The Philosophy of the Modern Age Female. (Vagina Walker)
For when there is the inability to deeply connect, it is the imbalance of the Feminine Energy. As seen through the lens of not just men but females alike, there is this undesirable flow that harms rather than nurtures. Could it be the obsession of Vicky being the true nature of what one observed as nurturing? Inability to control the inner soul leads to the inability to build bridges and relationships. As her addiction is the lower plane of all her daily routines leading to emptiness, yearly regression & the defensive nature and pride of ones self destruct. But the most mysterious part of this whole existence is as to why was this soul be put and commeth into my eyes?
As there is a Lunar, there is the polar, the balance, the harmony, the rhythm. Nightly, there is a timeline that can be the reminder of life and the illusionary of time. Her cycles have been wasted as the calendar by moon calculates this. If the addiction is to be beaten, then the suffrage and detox commences. Due to the abuse of many years, her mind like a tree of adaption; was wired to numb any existing pain. But when one is to detox, there is the rise of imbalance as the process takes place. Her feminine being excess or of deficiency. Imbalance. Her masculine halted as it is the force of will. Her engine deadlocked, then regression.
But on average, this is the the ideals sheltered. Whoring, abuse, troublesome. It is through my own experiences that there is a heathen or the inability to establish deep connection. There is the need to point out, the meme, to clown, and parade the idea that the modern age within females is exactly as what we would expect. But what lies beneath the soil are roots of problems deeper requiring curiosity as to why. Culture, lust, influence, material reliance, and rebellion to conform. Pride, inability to control emotion, self-destruction, history of abuse, substance abuse, and lack to understand the basic essential of harmony. As to when there is such, there is flow, a current, communion, oneself to becoming one with the other, and sex in the deep for when there is deep connection, sex is no longer the drug one once visualized.
Five months since then. Failure of such destiny in the making of my fantasy is not the result of the Queens actions as she has performed much needed measures to make my dream come true. Simply, it is the nature and culture of the modern age. Picture an orchard or field of blueberry trees. For some reason there is hardly any blueberries in this field as there are hundreds of trees. There are blueberries, but they come by rare so you must walk the field in search for such. This is the condition now. Even with compromises, my sacrifice of my pride was never enough for the women who have schemed and whored while I was nurturing to them have failed to understand the needs of my emotions, feelings and alone world. It is by this I have concealed more over secrets. Taken into consideration the tide. Understood the complexity of lower plane women, and remained at peace while I travel uncharted waters. If the dear one you crush on, if the dear female you intent to, if she is never of the growth of your garden, she is no use to you. Men should never serve them as it is their duty to fertilize. Men plant, harvest, grow as it is their will. Women nurture by watering, pulling weeds, maintenance, and organizing the garden. As I have learned through the hard way, this is a truth that women intend for your power struggle in this modern age. They refuse to work in harmony but rather against it. They become helpless from their own decisions and pride. Vicky for instance, found that I had a world of fruits and water. My house had food on the table, my rooms were cleaned, my garden was growing that I was only attending to. With my compassion to her, as I put forth my own emotions and energy. She came into this world I just visualized, walked in, grabbed the food on the table, ate most of it, left the dinner table without putting the dishes in the sink, then walked out leaving behind a mess with dirt all over the carpet and hardwood floor. She slept in my bedroom without putting back together the bed. She went to my garden and picked my fruits and in doing so, stepped all over my flowers, my soil, and didn't even have the consideration water any of my plants. After everything of her being in my world I desperately tried to maintain, she left behind a mess, anger, more work for me to do, and a more incite into how women behave that are whores.
But the answer is clear as to why she came into my world. My brother had such a women with the bluest eyes that went by a resembling name to Vicky. Though his friends mislead him into substance abuse (hard drugs), she is the false feminine spirit that was apart of his death. As the two have a history of substance abuse, they projected this low energy onto others. Causing harm especially to the mans heart. The reason this evil women came into my existence was because I attracted her unfortunately from a world of whores, demons, dark spirits and false feminine spirits. If anything, I was a divine fellow, pure in my own world and this portal of such whores decided to throw one of their own my way so I can suffer and fall for yet again a Vagina Walker. But time has also made me realize something deeply about modern age women. My character and heart are very well above them. For the real Queens exist in deeper places then some whore that projected her abuse story onto me. This bitch will remain in a constant cycle of misery and hell. A hell she created from her ignorance. Her future men will abuse her, she will contemplate suicide and she will continue to make bad decisions. For the five months after, it was never my problem to deal with as she did not have any decency. Just another speed bump and waste of time. Her actions against me and the Queen, have resulted in my deep resentment. As I once seethed so harshly without rage, now I plan, make upon more attendance to my book of secrets. As to, as to, as to why, as to how my Harem will become never more a dream but the world of in which I emotionally want my Queens to find as I know when they commeth, into my door and the realm of my comfort, they will attend to me, serve me as once they do, I will construct upon a fine forest to where we dance under the Lunar, as to it is our timeline because we establish our Harmony in our Gender.