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Oh have you not had sleep paralysis before - or? Most sleep paralysis occurrences people feel like something heavy is on their chest, but a lot of people report different feelings or sounds during sleep paralysis, for me I've always felt a figure climb into bed just out of view even when I was...

My usual check in, haven't really had much to mind vomit about since there hasn't been much going on upstairs with me to begin with for some time now but I hope everyone is doing well - still around, but just nothing to really post about since it's the usual cycle. I did get my glasses, it's...

i mean sure i'm a little retarded but i'm self aware of it

why do people actually believe I'm retarded tf

kaine moment

Personally I don't have issues with anyone on this website or off site, besides people from my past I've discussed but besides everything I've had relatively pleasant and chill conversations with everyone for the most part and just am glad there's a space on the web like this, everyone's been...

Wouldn't be the first time for me

Did I do something to piss you off or something lol

not anymore since I'm a shut in, but I did in the past. I prefer the quiet lifestyle now. never drink water never really go outside never get sunlight stay in a dark room 20 hours a day eat potato chips for dinner never eat red meat tbh I need to do better

I'm going to assume you never went through this entire thread with all my lore, which I can't blame you since this thread is super long lmfao - pretty sure it's been mentioned before but a few years ago I went through a massive house fire which was started by my downstairs neighbor and I almost...

old pic of me that's several years old now before my house fire before I turned into a rotting corpse who no longer gets much sunlight. I still fucking miss that woojer device though, shit was so good for music and got it for free by the company.

Idk whenever I go out I'm told I smell nice I use a lot of skin care products and I have an array collection of different scents since for some reason I just like having a list of products for my skin and hair and body, I always have a honey almond vanilla spray for my hair which I brush a few...

who is this guy

I try to shower at least once every three or four days, in the past I showered at least once sometimes twice a day but then depression shit and I just don't bother as much especially since it's not like I do much to begin with to get dirty.

I've never even understood what the problem seems to be between this person and I because usually the only people who beef with me are troons or other minorities I've pissed off. this reminds me I should shower

what the fuck are you on about :story:

Agreed - I don't understand why it isn't like this to begin with. I know people would argue "lol you're trying to justify murder." but that can also be said about these protestors who should also be held for attempted murder because whose to say there aren't people with life threatening...

Honestly agreed about this, have had the same thoughts for some time now. I don't drive myself, but could imagine how serious it must be trying to get to work so you're not late - or what if somebody was on their way to a hospital, or funeral?

did you just refer to me as a pet

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I hate that the fanbase for a lot of popular games like Undertale and Deltarune are cringe because overall I enjoyed Undertale, it's nostalgia bait but it works - then again I love a lot of indie games, including harder to stomach stories like Lisa and Lisa the painful. I haven't played through...

Whoever is messaging him is going schizo and he's just upset about it since people always go on the attack with me, but it's always people who we both recognize to be far worse than I am - but I also don't think it even needs to be mentioned here since the people who don't like me will always...

TLDR I'm pretty sure somebody is telling @Kenopsia lies about me if we regard the screen shots and more individuals are trying to convince him I'm too mentally unstable to be friends with, even though most people who say these things about me are more often than not x10 more degenerate than I...

The last dream I had I thought it was a real movie trailer when I woke up, but after awhile I realized it had been just a dream - in the dream I kept seeing a face of an older women grinning - ( just the face, no body ) and it would appear in random places, under the bed, under the couch, in a...

I also contacted Kaine again ( he accepted the request within moments ) - the person whose stalked me since the early days of the internet when we were both kids in the same Facebook communities, and I have a feeling that I probably won't hear from him again - at least not for a few years, which...

I'm sorry I haven't really been around much - I have been tired, and since I don't have my social platforms I've just kind of been doing some behind the screen hobbies, including a bit more of reading and exploring lucid dreaming once again - I've been trying different types of teas and things...

anyways goodnight

Later today I'm going to an eye care clinic so long as I don't oversleep but I'll finally have glasses which I've needed for some time since my vision is honestly dog shit, I need to start getting better sleep and considered looking into a sleep clinic since they could maybe prescribe something...

It was for sure a blessing in disguise because while I could have deactivated the account myself - the following I had was too enticing, so I continued to play with it and push the limits, but for years that Facebook account has been used against me by different individuals over the years to dig...

I'm not even kidding - the fucking post the page made about me had hundreds of likes / comments, all discussing how my body should be used if I think saying "my body your choice" is an okay statement, but it just proves how retarded they are because just by me making a CNC joke they instantly...

This creature.

Oh, well technically speaking I have a list of people I'd consider my own personal lolcows - typically weird troons on Facebook who would always attempt to beef with me, there's one troon page that had 60k followers and they made a post about me, and there was thousands of comments of mentally...

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Yeah, tbh it ended up not being a complete bad thing - because unhinged cunts on Facebook would go as far as to harass my family who have nothing to do with my antics, and would even send me nasty stuff like animal gore, as if that's less worse than me making rage bait posts aimed at...

My Facebook account and my Instagram account got terminated today, and I feel like this was a targeted ordeal by a certain group of people. I'm sure people will see this as a win against me, but regardless of having probably lost some photos and old nostalgic posts I can still just continue to...

I think images are broken again

I have no idea what's going on but I hope everyone is okay and doing well. I've been sick again the past several days but I set up an appointment for an eye clinic and will be getting my eyes looked at, as well as a pair of glasses in a few days - something I've needed to do for a few years now...

sorry

idk why I decorated that post so much ew

Today was such a pleasant day, for once I had fun in the sun. I went to the mall today since I haven't really been going out as often as I probably should and I had a pleasant time, the weather was beautiful and I've been doing a lot more with myself behind the monitor - at least compared to...

I almost kicked my roommate out over it because it was almost an every night thing with new dudes walking into my house that I didn't even know, was gross and uncomfortable.

I once had a whore roommate who kept bringing in dudes from dating sites and they'd literally keep me wake all night with the wall bashing noises.

This conversation reminded me about how during the early 2000's of the web there was somebody who would send me emails back and forth, - to this day I still don't know who it was - I've talked about this person often in the past, and he had two alt email accounts that went by "acrylic eyes", and...

True - I've just had people moral fag me and call me weird for checking out gore from time to time but it already exists, me just consuming it out of morbid curiosity doesn't hurt anyone.

Yeah, I saw gore/shock sites as young as nine or ten years old. I think it's part of the result of who I am today, since I grew up to be desensitized to just about everything - I've never seen a problem with edgy content, because at the end of the day it doesn't hurt anybody - most it serves to...

Update They ended up banning my account on the DSI website since they saw my post on this thread and went into damage control panic mode, not a loss at all since I wasn't even using the website and it probably got them off when they disabled the account, even though the website is beyond broken...

I wonder if @Crimson Fucker was like me, but tbh when I was a kid if I wasn't on DSI related websites or on basic social media platforms, then I was probably looking into shock sites. I'm this old, I remember this site vividly and I think I was extremely young the first time I ran into it...

Speaking of gore I got to see the new Final Destination movie today and it's probably my favorite out of the series. The other movies will always be classics but this one had more to it in my opinion, especially with Death being canonically seen as a being that toys with it's victims rather than...

Just a quick update The people from the website I grew up on that I mentioned above saw the post I made about them and went into panic mode, but it's funny to me because they've been trying to play up a narrative that they want nothing to do with me and "definitely don't stalk me" but they're...

I don't like the website anymore, it's a dated website from the early 2000's that's always been crawling with pedophiles. I had fun with it when I was a naïve child because it was a chatroom themed website and I was able to talk to strangers on the web, similar to now - but the website should...

The website is nothing but an echo chamber primarily used by either minors, or the old users who think they're elites or some shit even though it's just a broken website that doesn't even function as it did in the past with most things being completely bugged. There was a "meeting" a few weeks...

Gorillaz, Nirvana, Studio Killers, and Mazie come to mind when I think of favorites.

Off topic - I wanted to make a post about something from the past that I've mentioned before. This has to do with "drama" I was involved in when I was a minor around 2010 - that's still somehow ongoing to this day and something I've already mentioned before, where an old website I was a part of...

I love synthwave/electronic, but my range expands further - I like just about all music, almost.

The retarded left would probably actually agree and say that yes, you could say your pronoun is Master because they're delusional within their world of "acceptance" even though they can't even accept themselves for who they were born as. Tbh, just dead name the people who cry about pronouns...

Yeah, I stopped taking my own meds cold turkey as well back when I was on them - maybe that was a mistake, at least for me lol. Hopefully you're fairing well though, sincerely. Yeah - I've been sleeping a bit less, I could easily sleep for sixteen hours at a time but I've been trying to get on...

Ah, shit, sorry to hear. Antidepressants? I had been prescribed to Wellbutrin for some time, probably the only antidepressant that actually worked, wanted to mention it since I'm not too sure if you'd be the type to look into this, or if you already have. Hypocritical of me to say though since...

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Hope you're okay, depression sucks and I get that. I should try those things myself, probably. Do they at least help you? Wouldn't even wish depression on the people who hate me honestly, it's debilitating. My DM's are always open too. ( just an offer to anyone if anyone ever needs to...

Kind of cringe tbh, I've been catty towards other women but usually just the obese ones who need to be bullied into being healthier. Different assorted vitamins, wormwood, valerian root, mugwort, lion's mane, iron tablets since I'm anemic as shit, melatonin for sleep aid, there's probably...

Nothing ever does.

Trans people are always the problem and people think that I hate on trans people just to rage bait, but it's shit like this that's disgusting to me where it opens up danger and uncomfortable situations for literal children. Nothing good comes from going woke, besides allowing troubles...

He should have allowed Sam Hyde at the boxing event.

These videos are just embarrassing because if you did something to warrant being arrested you're aware of it and you're going to be touched, I've seen these videos where women will go as far as to say they are being molested when a cop touches them "without their consent."

I was kind of hoping the Ostrich fucked her up harder.

I never know what the duck is happening tbh. If it's a woman, makes sense since the thread isn't about them, for some reason women get meow meow with other women it's weird. I went out grocery shopping yesterday and the people working said they liked my outfit - I've been putting in more...

that user is a woman?

Actually they might call us flaming faggots if we did something that homosexual tbh.

Ngl, always been the case with me lmao. Why do you sound so hostile towards me? I simply stated that people run to this website about me, doesn't matter if it's a dead nigger website considering the people who come here to talk shit about me are often times people who actually know me from...

You can quite literally keep them in a mason jar that has holes and tap water and they'll thrive, that's basically all you need but you can get an aquarium for them too but since they have very little requirements you really don't need much since they're low maintenance besides when they need to...

I've used the handle gore chan a lot when I was always posting around in discord about the CJNG cartel since I've always been interested in them for some reason lol, shit can get gnarly in their world. I might change my name, idk for now Doll just sticks and suits my whole get up. I'm still...

Honestly fair, I can't really say anything without being hypocritical though.

I thought about getting another one since leeches are just neat pets and you only need to feed them around once a year, and they're a lot of fun to watch in little aquariums. I posted photos of my leech since I thought it was neat.

It's time for me to do my before bed skin care routine

lmao I would change my name on here to something gay like gore chan since that's another tag I sometimes use but then people would probably get annoyed wondering who I am if I keep changing my shit up all the time which I've always had a bad habit with

The current cover artwork for my visual novel I'm working on which was drawn by a friend of mine, the game is playable but I won't be getting too into the contents of what's within the game or it's plot - besides it being influenced by internet culture and self experiences alongside many...

It's pretty crazy how much the people went through during the 9/11 attack who were directly involved like I couldn't imagine having been closer to the ground level and having a cloud of shards of glass and rubble engulf the area in seconds, like having to swallow that mixture in the air. I...

I got distracted watching this since I realized it came out on Netflix

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