Got promoted to Global Mod which was pretty nice, I was told I worked for it but I feel like I've just had fun on this site and like to help where I can since the community despite having it's ups and it's downs has had me met some interesting and cool people who I just hope to be friends with and not bother anyone, it feels like I can actually be myself here and not have to pussy foot around things or censor myself. I just wanted to be a massive fag for a moment and just say how much I appreciate everyone.
I know there's probably some people who read into this who may not like me and lurk my platforms, there's even people who are against slurring and shit posting on the internet who I've seen attempt to moral fag me off site and it's honestly a you problem if you're digging this much to the degree of finding a thread about me on some niche site, you problem, not a me problem. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
I've been working on my space since the new setup I got, and plan to get myself a new VR at some point since I still enjoy playing shit like beat saber, have always had fun with rhythm games since I was young. It's a decent exercise and even though VR could be better, I still have fun with the occasional VR gaming night, though I need to get myself some PC upgrades soon for a better experience.
Oh yeah - while I'm mind vomiting, I also was absolutely retarded and went to cook myself past, but I turned on the wrong burner and didn't notice until I smelled something vile, then realized I turned on the top burner and it was melting my electric tea kettle. It was a mess, but it got dealt with and now I need to spend money I don't have on a new kettle,
I wanted to neck myself.
I cant sleep peacefully without the full 12 yards of powerline-age coursing through my eardrums
Not sure if this makes me retarded or autistic but I've had this exact video saved for a long time and have played it's entire run time for background white noise when I need sleep.
I've never seen lain, most of what I know is from osmosis.
I just don't like games with a ton of cutscenes.
Fair enough tbh, can't say otherwise since I'd be a hypocrite since I've complained about recent games being movies, rather than games myself.
True, I like Lain and have watched it all because I'm a fan of what it had to say without having to think too hard about it, watching it can be like a fever dream but when you realize what serial lain represents it's neat and the way that it predicted what the internet would turn into when the anime was made in 1999 is foreboding since lain means to represent human connection and the separation of reality and the internet, showing it to be a dangerous thing if you choose to live in a dream rather than be able to step into reality. I've always loved Yoshitoshi Abe's work, especially an anime called "Haibane Renmei" which will always be a masterpiece and a favorite of mine next to serial experiment's lain.
I loved the PS1 lain game because it's the "bad ending" to it's anime counterpart, basically the "what if Lain didn't have
You should, it's a good watch.
I doubt Kiwi will see this but at the same time it's probably not the place to talk about Kiwi here since there's really no need to keep bringing Kiwi up when Kiwi had nothing to do with the thread or topic here and I'm not wanting people to have things against one another or stir up more unnecessary drama since it's been blatantly annoying - I'm just saying this now because I don't have problems with anyone and never did and just don't want people to keep it going when there's no point, especially on this thread.
Where else can we talk about it? It doesn't look like there's anywhere else it's mentioned. I'd consider him an efriend so I wanted to mention it incase he sees it. We talked off/on for like 5 months I'm just paying my respects
Fair, I'm just tired of the drama and guess I just don't want this thread turning into another hate orgy fest by mentioning unrelated people when I just want people to be fine and to chat about casual shit, right now even mentioning these names will get people going, which I want to avoid because I just don't care about any of it at this point and want people to drop it lmao.
Oh ok, I just checked to see if I had a message from him or what and thought I might be blocked or something cause I couldn't click his name. It's all super fresh info to me, sorry for being late af to this. How's your night going?
Could be better, went through losing a friend over miscommunications and not being able to understand certain things that were going on, but besides that I'm fine I'm spending my night playing some video games and working on more script work towards a visual novel I'm working on as a self "dev", learning Python. It's a pretty fun first coding language for me, if HTML and CSS / JavaScript don't count, in my opinion Python is a bit easier.
Sounds adventurous, busy and a bit creative. That's right up my alley (kind of, I know next to nothing with coding). I painted this arcade shaped tissue box I found at a thrift store for $1 because it was all solid blue. What games do you play? I've been playing monster hunter Wilds lately
I've been into coding since I was a kid, started off with decorating my social media platforms in the early 2000's of the internet with html and CSS, before eventually moving on to JavaScript and now being able to easily learn Python since it's easier than I thought it would be, but creating a "game" / visual novel by yourself is time consuming and there's so much I have planned for what I want to create, ambitious project of mine that will be ready at some point or another.
That's a really adorable tissue box, and for some reason makes me think of Don't Hug Me I'm Scared.
More often than not I'm usually playing games that people haven't even heard of like Disillusion, Disillusion ST. , SeekL, Miya The Broken, Yume Nikki, Yume 2kki, but sometimes I enjoy more mainstream pieces of media that more people would know about like the entire series for Class of '09. Mouthwashing, 100% Orange Juice, and so forth. On rare occasions I'll play games like Yakuza 0, but I usually enjoy titles that only I have heard about since I make it a challenge for myself to find rare gems that nobody else but me would know about, since they always end up being really neat pieces of artwork that I come to appreciate - I enjoy the obscure and macabre.
I've dabbled in HTML and css too but I definitely can't do much with it. Just dipped my toes into it for profiles and some for university. That sounds complicated but worth it so you can see your vision come to life. Hopefully we get to see it here too
Thank you. I had trouble choosing a color scheme but liked the vintagey brights for this one
I've only ever played Yume Nikki of this bunch and I think maybe 100% Orange Juice at one point. I like some different games too but mine tend to be colorful, like jet set radio or darkstalkers. We have some overlap though I think.
