Greetings you faggot.
Today is a day I'm proud of as much as I miss it. One thing you never accomplished was real friends. All you did was alienate yourself from most of them all. You saw something in me you didn't have and it upset you to the core. I was authentic & hard working. You rode the coat tails of getting big breaks which I never had but that one time. So what you were able to capture a 100 million people's attention? You pissed it away because of your ego. Isn't it sad that for a guy like you, 90% of your videos are locked away from the public view with 40% of that 90% being archived from other people? Yeah you can say I was erased off of the surface of everything with my name and my work being long forgotten. But who really took the biggest fall here buddy? That's right go serve the machine and not pioneer the one you created. You know that $35,000,000 in revenue could have been me and you and not just him. We could have shared it, been a great DUO.
I fucking looked up to you. Admired your personality. I enjoyed just being together without the others always wanting to butt in. I wasn't trying to be on your dick. I wanted to be your fucking friend. That's why when you were upset and didn't want to be bothered I left you alone. That's why when you had 20 people in your group chat I left you alone. Why did you make me do those terrible things? You were always hard on me about my porn problems but you wanted me to do porn. Were you secretly gay for me? You had me masturbate in front of a camera to the belief I had a group of women watching me.
You groomed me hoping I'd just be your fucking pawn. My Ex was fucking right about you all a long. Yeah me and her were having problems in the relationship we were keeping a secret. I did something wrong to her and she had a communication problem because I was dealing with terrible trust issues. Did you know her fucking brother molested her when she was 12? Every time he would be in family gathering close to her I had trouble sleeping those nights? But you had to come along and take advantage of a relationship we were rebuilding not because we were having intimate problems but because we both had mental problems that would involve imagining shit that wasn't happening.
You know. I'm in such as bad position in my life right now. You don't understand that you started this shit? I'm financially fucked dude. You know what's happening in my country. My first paycheck doing what I did was $900 fucking dollars from adsense. I can't even make that now in 2 weeks because of the fucking economy and taxation. YOU DID THIS. And I'm telling right now man. When I get my shit fixed I'm going to be respected again. I'm going to respect the people that respect me. And I'm going to build a community. It may not be the career that I wanted but it's better than being fucked over by someone you trusted.
You are utter garbage and deserve every fucking thing that happens to you. I'm upset more at Roses' situation than mine for many reasons because she never got a chance that I had and I bet if she did she would have been fucked over just like me. I knew those spike in views wouldn't last long. Keep trying faggot. Because now you're getting a taste of actual hard work. Hours upon hours of work and patience. One time I did a 9 hour stream. Only got 100 views but to me that was bread and milk. You on the other hand, you're sweating so hard to prove me wrong. Because that's what this is about. Proving me wrong. Go ahead. Keep trying.
11 years