Venting I'm pretty sure I want to kill my family: (Note: This is not a call to commit any illegal activity)

Bear Hammer · 2025-12-17T17:44:39-0500

(WARNING: THIS USER DOES NOT WANT TO LITERALLY KILL THEIR FAMILY, BUT IS MERELY JUST EXPRESSING FRUSTRATION WITH NOT LIKING THEM. MURDER IS ILLEGAL AND THIS USER WOULD NEVER DO THAT)

Let me give you the run down of my family and how much they suck.

My stepdad is a 50+ year old drug addict (stoner), man child, fat, bald, lectures people about exercising and health despite being fat and unhealthy himself, and just recently had a 4 year old mentally retarded child despite being really old. He also sometimes gives me drugs to try to get along with me, and also gets bullied by my mom everyday and does nothing about it. Like a child.

My mom is a slut, a drunk, and a loser who had me sometime in her early-mid twenties. She's most of the reason I am pro-choice, I'm hoping more whores that got knocked up at her age and would become shitty parents would just abort their accident kids as opposed to bringing them up miserably. She had me through casual sex with a man she didn't love but just used as something to ram her smelly stinky hole into. Did I mention she's a drunk? She likes to verbally abuse my stepdad almost everyday while he does nothing about it, and she likes to subject the whole family in her fights. She also gives me drugs as a way to get me to like her more, but that will never happen. She also one time, when I was 9 years old I was sleeping on her bed because my bed was infested with bedbugs, picked me up and threw me on the bedbug infested bed to hookup and probably do drugs with some random guy whom I had no idea who he was. My mom said he was a "friend", but it's pretty obvious that was a lie.

And my grandma, who is weirdly flirtatious with me and disgusts me. I try to get away from her as much as possible.

And my brother who is 2 years younger than me, currently also hates me because I was kind of a dick to him when we were younger. But based on experiences I have heard of other people and their sibling dynamics, it wasn't really that different. He's just such a sensitive bitch and he acts like a dick to everyone all the time and my stepdad is too much of a pussy to do anything about it.

I just want to fucking kill my whole family. I just have a family that is just filled with failures and just the most awful people in every sense of the word, and I am forced to interact with them every single day and can't escape from them. I am pretty sure if god was real, he wouldn't have made these kinds of people in reality.

The only silver lining is that I do have insanely rich step grandparents. Rich enough to have huge houses in multiple states and fly on private jets to their vacations when they go on them. Sometimes they invite me because they like me, but rarely my stepdad which I find funny. They also give me a lot of money to spend on bullshit, which I have recently just started saving up.

I am looking forward to the satisfaction of when I have finally saved up enough money to be fully independent, and I can cut them off from my life completely as punishment for the way they made my childhood.

I have a dream that one day I will one day be rich somehow, and I can have a child not out of wedlock and be planned. And feed him only the most healthiest foods, only wear the best clothes, only let him watch high quality shows and movies, no internet access, have the best birthdays, have the best of everything life as to offer. No shitty parents who give their kids weed in order for them to like them, no free range internet access, no worrying about anything than just being a child. That's currently my #1 goal in life.

God I sound like such an emo bitch right now but holy shit my family sucks so much.

chudchudchudchud · 2025-12-17T17:56:22-0500

Bear Hammer said:
God I sound like such an emo bitch right now but holy shit my family sucks so much.

It's alright to vent. It sucks that you got dealt a shitty hand but everyone starts somewhere. You might have an opportunity to outgrow them and be your own person with greater values. I hope you achieve your dream of finding a nice wife and having a good family of your own in the future.

Bear Hammer said:
And my grandma, who is weirdly flirtatious with me and disgusts me. I try to get away from her as much as possible.

But this part sounds worrying and incestuous, that can really fuck up someone's development. Did she flirt with you as a child? Please be careful, you could even get someone else you trust to stop her. I can see why you'd be disgusted.

Bear Hammer · 2025-12-17T18:08:51-0500

chudchudchudchud said:
It's alright to vent. It sucks that you got dealt a shitty hand but everyone starts somewhere. You might have an opportunity to outgrow them and be your own person with greater values. I hope you achieve your dream of finding a nice wife and having a good family of your own in the future.

I don't really care too much about being an accident / backshot baby, it's how most humans were created anyway. However I can't help but feel jealous when I do see kids who obviously grew up in more 'normal' places.

It's pretty much my goal to end the cycle of having shitty parents in my family.

chudchudchudchud said:
But this part sounds worrying and incestuous, that can really fuck up someone's development. Did she flirt with you as a child? Please be careful, you could even get someone else you trust to stop her. I can see why you'd be disgusted.

I don't really wanna get into it but it was like a few years ago she just acted extremely weird around me, I don't know if she was drunk or what but ever since then I just avoided interacting with her for the most part. It wasn't when I was a kid, but it was recent.

chudchudchudchud · 2025-12-17T18:12:01-0500

Bear Hammer said:
However I can't help but feel jealous when I do see kids who obviously grew up in more 'normal' places.

That's understandable. You might benefit from processing it deeply and then accepting it. How? I'm not really sure myself.

Bear Hammer said:
I don't really wanna get into it but it was like a few years ago she just acted extremely weird around me, I don't know if she was drunk or what but ever since then I just avoided interacting with her for the most part. It wasn't when I was a kid, but it was recent.

Ah. Maybe you could ask her why or tell her it makes you uncomfortable (assuming you haven't already tried this)

faux90skid · 2025-12-17T18:17:42-0500

Bear Hammer said:
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Let me give you the run down of my family and how much they suck.

My stepdad is a 50+ year old drug addict (stoner), man child, fat, bald, lectures people about exercising and health despite being fat and unhealthy himself, and just recently had a 4 year old mentally retarded child despite being really old. He also sometimes gives me drugs to try to get along with me, and also gets bullied by my mom everyday and does nothing about it. Like a child.

My mom is a slut, a drunk, and a loser who had me sometime in her early-mid twenties. She's most of the reason I am pro-choice, I'm hoping more whores that got knocked up at her age and would become shitty parents would just abort their accident kids as opposed to bringing them up miserably. She had me through casual sex with a man she didn't love but just used as something to ram her smelly stinky hole into. Did I mention she's a drunk? She likes to verbally abuse my stepdad almost everyday while he does nothing about it, and she likes to subject the whole family in her fights. She also gives me drugs as a way to get me to like her more, but that will never happen. She also one time, when I was 9 years old I was sleeping on her bed because my bed was infested with bedbugs, picked me up and threw me on the bedbug infested bed to hookup and probably do drugs with some random guy whom I had no idea who he was. My mom said he was a "friend", but it's pretty obvious that was a lie.

And my grandma, who is weirdly flirtatious with me and disgusts me. I try to get away from her as much as possible.

And my brother who is 2 years younger than me, currently also hates me because I was kind of a dick to him when we were younger. But based on experiences I have heard of other people and their sibling dynamics, it wasn't really that different. He's just such a sensitive bitch and he acts like a dick to everyone all the time and my stepdad is too much of a pussy to do anything about it.

I just want to fucking kill my whole family. I just have a family that is just filled with failures and just the most awful people in every sense of the word, and I am forced to interact with them every single day and can't escape from them. I am pretty sure if god was real, he wouldn't have made these kinds of people in reality.

The only silver lining is that I do have insanely rich step grandparents. Rich enough to have huge houses in multiple states and fly on private jets to their vacations when they go on them. Sometimes they invite me because they like me, but rarely my stepdad which I find funny. They also give me a lot of money to spend on bullshit, which I have recently just started saving up.

I am looking forward to the satisfaction of when I have finally saved up enough money to be fully independent, and I can cut them off from my life completely as punishment for the way they made my childhood.

I have a dream that one day I will one day be rich somehow, and I can have a child not out of wedlock and be planned. And feed him only the most healthiest foods, only wear the best clothes, only let him watch high quality shows and movies, no internet access, have the best birthdays, have the best of everything life as to offer. No shitty parents who give their kids weed in order for them to like them, no free range internet access, no worrying about anything than just being a child. That's currently my #1 goal in life.

God I sound like such an emo bitch right now but holy shit my family sucks so much.

Both sides of mine. One robbed my grandmother of a savings account to buy a sports car. She went to the bank to withdraw some money that she saved up for her children & for urgent matters. The bank teller told her there was $0 in that account. She went home and sat in her apartment for hours thinking of what her daughter had done to her. She gave her rights to the account in case she might need it for emergencies.

Step Uncle's dad was a drunk and would beat the shit out of the three brothers. (They are From Omaha, Nebraska I shit you not something is wrong with Omaha Nebraska) All three of them became womanizers and assholes. One abused the shit out of my mother, over ate and would piss on the couch. Also is one reason why my half brother is dead. He died alone in a nursing home after my half brother robbed him of his bank account because his father did was give him money rather than raise him right. So he's dead, the other two are alive but are hateful motherfuckers. One talks shit and the other mistreats his son. Gee I wonder why, runs in the family.

My aunt is a drug addict. She was the favorite. When my grandfather croaked, she came and left and took her portion of the will. She also married a guy from new york that smokes weed and is good friends with a truck driver that lost his job for doing drugs. My other aunt is on her death bed, she possess all american football flags of all of my uncles that fought in ww2 and just keeps them to herself.

My aunt on my other side is a greedy bitch and expects everyone to kiss her ass. Little did we know, her siblings were entitled to some land in another country. She kept that a secret thinking she would just, put those acres under he name rather than share it among her siblings. 8 fucking acres mind you.

And don't worry, almost the same dynamic with my mother as well just the drugs taken out of it. Oh and my grandmother, on my other side, she would cheat on my grandmother by going to the bars. My crackhead aunt was so paranoid that she came out of another man's dick that she took a DNA test because she was under the impression that she didn't come from my grandfather.

But for some reason fuck ups come from Omaha, Nebraska. I only have one decent relative that lives there while all of the rest are drunks and drug addicts.

Frosty Fetus · 2025-12-17T18:23:30-0500

Bear Hammer said:
My mom is a slut, a drunk, and a loser who had me sometime in her early-mid twenties. She's most of the reason I am pro-choice, I'm hoping more whores that got knocked up at her age and would become shitty parents would just abort their accident kids

What a retarded opinion. What kinda pussy, bitch ass, beta male would say something like this? Be a real man and kill whores with your bare hands or a brick. Don't be a pussy who kills kids.

Jack the Ripper did nothing wrong and in fact his a hero

P.S. I would also like to kill your family

Onion Null · 2025-12-17T18:35:36-0500

I made a promise of free speech. I put a disclaimer on this because I know how this initially looks. I'm not sure what to say on something like this except I'm sorry this happened to you.

Bear Hammer · 2025-12-17T18:51:49-0500

Faux90sKid said:
Both sides of mine. One robbed my grandmother of a savings account to buy a sports car. She went to the bank to withdraw some money that she saved up for her children & for urgent matters. The bank teller told her there was $0 in that account. She went home and sat in her apartment for hours thinking of what her daughter had done to her. She gave her rights to the account in case she might need it for emergencies.

Step Uncle's dad was a drunk and would beat the shit out of the three brothers. (They are From Omaha, Nebraska I shit you not something is wrong with Omaha Nebraska) All three of them became womanizers and assholes. One abused the shit out of my mother, over ate and would piss on the couch. Also is one reason why my half brother is dead. He died alone in a nursing home after my half brother robbed him of his bank account because his father did was give him money rather than raise him right. So he's dead, the other two are alive but are hateful motherfuckers. One talks shit and the other mistreats his son. Gee I wonder why, runs in the family.

My aunt is a drug addict. She was the favorite. When my grandfather croaked, she came and left and took her portion of the will. She also married a guy from new york that smokes weed and is good friends with a truck driver that lost his job for doing drugs. My other aunt is on her death bed, she possess all american football flags of all of my uncles that fought in ww2 and just keeps them to herself.

My aunt on my other side is a greedy bitch and expects everyone to kiss her ass. Little did we know, her siblings were entitled to some land in another country. She kept that a secret thinking she would just, put those acres under he name rather than share it among her siblings. 8 fucking acres mind you.

And don't worry, almost the same dynamic with my mother as well just the drugs taken out of it. Oh and my grandmother, on my other side, she would cheat on my grandmother by going to the bars. My crackhead aunt was so paranoid that she came out of another man's dick that she took a DNA test because she was under the impression that she didn't come from my grandfather.

But for some reason fuck ups come from Omaha, Nebraska. I only have one decent relative that lives there while all of the rest are drunks and drug addicts.

Jeez your family sounds worse than mine tbh.

Honestly I think the only way to cope with having a family that sucks is to just accept that there's really nothing you could have done to choose a different family and just move on without them. Also if you plan on starting a family of your own, to break the cycle.

Only have sex with women that you actually give a fuck about, and make sure that they feel the same way about you. I think most shitty families start because of people just fucking for fun or to get off. And then being shitty parents because of the accidental kids you had, and then those kids end up doing the same mistakes also.

Onion Null said:
I made a promise of free speech. I put a disclaimer on this because I know how this initially looks. I'm not sure what to say on something like this except I'm sorry this happened to you.

Lol sorry kengle, I thought the 'disclaimer' I put at the beginning was enough but I understand.

Just so you know I don't literally want to kill my family, it was just an edgy exaggeration. Committing first degree murder and then spending the rest of my life in prison doesn't sound like a good life plan.

Bratty Vee · 2025-12-17T23:30:24-0500

Bear Hammer said:
God I sound like such an emo bitch right now

Yeah, it's incredibly embarrassing to act like this at 20

Onion Null · 2025-12-17T23:46:31-0500

Bear Hammer said:
Jeez your family sounds worse than mine tbh.

Honestly I think the only way to cope with having a family that sucks is to just accept that there's really nothing you could have done to choose a different family and just move on without them. Also if you plan on starting a family of your own, to break the cycle.

Only have sex with women that you actually give a fuck about, and make sure that they feel the same way about you. I think most shitty families start because of people just fucking for fun or to get off. And then being shitty parents because of the accidental kids you had, and then those kids end up doing the same mistakes also.

Lol sorry kengle, I thought the 'disclaimer' I put at the beginning was enough but I understand.

Just so you know I don't literally want to kill my family, it was just an edgy exaggeration. Committing first degree murder and then spending the rest of my life in prison doesn't sound like a good life plan.

Probably a little over the top with the disclaimer, but with all these shootings going on.... it's easy to draw incorrect conclusions about this.

VAIDS Victim · 2025-12-18T02:42:48-0500

Bear Hammer said:
She also one time, when I was 9 years old I was sleeping on her bed because my bed was infested with bedbugs, picked me up and threw me on the bedbug infested bed to hookup and probably do drugs with some random guy whom I had no idea who he was. My mom said he was a "friend", but it's pretty obvious that was a lie.

Tell her she gets the bed bug infested nursing home for that. You won't be doing home care. Or don't tell her but plan on not ruining your life doing in home caregiving yourself when the time comes (it's extremely hard and terrible, only do it for people you adore).

Nektar Geist · 2025-12-18T08:06:44-0500

Bear Hammer said:
and just recently had a 4 year old mentally retarded child despite being really old.

You're going to have to clarify this point.

Bear Hammer said:
And my brother who is 2 years younger than me, currently also hates me because I was kind of a dick to him when we were younger.

Bear Hammer · 2025-12-18T12:41:35-0500

Nektar Geist said:
You're going to have to clarify this point.

I mean it in the most literal sense, she is literally autistic and likely low functioning.

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