I hate black people

[chudchudchudchud]

I’ve never wanted a relationship, but nowadays I keep on getting these thoughts of being with a white guy that treats me like shit. And confidentially thinking “I would never break up with him! I’d be a good negro!” But it’s retarded cause that’s assuming anyone would ever want to be with me period.

Niggers suck but there's a difference between a black person and a nigger. You shouldn't obsess too much over being black because you are already doing your part to differentiate yourself from niggers. I couldn't tell you were black until this post honestly which is a good sign. You should work on processing that you're black once and then move on. Stoicism and the stoicpill are good for this from what I've heard but I never investigated it too much.
Do you have straight hair or an afro btw? There are keratin treatments that can make it straight for months which might help you differentiate yourself further from niggers. And if you're not fat too, you're already doing better than most of them. I can show you the keratin treatments I use if you get lost on that.

 

[Home]

Niggers suck but there's a difference between a black person and a nigger. You shouldn't obsess too much over being black because you are already doing your part to differentiate yourself from niggers. I couldn't tell you were black until this post honestly which is a good sign. You should work on processing that you're black once and then move on. Stoicism and the stoicpill are good for this from what I've heard but I never investigated it too much.
Do you have straight hair or an afro btw? There are keratin treatments that can make it straight for months which might help you differentiate yourself further from niggers. And if you're not fat too, you're already doing better than most of them. I can show you the keratin treatments I use if you get lost on that.

Aren’t you the guy that wanted to be turned into a man for your sexual enjoyment

 

[chudchudchudchud]

Aren’t you the guy that wanted to be turned into a man for your sexual enjoyment

Well yeah but I've been doing a lot better with that lately. The urges rarely come up these days and when they do they aren't as overpowering

 

[Stephen]

I hate black people, I hate black people so fucking much, everysingle one of them. “But Home, you're black!” Ya I know, when did I ever say I liked myself? We’re all barbarous primate retards that need to be shot in the streets en masse, no “good ones”, no such thing. Just something fundamentally wrong with us, I’ll be the first to admit that.

You’re probably wondering what brought this on. Well, it’s after school at college and I see there’s a black student union having some meeting. I see there’s food so I go, literally just because I want the free food, that’s literally it. Anyway, I get there, and everyone’s loud and annoying and retarded but there were donuts so I consider it a win. Briefly. As I’m munching on my donut, one of the organizers asks the most retarded nigger jigaboo ass question ever “Soooo what do you guys think of non-blacks using AAVE?”.

What? What??? WHAT??? What kind of stupid fucking question is that!? And all the responses are retarded, it’s all shit like “Hmmm I GUESS it’s ok if they grew up there” or “I dunno, cause they’re not… black.”. I’m the only one who says “I don’t care, they’re just words.” And I get STARES for it. FUCKING STARES. And it’s all “Thank you for sharing [Home], moving on, ya it really sucks when they use it cause they’re not BLACK”. You stupid primate fucks, it’s ENGLISH, nigger. Fucking ENGLISH. You can’t gatekeep ENGLISH. It has ENGLISH in the acronym. It is THEIR language, you selfish slave fuck.

And they were talking about black employment going down due to the Trump lay offs (Boo fucking hoo) and blah blah blah. Racism whatever. Oh no racism. Yknow what? Good. Good that racisms on some sort of steep incline. I don’t mind a white person being racist towards me, I don’t mind them avoiding me, being upset at me making conversation. Not gonna stop a white guy calling me a nigger. I deserve it, we all deserve it, I wish I didn’t deserve it cause I don’t want to be associated with these niggers. I don’t know what park I trashed after a frat party or which bad loan I had someone sign off on in a past life that made the forces that be think “Damn, this girl deserves to be a nigger” but it couldn’t have been THAT fucking bad that I deserve to be associated with this fucking devil race. It’s not fair, why can’t we just magically choose our race at birth? Why’d I have to be born brown when I’m clearly not as retarded, I mean don’t get me wrong I’m still a retarded nigger but I’m somewhat self-aware. I don’t wanna be black, shits not fair. I always thought it was stupid for MJ to literally bleach his skin but I 100% underhand it now, I would too and then just go under some fake European race like “Oh ya I’m uhh Fritish”.

I could keep ranting but if I typed out every hateful vile thought I had after that student union meeting then I’d have some people here genuinely worried for me

I’ve been avoiding outside recently. I don’t wanna scare anyone with my skin color. Fuck. This sucks.

It’s not that, honestly? I kinda like the idea of being lynched, I just don’t want to make anyone feel unsafe with me being around. I’m not scared of what will happen to me, I’m scared of how I’ll affect other people

Patriot.
Most Patriotic posts I've seen on this website yet. Remigration and TND sqqn

 

[Home]

Well yeah but I've been doing a lot better with that lately. The urges rarely come up these days and when they do they aren't as overpowering

Mm.

I can show you the keratin treatments I use if you get lost on that.

Are you black?

Patriot.

???

 

[chudchudchudchud]

Are you black?

Not fully but I'm mulatta. I have black facial features like a wide nose and big lips though. My hair used to be an afro before 3rd grade and it was terrible

 

[Stephen]

Not fully but I'm mulatta. I have black facial features like a wide nose and big lips though. My hair used to be an afro before 3rd grade and it was terrible

Oh no no no latinx negrx xixters
Thoughts on white people?

 

[Home]

Not fully but I'm mulatta. I have black facial features like a wide nose and big lips though. My hair used to be an afro before 3rd grade and it was terrible

You mean mixed? Theres a certain point where you gotta drop the whole “Edgy white supremacist” language so I can know what you’re actually saying.

Most Patriotic posts I've seen on this website yet. Remigration and TND sqqn

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Thanks?

 

[chudchudchudchud]

You mean mixed?

Yes but that term in particular used more by Caribbeans and Cuban people. It's what my mom calls me

Theres a certain point where you gotta drop the whole “Edgy white supremacist” language so I can know what you’re actually saying.

See above

 

[Home]

Yes but that term in particular used more by Caribbeans and Cuban people. It's what my mom calls me

See above

Ah, I see, ok. Sorry, I didn’t know people still used that term.

 

[Home]

@chudchudchudchud
Can I ask, does the whole sexual enjoyment from being turned into a man stem from some internalized misogyny? Do you think less of women?

 

[chudchudchudchud]

Can I ask, does the whole sexual enjoyment from being turned into a man stem from some internalized misogyny?

Hm, it's probably trauma from my mother in particular that encoded it. I often go into extreme misogynistic meltdowns when I'm off my meds but I try not to show it otherwise.

Do you think less of women?

Only when I'm off my meds but it's moreso "women are evil and can't be trusted" rather than "women are weak and vulnerable" as per the stereotypical detrans story. My mother was always the strong and assertive type so I kind of feel uncomfortable around women who want to be like that. I've heard AGP/AAP is often due to childbood betrayal trauma and that's probably my case.

 

[Home]

Ok so I’ve realized Ken isn’t going to do anything about whatever I post here so I’ll just be completely frank.

So last night I was thinking about what my lynching would be like. I feel sorta bad doing so since I grew up Christian and I know it’s considered like really bad to not only fantasize about your own death but to also hope it’s racist too. But it was kinda the only thing that helped me sleep at night. I wouldn’t want it to just be in some random Slenderman woods, as narcissistic as it is, I quite like the fact that in an identitarian Turner Diaries America I’m “the last nigger” and they’re finally going to end it all. Cause that means more people would come to watch, and they’d be yelling at me and screaming insults letting out years of frustration from white oppression. And I’d kinda just have to sit there and take it. They wouldn’t hang me right away, that’d be boring. Rather like I dunno, beat me, cut me, my mind briefly entertained rape but ehhhh I dunno.

Anyway then I get hanged and everyone cheers cause the negros finally dead, yay

Only when I'm off my meds but it's moreso "women are evil and can't be trusted"

I mean they totally are. But thats coming from someone with a similar background as you so take it with a grain of salt.

 

[The Real Sam Asp Glassen]

Just call yourself a trans-white it's that ez

 

[Gore San]

Something something onion farms therapists need therapy something something uncle ruckus has some competition something something oops all razor blades Halloween candy bag now with extra edge

 

[Stephen]

You should date a black man who also hates black people so you two can become Aunt and Uncle Ruckus

 

[The Real Sam Asp Glassen]

You should date a black man who also hates black people so you two can become Aunt and Uncle Ruckus

Yes sir, I saw that damn negro doin it

 

[Gore San]

Home is just a white woman with re-vitiligo.

 

[Frosty Fetus]

Haven’t been able to since junior high, family hides all the razors. I just do “faux harm” now, like banging against stuff or circulation cut off. Where its not really self harm but it still scratches an itch

Author's barely disguised fetish

 

[Frosty Fetus]

Ok so I’ve realized Ken isn’t going to do anything about whatever I post here so I’ll just be completely frank.

So last night I was thinking about what my lynching would be like. I feel sorta bad doing so since I grew up Christian and I know it’s considered like really bad to not only fantasize about your own death but to also hope it’s racist too. But it was kinda the only thing that helped me sleep at night. I wouldn’t want it to just be in some random Slenderman woods, as narcissistic as it is, I quite like the fact that in an identitarian Turner Diaries America I’m “the last nigger” and they’re finally going to end it all. Cause that means more people would come to watch, and they’d be yelling at me and screaming insults letting out years of frustration from white oppression. And I’d kinda just have to sit there and take it. They wouldn’t hang me right away, that’d be boring. Rather like I dunno, beat me, cut me, my mind briefly entertained rape but ehhhh I dunno.

Anyway then I get hanged and everyone cheers cause the negros finally dead, yay


I mean they totally are. But thats coming from someone with a similar background as you so take it with a grain of salt.

Vindicated

Anyways storytime: back when I was in college (6 months ago) the entire basketball team (all black) was sent to jail for assault and disturbing the peace after one of the team member's girlfriend (black girl) cheated on him. Apparently there was a big knife between everyone on the third floor of the dormitory.

Another similar story at this exact same college was black dude beating his black girlfriend after finding out she was cheating on him.

One last college story I was talking to a friend of mine about lesser known historical facts and how white people were enslaved by blacks first for about 200 years. Some retarded black guy heard me say this and said that this was actually a good and deserved. Completely forgetting that this happened before the Trans-Atlantic slave trade.

Now that I think about their was a lot disinformation about black slavery, such as the fact that most people forget that Africans were basically selling prisoners of war to Europeans to turn a profit. One such tribe was so horrible with this that apparently in Africa a monument was built to remember all of their victims. This exact same group, whom I forget the name of inspired a history revisionist movie "The Woman King". Which depicted this group who raped, killed, enslaved, and sacrificed men, women, and children as being the "good guys".