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It doesn't - there would be no luxuries in infinite life.

If you really didn't want to be here you could log off, change your password to something you won't recall. You don't need to go off with a "bang" since me banning you wouldn't even be anything impressive.

did ich do something wrong to you

I am too focused on my art.

there clearly are people who care enough to keep putting my name out there when I have no part.

this is honestly disgusting.

I have also been alerted that because of this drama, people are stalking me on other websites that I use, which I do not appreciate.

Personally I don't understand why this has even continued as the drama ended long ago and there's really no reason to even care at this point, there's better things that could be discussed rather than beating a dead horse.

huh

I haven't been on much.

My appointment was rescheduled for a later date, unfortunately.

I have always had a deep interest in lucid dreaming - though anything related to sleep occurrences, false awakenings, false awakening loops, lucid dreams, lucid nightmares, sleep paralysis, hypnagogic states, and so forth. I still do not understand how it is possible that while inside of a dream...

wait what

I've been in thought at how much a person whose willing changes in such a short span of time - the will of the human mind to better itself and always evolve. I've had a conversation, with some people who I came to find solace with who I didn't think would forgive me for going against their very...

It's about time - though I found a psychiatrist that can work with me, and I have an appointment set up in the next few days to get le medicated, I've been told that the doctor is lenient so I will be mentioning prescriptions I've had in mind that I think will aid me. I've been told many times...

tired.

what

you should check out this movie it's good.

I just don't understand what happened and it sucks because it will probably come off that I didn't actually like him, when I did - but I just didn't get a proper contact because I was always offline or just in my head about things and when everything happened and he got banned and contact was...

not anymore.

I still hold no ill will towards Daniel because I'm just really tired and wish everyone was okay.

Ich decided that tonight I vvill watch "It's a wonderful life", I tend to watch it each year as it's been a more recent tradition despite not really caring much for the holidays by any means. I don't really understand the point of the holidays besides feeling obligated to spend money, which is...

I have barely been using the internet as a whole in comparison to how I was in the past as I've felt burnt out with constantly being involved in controversies that have nothing to do with me, especially if people do enough research and realize that I've only come to know these forum sites...

I'm just overly a push over or something I don't know, I don't like having issues with anyone - this has been true even after I found out about the thread that was made about me, my decade old nudes being leaked, being called a whore etc and even though Daniel was a part of that before realizing...

Still not understanding, and a bit upset on why he's bringing me into it when I actually liked to talk to him.

If Daniel wants to continue to rub my face into the mud, I guess he can - not like there's anything I could even do about it, but it sucks because I just genuinely wanted to be his friend despite sometimes lacking in response but that's just a problem I have with everyone since I ten to rot and...

Yeah - at this point I can no longer defend or be nice to Chemo / Daniel as I noticed he called me a hag and is spreading false information based off of information that I trusted him with, I know that he's only doing this for attention at this point - or something against this website, but if...

ken has a sister? lol and where did you come up with that

I realized just now that he name - dropped me on the thread about Ken, bringing up information at this point that serves no purpose other than to hurt people who don't bother with him, I'm not understanding why he's suddenly bringing my name and information I told him over dms into this drama.

It's probably apparent I haven't been as frequently active - I got a new job, after having quit my old job just to find out the job I have is much worse than my last work place with especially terrible management and I've had no time for myself. People who don't work have it easy - I was in the...

what the fuck is going on with my thread anymore hahaha

this is just larp.

I don't even feed into this - there's just the choice to not log in, I don't need to le ban you for you to no longer use the site, you can change your password to something you'd never remember - then just log out and you're done.

I didn't mind Daniel - he was kind to me, but I don't understand why he would do something to this degree. I wish that everyone could get along, there's been many of problems with everyone coming together.

I don't know, there's just a beauty in virtual worlds like MMO's, the music, the atmospheres, being able to meet other people in these digital spaces. Though with PSO2 it's an especially pretty game, a lot to do, and NGS is all about fashion to the point they even added a in-game fashion...

It's a second home to me in a sense.

I played PSO2 original online, as well as the new NGS sequel that's more recent which I'm enjoying more than the pso2 original since it's nicer to look at, has a nicer world to explore and doesn't feel as compact since it's more open - world and so forth, thankfully my character carried over...

are you ok

FF14 is terrible, I play MMO's like Phantasy Star Online.

I think Faux is just posting to post - I'm not playing any games, but no @Faux90sKid is not Kaine and Kaine is an individual who has nothing to do with these forum sites and does not even know of their existence. Kaine is somebody whose plagued me since childhood online since I've been active...

I figured I would also post an update about Kaine for those who wondered what ever happened with all of that - but after some time he sent me this wall of text the other day, stating that he's done stalking me ( which says something about him, having admitted to being a stalker, though he's also...

I can understand elitism when it comes to this sort of thing - I've always wanted to make an ita bag myself since they're cute ( for those who don't know / aren't weeb it's just a bag with a window where you can safely show off collectible pins / anime merch which gets very expensive depending...

I've just been attempting to work on a few things within life - focusing on the self a bit though I still lurk and just haven't had much to discuss as besides playing an MMO I haven't been up to much, besides from time to time when I pick up a book. I don't like to share everything, bits and...

why

I ended up working on a bit of personal related stuff.

tomorrow I do a lot.

what I do

yeah I've literally never had any issues with pitties I'd sometimes go to a friend's house and almost looked more forward to seeing the pittie than anything else, was a common joke that I was only in the friendship for the dog.

oh people are still reading posts from when I was larping when my name was kiwi kitty lol I love pitties

I've been looking into new clothing / ideas for a wardrobe change at some point when I'm able to afford new / nice clothes, though there's something about outfits like these that I love and picture myself in - I want my entire wardrobe to be outside the norm, right now I own more cosplays and...

nobody responded to my creepypasta post wtf no creepypasta fans..

I spent my entire morning playing visual novel games and falling asleep at my desk randomly, I'm so fucking tired but I found a VN where you can decorate your character and it's about romanticizing creepypasta characters which brought me back to my middle school days - I was always obsessed with...

I played it earlier since I found out that it's free right now on PlayStation, and I can't afford Silent Hill F at the moment so it's a good place holder - it's a fun game, I like when games go backwards and emulate older games, I was also a fan of Resident Evil growing up so Crow Country is...

I still need to pick up Silent Hill F, I wondered if there was a way I could pirate it despite how new it is, there would probably be a way though my computer currently probably wouldn't be able to support it so it's a case where I plan to get it at some point on the PlayStation five, though I...

I just put a number of people on ignore.

I hardly ever know what's going on with this thread of mine since I usually can never tell who the literal who's are that decide to come around, at this point there's either people making sock accounts to psychologically toy with me or there's just random strays who find this and decide to be...

honestly glad to have finally moved this thread, maybe now people will chill out on being needless cunts.

you're going to make retards think that you're seriously simping

we're not allowed to take ban requests etc etc

huh

anyways, going to be taking some steps forward - there's been a lot that I've been working on in the background when it comes to my pursuits towards a number of things including stability, projects of mine and so forth. I've figured out what I'm going to do with my visual novel - a final vision...

decided to finally move this thread to Blogs & Opinions and Q & A makes more sense

uhh are you ok nobody here simps for me and I wasn't asking you to, like genuinely are you alright lol

are you into dudes or something

why do other people care what people say to me anyways lol

do you actually believe this is all real

you don't need to over explain yourself just call me a cock sleeve and move on

if that's the case, fair enough but I've been told by many it's two clicks to avoid it and a non - issue.

why even bring it up to begin with or why use this thread I don't get it lol

to be fair I was 18+ but bringing up decade old shit I did when I just turned eighteen basically is weird.

removed the badges, sorry about that @the last laugh.