Niche Celebrity 🐮 ₊˚⊹ ࿔ cyber doll's mind vomit.

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I've been also regretting many things of my past that have harmed me such as having posted e-whore material in the past, I was always looking for rushes of dopamine online, fast and easy without realizing how much more can be done through art and focusing the self into things that matter for dopamine. There are still people holding decade old lewd content over my head ( some of the photos had been just days after I turned eighteen - which yes, legal, it's still fucking weird to hold onto. ) I am still often toyed with from things of the past though I felt the need to mind vomit about it as I don't understand the point of not allowing for growth.

 

[Frosty Fetus]

I've been also regretting many things of my past that have harmed me such as having posted e-whore material in the past, I was always looking for rushes of dopamine online, fast and easy without realizing how much more can be done through art and focusing the self into things that matter for dopamine. There are still people holding decade old lewd content over my head ( some of the photos had been just days after I turned eighteen - which yes, legal, it's still fucking weird to hold onto. ) I am still often toyed with from things of the past though I felt the need to mind vomit about it as I don't understand the point of not allowing for growth.

Its shocking to me how many women enter e-whore territory and exit regretting ever being an e-whore in the first.

Its awful how society just allow men and women to be miserable due to its toxic positive and being overly permissive of things which may later on harm people.

 

[Frosty Fetus]

Overtime ive come to realize the importance of the Devil's Advocate, pushback, or just general conflict.

 

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Its shocking to me how many women enter e-whore territory and exit regretting ever being an e-whore in the first.

Its awful how society just allow men and women to be miserable due to its toxic positive and being overly permissive of things which may later on harm people.

it's also young stupid - choices, even some things I've done rather recently, but I want to just kind of drop it - if other people hold onto it, then they're the weird sex pests and it's not a me problem, and I can just tune it out and continue to focus on the progression of what I want to do next. It's such a common mistake too, and some women don't come out of it as fine as I did considering I just became mentally dulled to harassment from many years of it.

 

[Frosty Fetus]

it's also young stupid - choices, even some things I've done rather recently, but I want to just kind of drop it - if other people hold onto it, then they're the weird sex pests and it's not a me problem, and I can just tune it out and continue to focus on the progression of what I want to do next. It's such a common mistake too, and some women don't come out of it as fine as I did considering I just became mentally dulled to harassment from many years of it.

As long your alive, than its never too late to change.

 

[Vergilius]

I don't completely understand anymore where things are at though I'm still around,

think of right now as a purgatory, a stand still literally nothing notable happening

I've just been attempting to focus on art so that I can bring my visual novel to life.

must be shit if you haven't shared any art

 

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must be shit if you haven't shared any art

...?

 

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I just haven't felt any need to share.

 

[faux90skid]

You losers babble all you want.

Wars about to start and I'm going to find a way to fuck myself for this new year.