nothing but a curse of the sorts. There is always a problem every direction I go. At least with having an endless population always up your ass of them who are problematic. It makes you feel special.

Most white women are fucking subhuman and low IQ. I try not to be too bitter but holy fuck. You give them an IQ test and the score is -100. The dream never burns out and for me days like these it feels so far away with everything that is going on. What I want more than Corvettes, Trips Around The World, Paradise, & Winning The Lottery is being the master of being a Harem Lord. Of any kind of girls I want not just any. I'm infatuated with this dream. I do look like a rapist but I have been eyed down by the very women I want. In fact when I was in High School a girl out of nowhere tickled me above my cock and balls and I started to blush in the hallway. Literally could have been bullied easily for what just transpired. But for the women that was looking at me like a piece of meat. I remember when I went to Spencers like three years ago, this one girl at first was rude when I asked a question but then when I went to checkout we made eye contact and something funny happened where she started to tremble in her voice and I was getting a semi and stress sweat. I don't what happened. Was it the bass in my voice? Was it my soul? Either way she felt something from me and felt something from her and she was a fine white women. My age, natural long curly dirty blonde, blue eyes and one hell of a body. I had to masturbate after that happened when I got home or she would be on my mind all night. Then a few months back I went to get pizza and this one girl with a kiss shirt was eyeing me down like she wanted to suck me off.

I know that day when the sky is the bluest of blue will be in my life where the angels come down to start a new beginning for me. A beginning where endless women chase me and I reside in a better place than what paradise can offer.
 
You deserved a public lashing just for the Onion Farms podcast, then there's everything else

I'm confused.

Right now we have an amazing staff and we also did when the year first started. Things just didn't happen the way we wanted it to. People fought, disagreed and some people left. I tried to maintain the drive for that podcast. I did a lot to keep it going. Others just didn't have it in them to be on the level as some were and that's okay. So why be mad at me over it? Aren't we all degenerates?

If you're so perfect. Prove me I'm wrong and gather a group of people to help you do one. Don't know what's up your ass today bud but I'm not going to pull it out for you. You'll have to do that yourself.

You deserved a public lashing

Go to the gym bro. You're too in your head right now.
 
I just came across an interesting world of recommended playlist. It's like something understands me outside of an algorithm.






Fuck me. I wanna fuck autumn if it was a women.
 
I'm still not satisfied. I lay down and stare into blue sky and I get a huge fucking feelings of hatred. I mean what if all of this was only in my head and I'm having trouble separating fantasy from reality? What if it was all in my head.... Hm.... Tell me. Because if so you have a lot of explaining to do or something does. BECAUSE AM I REALLY THE ASSHOLE! I'm the asshole. REALLY. Well I'm sorry for being too fucking nice right? I fucking hate everything about what has happened to me. How I have been poorly treated. Trust me I would want to ride the wind to places in the homeland. Could the things and people stumble into me if I did so? "hey you're not from around here? tell me more, tell me more" WHAT HAS HAPPENED? Everything that I never wanted that's what.

But I mustn't be angry now. Oh the day the day. Oh yes. Oh yes. When there is that obsessive women who tries her fucking hardest to get me to fall for her. I mean someone that would do anything for me. Playing mind games, Psy Opping, waiting for the right moment to capture my heart. No bullshit. No games. Just pureness tender affection and attention. And she gives me all of the attention in the world and she tries so hard to never disappoint. I cannot wait when she discovers me. I want to fuck with her mind so much. Confuse her so much. I can't do that anymore with you know who, she's going to kill herself and we have mutual respect for each other. But for the deranged girl I just want to fuck with her so hard she would have trouble getting me to be her boyfriend. Make her go fucking crazy for me. Walls of text dedicated to me oh yes. No more bullshit, no more heart getting broken. Just pure fucking overly obsessed mentally fucking deranged girl trying to win me over. *giggles*

For now I weep...
 
How does someone make such a grandios dream come true? Well I know the first step and it hasn't happened yet sadly. But let's say that first step happens? One day I wake up like I do and look on the computer to see I can finally do something with my life. Well there would be changes I'd have to get used to, there will be movement getting accustomed to the new life but then when I sit at that lunch table and talk to the man who is going to give me the keys I will be very nervous. And if and when that happens I will talk to the other man I miss so dearly but will help me and guide me in the journey. People will hate me for it but they would understand. Then I found another website that is experimental and would take help and progress.

I just wonder how this would happen with no setbacks and problems. It seems impossible but I know it's very well possible.

I know what I want. The perfect account directory. The flow of infinite traffic and attraction of the desired demographic. Everyday it's something. You're the founder and your phone is flooded with messages. Your discord server is full of messages and idolization. Your dms are filled with dark secrets, nudes and essays of how much you are admired. I know people will try their best to ruin that for me. But people have already ruined my dreams multiple times in the past.

I just don't know.
 
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STATE OF THE ONION FARMS ADDRESS (rough draft)
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Greetings my fellow onion users. I'm Faux90sKid speaking on behalf of kenneth of the forum. Before this year wraps up I'd like to do the honors and be the one to make the address.

In the beginning of 2025. Staff started off what seemed to be strong in numbers. A podcast was in the making. People were curious about the show so on the premier we received a fairly decent audience. Everyone had some excitement to start the year.

Unfortunately with things being planned and a fresh staff now recruited to take the reigns. Things did not go as we wished them to. In the aftermath some staff left and there was disappointment as the result.

As a site where the uncanny belong and weirdos such as my self waste away. I was devastated and ken wasn't very happy as well. But I must say even though we lost out on a big opportunity in the beginning of the year we still no matter the struggle came very far to finish it off.

I'm very pleased to see the still continuous growth of the website. Our current staff has been highly interactive. We have a new handful of local moderators, we have a strong & firm global moderator team and now as an appointed admin from this year I am proud to be a representation of prosperity

May 2026 be a year of even more of it if not better as we intend.
 
Had a dream where some stupid fucking white bitch tried to insult me while in public. Of course it was a stupid white bitch. I tried go do self-checkout and she fucking runs right in front of me when there's other self checkouts. Then she says something like "you need to pay attention next time". So then I assaulted her while other people pulled me off of her after I punched her the fuck out. Yeah that's right after she said that I back handed the fuck out of her causing her to fall down on her flat ass with her faggity shopping basket and groceries then I started pounding on her while she was on the ground until I was pulled off and eventually the cops came.

I can't even have peaceful dreams now.
 
Violet will be your name from now on Victoria. I watched Violet Evergarden again. I fucking couldn't take it. My heart was so broken. I cried and cried. Oh and I cried. When Violet jumped off of the boat to be with her lover I thought about us. But Violet you are my ghost girl. Yes! You are my ghost girl. I know you'll be dead soon but I want to make a shrine for you. Violet Gold. And Violet Gold will you keep me safe?

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I'm so scared Violet Gold. I'm so fucking terribly scared. I fucking weep in fear. I cry and cry for you. You don't have to die... please don't die. I want to be with you physically. I need you to fucking hold me. Fuck everything and just swim in the intimacy with me. But if you still choose to die please protect me and haunt me. FUCKING HAUNT ME in a good way. I want you to haunt me. Be my friendly ghost that would always cuddle with me. If you still choose to die can you at least let me know when? So I can contact you in the higher plain?

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I'm so scared I swear. I'm so fucking scared and trembling. Please nurture me. I'm just not as strong as I used to be. I will find ways to contact you I promise. You are really the only girl that understood me. So I really just want to talk to you after you pass away. I will write beautiful letters and send them off into the sky so you can read them. Before I go to sleep I will imagine us being in bed together. Violet Gold, I feel so shameful but I fell so hard for you. Sometimes I just hate living. But I will push through it for you because I don't want to disappoint you.
 
So Savannah. How are you? I know I have been talking about the other girl (Violet Gold) for some time. I'm sorry I just have a heart of gold. I haven't forgotten about you. You haven't forgotten about me either. Are you going to fess up? Well at this rate I doubt it. How is the other girls? Have they finally did something with their lives? I doubt it. They never liked me. If anything they bullied me while you watched. Your sick Savannah very. You were my hot scene babe and I was your sugar bear. That tight pussy of yours though I don't know. Maybe it wasn't as tight as us. When I get to visit Aberdeen I will be sure you get to see it for yourself while your still getting high and playing away your life on steam. That motherfucker that is now your white knight hasn't said anything else and I wonder why. And you called me a stalker and want to invoke a SOS cry. I tolerated so much shit about you and your friends. I was called a Nazi because of the most stupidest shit. All of you are communist and pot heads. California needs to be bombed off of the planet. How fucking dare you. Girls like you make Cobain roll in his grave. Fucking disgrace. You can't even play the bass the correct way you fucking retard. Are you drinking cough syrup???

I loved you. Why did you play games with me. Why why why. I missed playing minecraft with you when we had all of those cats. Made a fort made of cobble. We both had a Kurt Cobain skin on. We listened to punk rock shit while you told me your deepest dreams. You were so beautiful in my eyes and now you are nothing but a fuck up. I wanted to see you if I had the chance. You didn't have to be in the place anymore. BUT YOU.

YOU just thought I was some bum from the streets huh? Playing with my feelings for a WHOLE YEAR. I know you don't have your parents and my heart broke and broke. I wanted to be there for you. When we met on that website oh my god I was so excited. You were the only girl I didn't lust for and I didn't know why. When you send me those nudes I didn't even want to touch myself. I was just memorized by your body. Then when you put your punk goth shit on I melted like butter. I miss watching you try on clothes in the mirror. The way you did your hair. I wanted you to get those light green highlights with your natural blonde. Your hair was perfect the way it was and honestly I thought the ribbon in hair was the cutest. Everything about you was so vibrant.

Remember that time when you called crescent weird? How would he feel if he heard you said that? For someone who is free and accepting you sure didn't approve of crescent. I have mercy on you Savy. I really do because you will be on EBT/SNAP. I mean you don't work, your drumming dreams are over and you play steam all day and every day. I tried reaching out to you because you were blocking everyone on discord then the first person you added back you told them to tell me that you want nothing to do with me. TELL ME SAV WHO WAS THERE ON YOUR BIRTHDAY???? TELL ME.

FUCKING ME I WAS THE ONLY ONE THERE ON YOUR BIRTHDAY. You told me you were so alone. I was there for you. Then for you to tell that person for me to fuck off? I was your only boyfriend and no other will have affection for you like I did. Whos going to tolerate your daddy issue bullshit 24/7? You better not go around tell anyone I forced you to do anything because you came on to me first. I didn't want those pictures but you gave them to me. Then you masturbated wanting me to watch. Yeah I was turned on but I knew something was wrong with you. I wanted you to go outside, enjoy nature. Every time you said you were gonna kill yourself you would call me and I'd answered. Remember that one time I had to get up early and I answered your call and you were having an emotional break down? Remember WHEN YOU CUT YOURSELF AND THERE WAS BLOOD ALL OVER THE BATHROOM???? WHILE I WAS EATING DINNER WITH FAMILY???? AND I TOLD YOU WHAT TO DO????

We just forgot right. We just forgot. I know you watch everything I do. You send your little communist friends to keep in check of me. That's why every time I screen cap the hours on your steam you private your hours. Nazi this, Nazi that. It's okay. Because unlike Violet Gold I'm going to not visit your grave and pay respects. You might as well just private your whole fucking steam profile dude. You will never be a rocker. You can't even play solo chords. You fucking suck. You are a bum. Go get a job at a white castle you fucking reject.


Like actually play drums you retard. Not this shit. That's a video game.
 
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