LITERAL DUMPTRUCK ASS GEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEG
This could be the case, but I sometimes wonder because he'll stop the conversation himself and not respond after I prove several points and he has nothing to retort with - though it's probably him just hoping that I'll keep pressing him and drag him back into the conversation. It's weird that a person would want negative attention like that, since I'm just blunt with the guy and tell him how things are and that he's genuinely a fucking loser.
what @kiwifails said, it has to be a humiliation fetish if anything, because if that's not what it is then I really don't know. He's more responsive when I pretend to be all timid, but the moment I turn on the bitch mode he backs off - so maybe it's not even a humiliation thing but he just can't stand being put in his place since he has a God complex.
Being honest is better than trying to sell a lie in my books, I'd probably have a sliver of respect for Kaine for instance if he just admitted he's a piece of shit, rather than trying to act like I'm the bad individual because I'm not giving him what he wants - since he's actually tried to make me believe that I'm a terrible person for not sending him naked images of myself, and this is coming from a dude who settles with revenge porn and making sex AI bots and shit.
Just a normal guy doing normal human male things amongst his fellow species.
If the dude continues interacting despite having a new asshole ripped open, I'd say that's pretty humiliating.This could be the case, but I sometimes wonder because he'll stop the conversation himself and not respond after I prove several points and he has nothing to retort with - though it's probably him just hoping that I'll keep pressing him and drag him back into the conversation. It's weird that a person would want negative attention like that, since I'm just blunt with the guy and tell him how things are and that he's genuinely a fucking loser.
what @kiwifails said, it has to be a humiliation fetish if anything, because if that's not what it is then I really don't know. He's more responsive when I pretend to be all timid, but the moment I turn on the bitch mode he backs off - so maybe it's not even a humiliation thing but he just can't stand being put in his place since he has a God complex.
Being honest is better than trying to sell a lie in my books, I'd probably have a sliver of respect for Kaine for instance if he just admitted he's a piece of shit, rather than trying to act like I'm the bad individual because I'm not giving him what he wants - since he's actually tried to make me believe that I'm a terrible person for not sending him naked images of myself, and this is coming from a dude who settles with revenge porn and making sex AI bots and shit.
Just a normal guy doing normal human male things amongst his fellow species.
Just be depressed. Easy peasy.
what the fuck is this wordswordswords someone please make a translator
I meant to respond to this remark, but you're probably right, any attention is good attention in the eyes of those who crave it - even if it's me clowning on him the entire time, he probably would rub himself off to the fact that a woman would even humor talking to him in the first place since I'm sure he lies about all the supposed pussy he gets, if he was always getting laid I feel like he wouldn't be as down bad as the way he behaves.
He's not even worth it, I'd rather use this thread for something more productive rather than it becoming all about him since he'd probably bust a nut from all the attention. I just like to expose some of his degeneracy towards me from time to time since it's been going on since I was a minor, which is some crazy level of dedication and some of the shit he sends me is funny enough to post about here for everyone else to see. I've milked him for content but it honestly gets boring when you realize he's just putting up a facade.
He probably is in the middle of jacking off every time he messages me, no surprise there, he doesn't even try to hide the fact that he's a sex pest retard since he will openly talk about wanting to cum on me and stick his dick in me.
What are they?
Did you just self dox?
Thank you so much @kiwifails for leaving this update as I asked. I'm at my computer now, and I'm feeling enough strength to make a post since it's been too long and I wanted to leave some more information about my well being and everything that's been going on with me.
Hope you get better soon.Thank you so much @kiwifails for leaving this update as I asked. I'm at my computer now, and I'm feeling enough strength to make a post since it's been too long and I wanted to leave some more information about my well being and everything that's been going on with me.
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It started off with me having the flu, which eventually went away and turned into me gaining a gradual cough that continued to worsen over time. I've now been to the emergency clinic twice, I went yesterday and was prescribed new medications as the ones I was taking before didn't seem to be helping. I'm on four different pills now, and was prescribed an inhaler. I was at the emergency clinic for several hours, I got an x-ray done and they're unsure if it's bacterial bronchitis, or I may be developing asthma. Hopefully the new medications I was prescribed will prove to be effective in getting rid of this cough, I've been having shortness of breath and it's been incredibly painful - I've not even had the energy to really sit at my computer, and have basically been bounded to my bed unable to eat or do much of anything besides drink fluids and rest. I lost more weight, I was only ninety three pounds to begin with but have lost five pounds over the course of the past week from being on a liquid diet and am now down to around eighty eight pounds. I was able to eat a full meal today which was nice, and I'm hoping to recover quickly so I can get back to my hobbies and enjoying online social interactions with everybody again. I've had so much I've wanted to say, and there's projects I want to get back to working on such as my visual novel - but with how poor my immune system is I've needed a lot of time to rest and hope that this goes away now with the new prescriptions.
I'm hoping that everyone here on onion and those who from time to time check this thread have been well,
besides the health updates there hasn't been much that's noteworthy to report on.
I'm going to hopefully be back to full recovery soon.
I've always had pretty shit health ever since I was born, so it's not surprising that catching the flu hit me this violently.
I'll continue to update everyone as the days progress. My blog website was renewed for it's domain, and I realized I haven't posted to my blog in over a month since I started using this thread as a place to vomit out my thoughts but now that there's another year reinstated for my website I have plans for it and will be creating something interesting - a second visual novel, short and sweet that will be a nod to this website as a tongue in cheek response to everything that occurred with this thread which will be uploaded to both my website, and itch.io.
I haven't heard back from Kaine in several weeks after I ghosted him, I'm going to assume that for now he's done with me, and if anyone is still interested in his degeneracy I could upload more content involving past conversations with him once I'm feeling more up to par. I considered milking him for more content, but it's time consuming and he's a handful to deal with and I haven't had the energy to give a fuck considering I already have so much content that I could post about him for the entertainment of others if anyone here is still invested in clowning on him. For all I know he's seen the things I've said on this thread and might be less willing to comply with letting his guard down, so there's that possibility as well, which I can't say for certain one way or the other.
I'm going to continue to rest until I'm back to my full potential, but I hope everyone here on onion is fairing well and I wanted to leave some updates while I had the energy to do so.
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Thank you, it seems that the meds are finally starting to work since the cough has been almost non-existent for the past 48 hours so I'm hoping it stays that way since things have been pretty miserable for me the past month.
