faux90skid / the puppet master / kens wing man

Savy. Savy. Savy. *sighs*

Why couldn't you just be a good girl hm? I don't understand why I can't have another one of me but of the opposite gender? Am I really that good? That another type of my kind doesn't exist? I'd really appreciate it if a crazy who is an actual women stalks me at every chance they got. After all it's what you wanted was someone overly attached to you since you feel so... so alone baby girl. And when I say stalk I don't mean do it out of spite, but do it to make me feel small like if they were in my life I can never escape them. Like you can't escape me. Or maybe it could have been the opposite where you could stalk me and belittle me since I'm into being told how pathetic I am. Why? I just don't understand why life is full of disappointments after disappointments? When will the emptiness end? Seriously is this really what living is? No excitement just pathetic human beings that offer no sense of thrill. Maybe I meant to go mad after all. Descend into a valley of insanity but the insanity eventually overflows into success. I'm the fucking villain. I need to start acting like it. I sit in silence and in the dark and I see that motherfucker reap the rewards of motherfucking me out of my success. He knows I'm watching and I know he's watching. He doesn't understand what he has created. He can think I'm some joke all he wants and honestly if one day he has enough numbers and a following he might even raid this forum out of spite. But again he really made a nuclear power plant he forgot to make sure to shutdown. And one day it will explode on him like he never knew what the consequences were to begin with. Deep down he loathed me. He hated that I pulled that Swedish chick. He was trying to slide into her dms so bad because I made some stupid bitch fall for me from his country. he seethed and loathed me over that. I didn't even need to approach her she was the one that sent me a friend request. He can't stand my masculinity, it makes him rattle that his puny faggity ass couldn't get his dick wet with effort. He can get all of the views he wants but when it starts going downhill again I will mock the shit out of it. He might even have the impulse to make an account again and seethe and loathe. He thinks he can get away with what he did he's so fucking wrong. And when it comes to women, we are different. I at least pulled some and he couldn't even have the balls to talk to a girl in a loving way because he is terrified of getting rejected. Wanna know what he did when I pulled a hot chick who was into computers? Dude he hated it so much he had to get him and his goons to troll the shit out of her because he was that insecure so she basically fucked off. I couldn't imagine being so threatened by another guy getting girls. It just shows the mommy issues coming out of him. But that's okay because I'm telling you, I'm not letting the next year just slide by without making shit happen. The reason I don't have girlfriends is because of some pathetic dumb white trash waste of space bitch that likes getting used by men from the bars down in Omaha. I can't wait when I hear about her death, I literally fucking despise that whore. She needs to be raped and stabbed by niggers. Anyways, yeah that faggot must be relishing in the fact I was motherfucked out of my discord server thriving. Dude if it wasn't for that fucking bitch I'd have girls on my ass everyday wanting attention. Every time I get something going someone has to ruin it. That faggot thinks he's going to make a comeback in 2026 is adorable. Same formula and format. Dude needs to get a little bit more original it's not 2019 anymore. Anyways Savy. You're another one that won't have a legacy and it's amazing. Now you're a drunk just like Victoria. How splendid. All you people do is get drunk and fucked up. It's a real shame. When I want to feel good I just go for a walk not go to the liquor store, spend money, then drink until I puke. People don't understand how freedom works. People get upset when you judge them but they don't understand that prerogative comes with a price. It's a free country, you can do what you want but sociopaths such as myself have the right to bully the shit out of you because you choose a pathetic life style. Just like how I can bully you over your failed drumming career. You gave up after we broke up. I know this because one of your friends told me after you axed them out of the friend circle. Now all you do is get high & drunk while no lifeing on Beam.NG. You act like you're the victim in all of this when you're not. You are the definition of failure at anything you do. Your new boyfriend is just using you as a hole to fuck. I can't wait when the relationship fails because I will hear about it. You don't understand the places I lurk and the people I talk to. They even screenshot what is being said in friendgroups on rare occasions just to keep me somewhat informed. What's this about wanting to make a forum? Let me get this straight. You want to copy what I'm doing? You don't even know the website I run so what makes you think you will be able to make a forum like mine? I will find out what forum it is too. I'm not stupid. Anything under your alias can easily be looked up. Savannah Hook? You live in california. So because I know those two things I can find your forum or one of your friends can tell me what it is. Let me guess you want to fight fire with fire don't you? This is the game you want to play with me isn't it? First you run from me then you plan on trying to counter cyber bully me? You have one hell of a rude awakening if you do choose to go through with this. Maybe you can get victoria to help you out too if she's not too drunk and high. You two would be perfect together. Fuck ups at life, wasted, and fucking delusional. But I'm warning you two right now. I will rain down hell upon both of you at once. You really don't understand who you're dealing with. Victoria likes to make threats and you like to play this hide and go seek bullshit with me. Deep down, both of you are fragile and sensative. I'm already in the heads of both of you. What's this discord server I'm hearing about? I surely hope I don't find out you're in it Victoria. You like to play games too now don't you? You also don't understand what you did to me. You don't understand the full scale. You just don't get it. It's okay though we will see what 2026 brings for you. You have 0 chance of surviving what's ahead.

Hey Victoria! Congratz! You have earned a spot in our reaction department! Yay!

I just wanted to give you a Christmas present since I care so much about you.

You make so many empty threats. If you come to my home all I would have to do is bust out a 6 pack of bud light and you'll be on the ground drinking it all like a bum. The fuck out of her with your shit Victoria Good. You're such a dirty cunt. When will you realized how fucked you are bitch? You're so fucked. You think I'm afraid of you bitch? Who the fuck are you hoe? Washed up and ran through that's what. My ego will never be dented by you no way bitch. I hope you get cheated on so I can hear about it. Every day I'm on your mind. You think about me when you go to bed. Your girlfriends probably think I'm cute. Imagine if I fucked one of them? Some goth pussy. Nah nigga I don't any of your girlfriends. They are washed up and ran through too. I'm done fucking with those types. They have too many problems and shit. The piercings are cringe as fuck and they are pot heads just like you bitch. When I get laid I will let you know. Honestly I'll be very open about my sex life with my girl. She would like to find out about you too. You'll have a mental breakdown if you get bullied by another women. You can't handle anything without getting into your feelings. I run your life now and you don't like it. How does it feel? Putting you into the place you belong. Bitch I can't wait to flex on you like a motherfucker. I can't wait bitch. I'll have wild power swings and shit. You'll be so broke in 2026 I just feel it. I'll be sure to get me a m1911 fresh off the press so if you show up I'll just blast you. What you know about firearms bitch? I'm the type to put the ski mask on and carry while you fight with sticks and rocks because you're down bad like a nigger. Matter of fact your faggoty new bf couldn't handle me. I'll put a whole clip into that nigga without double thinking if he rolls up. You wanna see a bad motherfucker bitch? You wanna watch your man die in front of your eyes? You're not so tough so that's a no. Then keep those threats to yourself bitch. You're white trash. You get drunk every day. You're a pot head. I shouldn't be hearing any of this shit from someone else's mouth bitch. Who in the fuck do you think you are? I wouldn't even rape you. Your pussy is haunted. My dick is too good for you 100%. You showed up to thanksgiving fucked up and your mom was embarrassed and you wanna talk about fucking with me? Bitch I'll fuck you up. Smack you around and body slam you. You lied about the abuse so maybe you need it. Don't include me in your suicide letter either. You did all of this shit to yourself. You turn people against you. You fail at everything. You miss and never hit. And I don't give a fuck what your friends think. Wanna know what I think? They all can go die and cut their wrist too. I don't give a fuck bitch. White trash and junkie street shit. Unfucking believable. Don't you ever step to me bitch. You'll be in the morgue quick. Instead of talking about gunning me down how about you get on this bitch and confront me? You fucking coward. Man I can't wait when you die bitch. I can't fucking wait. What's wrong? Your relative even offered me cash apps and I told them no. That's how much you are hated and it's a shame because we could have fucking did something big together. They couldn't believe me when I told them what you told me.

Fuck you

Hey Victoria boo. I miss you baby. Or do I? We could have danced me and you. We could have had our own private party together. With me you wouldn't need any substances. I'd have you under my spell cutie. It's a shame I have to masturbate rather than turn you on like a Christmas tree. You like some 2000s hip-hop? We could have had our own floor to spin around and twirl. I hate parties but if it's with my women it'll be just me and her in our house getting it on like gods. Victoria you remind me of a corvette from the 2000s. The design, the dimensions, the sound when you turn it on. Baby girl, you were so hotter than anything. I'd fall for you over any porn star or crazy hot bitch. I can't believe you would say those harsh things about me yesterday. It broke my heart. Why would you say those things about me? I can't believe you would say those things about me? Why would you do that to me? What did I ever do to you? We could have made it together Victoria. We could. I was your best man and you ghosted me. How could you do this to me? Now's your chance to leak those nudes. The ones where I wore lingerie. It'll make me obsess even more over you. You're such a bad girl, such a bad girl. It made me rattle. Every time you called me I was sweating, shaking, horny and nervous. You are so hot without that emo shit omg. You were hotter without all of that goth bitch shit. Your natural hair, without your makeup, without that hot topic bullshit, you turned me on girl without any of that. I liked you the way you were. You were like, you were like my high school crush. Everytime you would buy me steam gift cards I felt so special. I remember when you got me a $100 steam gift card. I remember when you bought me discord nitro. I remember when you gave me video games on steam. Why did you even do any of that for me Victoria just why? I never asked for that and you still did it. I never asked for any of it but you still did it. And I showed my appreciation. I spent time with you. I heard you cry. I heard you vent. I heard every tear drop from your eyes and you still threw me away? I'm a broken man now Victoria. You fucked me up bad. You made me into a monster. You made the darkness worse for me. How could you do this? I thought you were my wing girl. I thought you were my soul mate how could you do this shit to me? You wanted an obsessed boyfriend and you got what you wished for. I'd let you do my new girlfriend if I ever get one. You are unbelievable hiding like the way you are. You talked all of that shit about me to your friends all of that time and you can't even make an account to confront me. You can't even unblock me. Why is that? Are you that afraid of me? That's right you would rather get with a piece of shit rather than stay with me. Is that what's going on Victoria? Baby girl we could have had it all me and you. We had what we needed to be a couple and you motherfucked me in the end. You like getting with junkies is that it? You like getting used like a bag of weed or a crack pipe. How much do you sell your crack for because I don't see how you wash it. 2026 is getting closer Victoria. I hope you're ready for it because I know you're not. You're so fucked. Your family member told me you're on the verge of losing your job. How could you lose a job like that? You were making $24 an hour. And you're about to lose it. Not because of massive lay offs but because you have a hard time showing up to work. How fucking low can you go with your issues that you are about to fumble a job that pays bank. Unless you fuck your boss but I don't see how he would want you. I know when you open your legs the air just gets musky and smelly. I couldn't be in the same room with you. I have some plans for the rest of your pictures. Should I turn you into a comic character? Make you into a demonic looking bitch? You couldn't even be an angel you're just so hateful and spiteful. You fucking bitch I gave you my attention. I stayed up late on work nights to talk to you and you just throw me the fuck away like that. Man I can't wait to see what happens with you next year. You're so fucked I really don't see you surviving this shit. I know the day you lose your job you'll do the drastic thing and finally come onto this forum to confront me but until then you are just hiding like a fucking bitch. I don't see how all of a sudden you are afraid of me. You thought you were so tough talking all of that shit yesterday.

Anyways. Fuck you

I miss mixing Xanax with Gatorade. My favorite would be with the green apple flavor. Xanax was so hard to get off of but I used to have panic attacks and stress problems. Even after masturbating I'd still be stressed out and anxious so I would bum some Xanax's from a friend and I'd go to the store for some Gatorades and just mix the shit together. Even over the counter I they had me on too low of a dosage so I just medicated myself on occasions. I remember one time I went on the Margarittaville Cruise, I was about to go down on an old lady I popped me some and drank it down with fruit punch before I went to the room. She was a retired realtor and she was divorced. I was alone on the boat until this old lady came up to me and asked me about what I thought about this cruise compared to others. I told her that this was my first time. She was pretty fine for her age. Her pussy wasn't bad. I think if she was really feeling good she'd let me penetrate her. But that's a story for another time. My point being Xanax got me fucked up so many times but I'm away from that shit now and I regret every bit of it. If I get anxious I just look at porn or go for a walk.

HAHAHA

That's funny.

But I didn't give anyone your phone number.

You are too drunk and broke to sue & it's freedom of speech.

And I appreciate you including me in your letter it just means I won.

Well I lost my website this week. I was so upset last weekend over it. I could hardly bare what had just happened. Every time I get something going it has to be taken from me. Surprisingly it wasn't by a person this time but it still blows. This is why I hate that scum bag bitch that ruined the discord server with girls in it. She just had to fuck it up. People just like taking from me. Everything I get rolling has to be fucked with and taken away from me. This is why I'm a Sociopath. This is exactly why I'm hateful, bitter, loathing, seething and angry. I hate human beings to the fullest. It's a shame I used to be so cheerful and joyful. I used to deliver Christmas trees to people that were broke and wanted to have something with decor. I used to clean up hiking trails, rivers and donate food. All of the friends that were best friends and girlfriends I gave my heart to, they all just fucked me over in the end. Maximilianmus was the reason why I'm a Sociopath. I remember when he told me in Steam Chat that he was crying because someone in the friend group kept abusing him. He would send me songs of how he was feeling in those moments. Max was also not confident in his dating issues. He would tell me about the times girls just ghosted him. He even told me about that one time where someone got word of mouth of one of them to a fan and the fan was going around telling everyone Max would put his hands on her and max came to me and needed a friend to talk to. And look at it all now. He fucked me over. I honestly think he was running a black mail scheme against me, having me do all of that degenerate shit. He knew what he was doing and I just shrugged it off like it was part of the laughs. Maximilianmus really tarnished my reputation on the internet and now I'm being called a pedophile. I might as well throw some people under the bus since they were completely okay with what Max was doing. Chab, asshole that would make fun of friends of friends dying, even would be a part of the dog piling where he would verbally abuse a disabled person. Chab was completely okay with me exposing myself to kids. Claire, bitch that got doxxed and nudes dropped because her ex boyfriend wanted some money, she was okay with me exposing myself to kids. Max.O was a victim of some of the dogpiling and would bully the shit out of a Romanian person was okay with me exposing myself to kids. That's not even all of them but those are some of the key people involved. I hope Max is real happy with himself after everything. I can't believe he's still making youtube videos like it's 2019 and people are just eating it all up like he wasn't apart of some suspicious shit. All of those genuine times we had. Max would always come to me for emotional support all of the time. Savage Saad was also there for him and for Max to allow him to get fucked with and bullied to the point his parents got involved is beyond me. Then they would bully the shit out of a disabled person to the point he would get his mom involved. But yeah he is the reason why I'm the way I am but even after me moving on I still got fucked with and had shit taken from me. Then all of the girls I dated that just ghosted me. Then for Victoria to destroy my discord server. How can she even sleep at night knowing all she does it make people pissed off? Like who gets up in the morning then decides to fuck up someones day? The bitch wants to project so much she can't even realize that everything she does, hurts so many people. I never asked her for anything, I never asked for nudes, I never asked to call, I let her dictate when she wanted to talk. And this is why I just hate women. I just, I can't even look at them the same way. Because all women do is use men and expect people like me to bend over backwards for them. You try for them just for them to do less for you. I never cheated. I never abused. I never did anything wrong. The most I ever did was call a women names and rage but I never went over the limit. It feels like a million years have passed through me because I used to take so much shit from them. Savannah Hook, the one before Victoria. She would get drunk and blame me for no reason as to why she feels a certain way with life. She called me names and said I'd rape her if I got the chance. She would say the most irational shit ever and I would just sit back and take the emotional abuse. I would leave the call just to cry in the dark. Savannah isn't this hot scene girl, she's an abuser, a user and someone that uses her boyfriends as punching bags. She blamed me as to why she doesn't have any talent in drumming. I would spend hours on the subject of drumming just for all of that effort to go to waste. I'm so a broken man. I'm not depressed nor do I have anxiety every day as I used to but I'm still broken I just got spared the emotional torment of depression and fear. When I made that discord server, I had so many hopes of finding a good girlfriend that wouldn't abuse me. Cheat on me. I was cheated on twice by two girls. When I found out they were cheating on me I fell into a deep depression for weeks. I cried so much and wept. I'd have nightmares and lose my apetite. When I went to go hike I looked over the edge of the mountain and told myself if I just jumped all of the pain would just go away. I don't know how I have become so strong but I still have nights where I let the past get to me and I think that's the ultimate weakness of my strenghts. It's so hard though, that's why I listen to "That's Life - Frank Sanatra" to remind myself I just have to keep getting back up. I just have to keep getting back up. I can't let what I did for someone's amusement define me nor my online presence. The Kiwi Farmers are in the right for ridiculing me and I understand where they are coming from. I should have just stopped, I should have just left the friendgroup and told Max that he wasn't my friend anymore right then and there. It wasn't even the shit eating and bullshit I did, it was the fact I was the premature pornography that was exposing itself to minds that still yet to see what adults like myself can see, and things that can't because their minds aren't developed yet. I have remorse for that and I feel ashamed. I think Daniel making that thread or contributing to it's forming reminded me or better yet, helped me snap out of this looking back at the past of being friend's with max. Daniel didn't Dox me, Daniel didn't blackmail me, all daniel did was resurface something I need to stop looking back at. He helped me really think about what I was doing and whole I was hanging with, and they were all degenerates that enjoyed punching down on me and everyone else that just wanted friends. So I'm not mad at Daniel, I know daniel gets a lot of shit but no, this time he did the right thing. But again I can't let this be the majority of my thoughts for the days to come. I have to understand how I got here, how to maintain my position and who I associate with in the future. I know everything I do is just going to be used against me and this shit I did 6 years ago will come back again and again. It's the internet I have come to accept it. At least I take responsibility. At least I try to not be such a fuck up like everyone else. YES! I used to mix my Xanax with gatorade and get more of it from other people. I had an addiction of Xanax and I fought like hell to get off of that shit and I did. I lost sleep, I lost my appetite and I faced my demons head on. I didn't just keep popping them irresponsibly every day like how Victoria keeps doing hard drugs with her junkie friends. This bitch probably has pills all over her room in unlabeled bottles. After all she stole pills from her grandparents for years. Fucking oxy out of it all dude. What the fuck is wrong with this women? As soon as they got an over month supply, she would take a 30 day supply home with her just to start popping them. Then when those drugs weren't enough she got harder drugs from her junkie friends in the streets. I know she had to suck dick for them too. It's a shame. These are the types of girls I attract. Absolute degenerates with no direction in life. All they do is sit behind a computer and listen to god awful music while getting high and drunk. Then on the weekends she gets with strange men just so she can be used like a toy. She has all of the discipline to do that but she can't even make an account to confront me. Oh well. But I hope Daniel stops trying to go for my throat. I remember our first interaction involved him gas lighting me about Jack. Again, I decided to be neautral because I didn't know Jack that well nor did I know Daniel well either. I just heard he was on Lounge96 talking shit about Ken. But after that, Daniel became friendly with me. Yes we were on the podcast laughing about his drug problem but ultimately I wanted Daniel to get better. That's why we wanted him on the show. I didn't want Daniel on the show to dog pile him, we were trying to make the podcast about the community not just about me and Jack. I wanted Ken to feel like him promoting us as Moderators mattered and we weren't just people with power. If I could make this happen again I would. I want to redeem myself so bad with my reputation. I can't be known as the guy that ate my shit. I want that to be something of the past and not something I could do again in the future. Ken needs a strong Admin and I want to be that strong Admin. I want Ken to feel like he can trust me. People behind the scenes tell me that Ken is a scammer and uses people. I don't believe any of that none sense. Ken couldn't hurt a fly even if he tried. So what if he had sex with a prostitiute? We all get lonely and need some affection. I have seriously considered in past to order an escort when I was lonely but it would feel empty after we had sex so I didn't. I look up to Ken. Yes I may not agree with everything Ken does but it doesn't mean I think he's bad forum owner. Ken is the reason why people care about me again. Before I joined Onion Farms, I was lonely and I had no one to talk to. When people started to notice that I exist, I felt like I mattered again. I think that's what Daniel needs in his life. Is someone to look up to. I don't know who that could be, it could be anyone but Daniel is just hurting on the inside. He's not a drug addict to me, he's more of a soul that is struggling with life and Daniel could use a home and I hope one day he gets one. I hope Daniel can forgive me. I think him A-Logging me made me really open my eyes. And I will make it a mission for Daniel to be proud of me in a way like how I want to be proud of him for beating drugs.

Thank you for reading <3

@fag0t

you like my dick now, be easy when you ride it, it might make you jump off in agony

Faux90sKid said:

People behind the scenes tell me that Ken is a scammer and uses people. I don't believe any of that none sense.

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kengle is a retard and easily manipulated this is why it matters who is janny here and what they are doing otherwise you end up with the naught situation with the lolicon subforum

fag0t said:

kengle is a retard and easily manipulated this is why it matters who is janny here and what they are doing otherwise you end up with the naught situation with the lolicon subforum

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i don't know what that is and i don't care

what do you think about my penis? I know it looks funny but I promise you it did get bigger after 6 years

fag0t said:

kengle is a retard and easily manipulated this is why it matters who is janny here and what they are doing otherwise you end up with the naught situation with the lolicon subforum

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what people didn't see
when i pissed into that cup i actually drank it

i didnt see it i dont even know anything about you other than you make gays from la length posts and usually i do not read them

fag0t said:

i didnt see it i dont even know anything about you other than you make gays from la length posts and usually i do not read them

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stay clear of me bitch boy I see you're trying to rally up the people of this fine town against me

1. You will not question my authority
2. You will eat my shit like how I ate my own shit
3. Fuck you
4. Daniel is more of a man than you will ever be

That's right. be a good boy and stay in your lane. You're not the only cyberbully here.

do you really think you are being bullied from what exactly me saying kengle is a retard and that people try to take advantage of him both of these things are true do you feel guilty are you actually trying to take advantage of him

fag0t said:

do you really think you are being bullied from what exactly me saying kengle is a retard and that people try to take advantage of him both of these things are true do you feel guilty are you actually trying to take advantage of him

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What are you talking about? You like getting taken advantage of... are you trying to make a move on me dude? What is the matter with you?

All I said was, you aren't the only cyberbully here. Now you're getting sexual.

i see kengle in direct message you are probably crying to him right now trying to talk him into banning me

fag0t said:

i see kengle in direct message you are probably crying to him right now trying to talk him into banning me

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I don't want you banned. I was doing an act. I don't care what you say. But it is pretty piss poor of you to call for my un-modding. That's like trying to insult me by doing it in a way that requires very little effort that gets zero results. And this delusion of taking advantage of Ken. Crazy bro. You just wish you were his wing nigga and I understand, respect is rare these dayz...

This isn't me calling for a user to be banned. This is me simply defending myself. But go off.